TIME PASS ^.^

Happy Valentine's Day

2012-02-15T09:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day People!!!

Oh! You are right, how I gonna celebrate as I don't have partner to celebrate with. Hurmp, but I managed to get myself one temporary one. =p

At least I enjoyed my night last night with all crazy friends! And the night before I manage to make myself manicure! Hehe~

Made valentine's theme art on our nails. Haha!

It was my first try!!! I think they are awesome, what do you think?? =)

And then had celebrated the night with DBA course member and of course with our Trainer!

We drink, eat and laugh!!! Fuh...

Will post more picture soon or you can view the pictures from this album.

Oh ya! I almost forget to share another manicure that I did for Lin! First time try something this hard. (I know it doesn't look difficult for some of you but it is difficult for me!)

Right, my trainer is here... I should off and concentrate.

Some Thoughts 2

2012-02-15T08:13:00.000+08:00

Somebody's action seriously disappoint me... =(

Anyhow I know who you really are already!

So I will protect myself from you!!!!!!!!

Some Thoughts

2012-02-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

Sometime it is not that you want it then you can do it. Lots of people keep telling me that if you want something eagerly then you will get it anyhow. But for me, I feel that if I want something eagerly, I will get it anyhow but have to + with luck and timing.

It is just simply what I think. I am always lack of luck like friends around me have. When they are not into something they can still mix well after a while but not to me. For example, friends are keep saying that they are so stupid or can't do the paper that came out for final, but you will never know actually they still can get well result. I don't know what is 'I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO' really means to them as they can always say that sentence but still can get very good result... fuh...

As I mentioned that I'm attending 3P course, I feel that I'm wasting my time there seriously... Everybody is so hardworking solving codes and understand what he is teaching while I done nothing and understand nothing at all. Sigh...

That's why I said I'm so got no talent or give in anything that is useful for me now!

Thinking of my internship, I really feel upset and don't know what to do... and I know there is another thing that I afraid most ---> FYP!!!

I thought of stupid thoughts because of those stress but I know I shouldn't and I can't! Sigh, why people are so enjoy in their University life but looking at mine, I feel that my university life is so dull, and not colourful enough.

Maybe I didn't put more afford (I believe everybody gonna say this to me... )

Fine... I know I'm stupid and I can't mix around with intelligent people which all the clever people can understand things very fast!

Right, I gonna sleep...

p/s: day dreaming...

Sigh

2012-02-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

That day our 3P instructor suddenly talk about our internship and this has made me think of my own future...

Just realize, my future is so blur! I can't even see where I should head to! =(

The instructor said we should find a small company to do internship first to learn things before we start to work in big company. I wanted to work in Ipoh where grandpa is there at least I don't have to worry where I should stay... but since friends are telling me that Ipoh got very few company that suitable.

Now I'm thinking whether where to choose now... Daddy and mummy said I can work anywhere, if I want to work in Ipoh, I can ask my uncle who is staying in Ipoh to notice for me; if I want to work in KL, I can ask my uncle who is staying in KL to notice for me.

I know I have already lots of options compare to others but...

Sigh...

So many things to think of to be an adult... =(

悲

2012-02-07T21:18:00.001+08:00

满满的希望

慢慢的期待

最后。。。

只换来满满的失望

唉。。。

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累了

2012-02-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

终于，终于这一天到了。。。
我说的这一天并不是一开心的一天，只是觉得自己不再是自己了

没有了原本的快乐

没有了原本的人生

没有了原本的生活

没有了想要的东西

没有了享受的东西

没有了这样的朋友

没有了这样的迁就

更没有了让我感受的疼爱

有的只是。。。

一丝丝的悲伤

一丝丝的失望

一丝丝的醋意

一丝丝的不明白

还有很多很多的恨。。。

有时候想，也许该放下所有所有的一切，活在自己的生活里，不要再为任何人，也不管其他人。。。做自己爱做的事，不要再为别人做什么的。。。

为什么？

因为别人只会把你的好给狠狠地丢在地上，不会领你的情

累了，

真的累了。。。

不再近了

2012-02-06T20:03:00.003+08:00

不知道什么时候开始，我们之间好像多了什么。。。
是你变了，还是我变了？
不过我觉得我还是老样子，可是说你变了又好像是我自己觉得罢了。。。

还是比较喜欢以前的你，至少你说话时不会气到人，尤其是我。

我也觉得我要求很多，以前觉得你这样不好那样不好；现在你变了，我也觉得这样不好，那样不好。。。
也许是我自己还在原地踏步吧。。。你早已经离我远远了，只是自己不觉得罢了。。。

有时候觉得自己很傻，把自己的热屁股贴在别人的冷脸上，自己在自作多情罢了。明明就是关心别人，可是一一被人糟蹋，还跟我说一句：我就是想这样啊。。。

算了，像他说的酱，别人要说什么是别人的事，我管不了这么多。。。

p/s：情绪好低落。。。

Manicure Season

2012-02-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

I'm a manicure fever ever since I start to try arts on my own nails after mix around with seniors who love manicure! Plus I love art just I don't have very good talent on art.

I always wanted to have friends that can spend time to have manicure or makeover session like twice a month as a relaxing and distress all the stress...

Recently it has been like so addicted to manicure, where I can spend the whole morning or whole night watching drama while manicure! Do some arts on my nails... Even though using left hand is a little difficult but now I improved my skill! At least less shake like last time.

Here are some manicure I did for the pass 2 days~

Now even Malay friends come to my house to join my happiness! (they ask me to help them to do manicure!) I'm really happy when I can do manicure on others. Luckily they appreciate what I do. =)

I know the skill still not 100% perfect, but at least there is improvement! ^0^

Okay, now I know what is my hobby already... My hobby is do girl stuff!!! <3

Rejection

2012-02-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Dear someone,

Rejection is the most scary things in the world, that's what you think. But sometimes it is quite true, because most of people hate to be reject when towards people that they love and care most. Especially when a person you wanted him or her to share your happiness and been rejected immediately.

I know you are sad, but still everybody has their own right to choose what they want to do and what they don't want to do.

I know how you feel but sometimes you have to respect what they think, if you force someone to do things he or she dislike you are being selfish. So why not just go the other way round and put your love or share your happiness to someone that appreciate you rather than someone that keep rejecting you?

So if you ask me what you should do, I will suggest you not to be initiative on the person that has been rejected you many times because one day you will realize that it is useless to ask that person when every time you will get the same answer even though you asked.

Don't be sad because it is not worthy to be sad because of this thing, it is just a small matter. =)

Treat nice to people who appreciate you and ignore people who don't appreciate you. =))

xoxo,

From Cai Yi

What A Life...

2012-02-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

It has been busy day since 27th January... I mean since 3P has started. Now I only have a day holiday each week! Which means I have to go to the lab at 9am until 5pm and holiday on Sunday. (DOn't you ever think that I have holiday during public holiday, because this course doesn't care about public holiday, the class goes on!)

My life is so like an employee's life! I really hate this and everyday has to go class that early, lunch break back room to prepare lunch for myself then 5pm finish class I have to prepare for dinner!!! Argh...

I'm just complaining la by the way, because I know life now is much better than after the last semester starts... I know if now I have the time to sleep I should sleep, because I'm not sure whether later after this I gonna have this kind of life or not...

Sigh...

What a life...

Random

2012-01-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

I guess I'm now still consider in holiday right? Because it is still semester break just that I must attend 3P...

DBA is really difficult, I have to force myself to open my eyes wide enough and remind myself not to fly out from the classroom... I want to learn but sometimes I can hardly focus... =(

Manicure...
I really love manicure, too bad I don't have all the accessories to what I want...

p/s: can't wait to go home and ask all the female cousin to line up and I help them to do manicure! =)

是非

2012-01-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

是非真的很恐怖。
一个人的名声往往会被那些有势有利的人给摧毁，很恐怖对吧？

人没有不会做错事，但是为什么一些人就是那么的无聊？
常常把事情弄得复杂，常常把真相弯曲的。。。

也许这就是人们所说的无聊和幼稚吧！
是非会把两个本来很要好的朋友因为听到太多太多的是非而开始讨厌对方，误会对方，结果连友谊都丢了。可是我相信这些人过了几年，回头一看，会觉得自己为什么会为了这么小的误会，别人乱摆的是非而把好朋友给弄丢的。。。

坦诚吧！
然后解释。。。

不要因为觉得解释就是掩饰。
解释才能把是非，对错弄清楚。。。
除非，除非解释对象已经不再在乎你了，那么无论你怎么努力的解释都没有用。。。

所以各位朋友，不要因为你的不满，而跑去跟你身边的朋友说他人的是非。。。
而那些听是非的人，不要因为说是非的是你的朋友而把当事人想得好像说的那样。。。凡事都要自己去感受，你才会懂一个人到底是怎么样的一个人。。。

是非真的会杀死一个人而不流一滴血。。。

p/s: 突然被感触到的

有时候

2012-01-27T20:02:00.001+08:00

有时候想到某件事时，比较想和你罢了。
就觉得没有你就没有了意义。。。
不知道什么时候开始，但是好像无端端变成这样了。。。
我知道我变了，我知道的，但是你也变了。。。

p/s：只是太无聊罢了。。。

爱还是习惯？

2012-01-27T18:03:00.001+08:00

有时真的很乱，很乱。。。

人家说要分清楚习惯和爱情；但有人又说爱情其实就是习惯的一种。

刚刚看戏，

一个女儿跟爸爸说：我以前都不知道你爱妈

爸爸：人啊，总以为那些让你神魂颠倒的才是爱，可你妈比神魂颠倒更厉害。她先是把日子弄得吱吱喳喳，让你害怕安静，接着成天晃来晃去，让你的视线里永远有个大背景。然后，用食物把你的嘴巴变刁，再慢慢让你行为失能。最后你突然发现，你再也离不开她了，所以只好死心塌地了。其实，那个女人要的并不多，有时候只是一个微笑或者一个拥抱。她常常要我陪她看电视，要我陪她哭陪她笑，其实她只希望我陪在她身边。她最喜欢下雨天要我陪她散步，然后故意拿一把小伞，希望我靠她靠紧一点；最烂的一招是她喜欢骑车载我，然后骑得飞快，目的是希望我抱她抱紧一点。这个女人要得真的不多。。。。

这个是习惯了吧？

因为爱而变习惯，然后才舍不得对方？？

（这只是我自己的逻辑）

或许吧。。。

p/s：今天的课上很久。。。

Study Week

2012-01-26T19:05:00.000+08:00

Usually when we see the word week we will thought of 7 days. So study week supposedly at least 7 days! But I just realized that out study week for next coming semester only 3 days!

Seriously this doesn't please me at all although this has shorten the time staying here to go back home earlier, because I have to manage my time super wisely to get good result dy. =(

Why? Why not just start study week for 3 days after we graduate? Why in our last semester??? =(

p/s: sigh... have to work harder to get what I want.

Second Day (CNY)

2012-01-25T17:19:00.001+08:00

It is second day, which means I'm still in CNY holiday! But too bad, because bad thing happened! Whole campus got no electricity!!! Great!!!

I was cooking lunch, then suddenly the rice cooker not functioning! Out of Electricity!!!

Since nothing to eat, I have to go out to find food to put something into my stomach. Luckily a friend of mind got car, so at least I got transport to go out! ^^ Thank you so much!!!

Since Chinese restaurant didn't operate so went to have Indian food!! (Seriously it has been long time I didn't eat Indian food dy!!!)

I ate nasi beriani with mutton. Guess what, I have double yolk in my egg!! (super happy!!!)

Tada!

After finished our lunch, (I guess that should be brunch already ^^") we went to walk around in Ujana Kewangan (UK). Just now did I mention that whole campus got no electricity? It is actually whole Labuan got no electricity!!! I think whole Labuan has been out of electricity from more than 4 hours! Really can do nothing without electric, because I can't watch drama or cook but sleep for whole day! Luckily got transport to go out, if not I will sure bored till die. @@

Third day of CNY, what should I do? Today don't have special activity... I don't feel like staying in the campus doing nothing except for drama, eat, sleep and cards... I really feel this boring... I miss all the CNY biscuit... =((

p/s: trying not to be so meaningless in this third day of CNY.

p/s: I prefer a happening CNY...

First Day (CNY)

2012-01-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

After the reunion dinner on CNY eve, we have our steambot dinner on the first day of CNY!

We had satay celup, normal chicken soup and tomyam soup! Love all the soup!!! ^^

Seriously I feel so happy because I still got friends who can join this steambot with me!! At least I don't feel so lonely and not happening on CNY especially now I can't celebrate with my family. =)

My 2 Malay friends who celebrate CNY together! Hehe ^0^

And we had chempedak as dinner!!! I never eat this for like don't know how many years, so I am so grateful to eat this!

Thank you!!!

p/s: today I had DURIAN!!! ^^

Pictures before Dinner

2012-01-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

Since the dinner is so expensice, of course we have to dress nicely to there! If not we will feel wasted. =p

My face is really very round! Obviously I become fatter already because of eating so nice here! Lol Chubby Face!!!

One with white pretty dress look like a pricess.
One with cute skirt look like a small little cute girl.

Cute 2 pretty Girls.

Happy Chinese New Year people!!! Enjoy your day! ^0^

p/s: dear mummy, I am very good here~ Love you~!

Happy Chinese New Year

2012-01-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

It is Chinese New Year again! ^ ^

It always the festival I wanted to celebrate every year because there will be lots of delicious food and all relatives will gather in grandma's house! I just love the environment of happiness during Chinese New Year.

This year wasn't a very lucky year for me. I can't go back home for celebration this year but celebrate in the campus.

This year I DO NOT have

many snacks to eat

many drinks to drink

many new clothes to wear

So many things that I will miss!

However, I still thankful that I have nice reunion dinner with friends.

Delicious food but it wasn't as delicious as what I expected... I love the Yee Sang and the desserts most!

9 of us ate 10 people foods! and YuJin kept asking people is they full so that he can eat more! Haha

Happy Chinese New Year!!!! Especially to my family and beloved friends. =)

Okay, this was my lunch! I made kon lou mee for them and myself! First time but I think it is delicious!!! Hehe ^^"

Grandpa is right, Chinese New Year is a celebration and a festival that people take this opportunity to gather together. It is only a normal reunion festival. It is nothing to celebrate CNY anywhere, as long as the heart is always at home.
I everyday make at least 2 calls back home! I really miss home very much, but I know some of them think that I don't like to go home and take this opportunity to stay here with friends. I don't mind what they think. I just mind what my family think about me. =)

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! ^0^

p/s: gonna have steambot tonight!
p/s: I love CNY!!!
p/s: grandpa, don't always say there is no more reunion, because you still have us.

Spoiled!

2012-01-21T10:14:00.000+08:00

Okay, is days before before CNY and I just spoiled my specs! >.<

Guess I have to see when go out town and then bring this to repair dy... But I don't mind if not going to repair this, cause I'm still wearing it and it still okay with me! Lol...

p/s: CNY don't simply curse people la... later curse turn back to yourselves... @@

Gift For New Year

2012-01-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Finally thing that I wait for a week has arrived!

I love this! Too bad it only fit a phone of mine. If I fit 2 phones then I can't put my money and cards in this ouch but if I put a phone then I can put my money and cards. Guess I can only choose one option. =(

Still I still love this pouch! =))

I received another 2 small cute gift other than this!

Cute huh?! I love the color!!! =)

I gonna use this pouch in special occasion as I sayang this pouch very much! Hehe

p/s: I love the present that I received today ^^

Satay Craving!

2012-01-20T22:26:00.001+08:00

Finally the final for this semester has ended. Before the last paper, we already plan to have satay on the last day! So we went and each of us ate 10 sticks of satay! @@

We ordered for 60 sticks of satay all together! I also feel that we are so power!!! 3 fat girls and 3 thin girls squeeze in a kancil and had 60 sticks of satay!!!

I had nice moment just now, I really do!

I want to eat satay again!!!! =p

p/s: Can't wait for the barbecue!!! ^^

伤城记

2012-01-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

钟嘉欣：墙上合照跌在松木凳

平静地看墙边的暗灯

邻户或有百万人像我

怀念某一个某一吻

吴卓羲：有霉黄墙身做陪衬

有残余蜡烛可交出气氛

有床头时钟在提我

时日飞过再别上心

从前是

钟嘉欣 + 吴卓羲：巨大梦想显得我太渺小

落力幻想想得我更困扰

那日睡因谁失神心跳

还保留多少

浪漫夜景找不到已破晓

梦寐大海触不到已报销

那日谁跟谁开怀的笑

在伤城之中消耗掉

钟嘉欣：陈旧电器也逐年坏了

连夜大雨天花都报销

邻户或有百万人睡了

唯独我多记挂几秒

吴卓羲：那年曾童心被融化

那时常重复简单的笑话

那年头台风又悬挂

曾幻想过建立个家

从前是

钟嘉欣 + 吴卓羲：巨大梦想显得我太渺小

落力幻想想得我更困扰

那日睡因谁失神心跳

还保留多少

浪漫夜景找不到已破晓

梦寐大海触不到已报销

那日谁跟睡低廉的爱

在高楼之间消耗掉

Take A Break!

2012-01-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

Since it is a 'long' break from last week paper until this week! So the mood to study is totally gone and my mind is full with manicure! I started my first manicure when I was in primary school. Turning my head back and look at myself...

My youngest auntie always bring lots of nail polish back to grandma's house when we went back grandma's house especially during CNY. It has been a trend for us to ask her to do manicure for us during CNY. We (children) always line-up to wait for our turn to make our nails look colorful.

I don't know since when I start to over take my auntie's position and I'm the one who help my little cousins to color their nails. It was really fun to do manicure especially when you do it on others! =) (it is because I still find difficult to make it on my own hands especially the right hand! )

Other than manicure, I remember on the first day of CNY, we will wake up at around 10am or bath at that time to clean up ourselves and then put on our new clothes. After that, we will go into auntie's room to wait for our turn to put colors on our face! (make up) Yeap, I started to make up since I was young and I find that's really enjoying!

Until now, even though I already not a small kid, I still put on make up on the first day of CNY. I will now bring some basic make up stuff back and 'color' on my little cousin's face! =)

Argh, I know I miss home now. =(

Yesterday I didn't manicure again. A trial and error manicure. I don't have all the material that they use for manicure, I only have nail polish... Gonna get myself a full set of manicure set! =)

Few different patterns and ways of making gradient. I didn't learn by my own creativity but I learned from seniors and youtube! Seriously, if I never meet both of them, I will never do all this pattern on my fingers. Maybe the only pattern on my fingers will be plain color without them.

I don't know why, as I grow older the more I'm in love with this kind of things! Manicure, hair style, make up... All the things that I used to tell my auntie when I was a teenage that I would not do all this when I grow up! And now???!!! I'm so obsessed in all this!!!

p/s: miss home badly, but I can't do anything but call home everyday!

p/s: miss my dog too! feeling like wanna 3G back to see them...

有时候

2012-01-18T00:27:00.003+08:00

有时侯不会有人懂，所以不用讲的。

p/s: 想家了。。。

What?!

2012-01-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

That day when we went out purposely for shopping, we wanted to exchange our medical coupon that time! But who knows we were so unlucky that the clinic that we used to go already out of form that we need to fill in before claim vitamins. So we went to another clinic which we can claim our medicine/vitamins. We were so so unlucky that the clinic didn't open on Saturday!!! WTH!!!

Today we went out again purposely to claim our medicine/vitamins. We went to the polyclinic as the clinic got no more form. Guess what? We have 2 coupons in each semester, so we usually go and exchange 2 coupons together to get vitamins we want. Today the clinic told us that we can't use 2 coupons but only 1 coupon! And the worst thing is they have to charge RM10 as consultation fee where each coupon worth RM35 and then they have to charge RM10 so that means that we only can claim for RM25 medicine!!! wtf!!!

We spent like half an hour there to think what to claim. It is so difficult to get things when you have limit money on your hand!

Finally, thanks to the 'nurse' (is actually receptionist) at the reception, she helps us to find stuff that fit to RM25 and I finally got these.

I don't eat vitamins so I decided to get these, soap and aloe vera cream. The soup cost RM10 and the aloevera cream cost RM15 so together is RM25.

This is the mouse that I bought! I always wanted to buy Sensonic mouse and I finally get myself one. Yet I prefer the plain white color one but too bad don't have. =( But still I like this one. =)

My ex-mouse was bought from hometown during PC fair which is also white color, but I still prefer the current one. I fell my ex-mouse twice accidentally that's why now it can't work properly, sometime the laptop can detect the USB of the mouse but sometime not.

There are many different pattern to choose actually but the shop don't have stock for all these.

I prefer the Paws and the Paint! =)

p/s: hopefully I can use this mouse until end of next semester! =)

p/s: I wanted to eat KFC or any fast food but I have to save money for the buffet... hahaha

Shopping Spree!

2012-01-14T23:01:00.001+08:00

We had already promised to ourselves that we must have a day break before the last 2 papers, so we decided to go out today to buy some new year clothes and enjoy a one day shopping. =)

(I know we are not going back home for celebration, but is still CNY, so I still wanna celebrate! and I know Labuan got nothing to buy, however we still manage to get something for ourselves. =p)

Hey, I found a shop for girls! I love that shop and the stuff there are nice! Especially their shoes!!! +.+

I never know I can find such shop in Labuan!

Alright this is the heels I tried, and I love them very much! I wanted to get one for myself but too bad I had already got myself one online, so I can't get another one because I don't want to spend so much!

Okay! I know you can't see anything from this angle, but the heels are really very nice!! However, my friend bought herself one with black color. =) This color better, but my friend suit in black color only, so she bought that with RM80, not expensive at all! =))

Fine with that heels, so we continue our shopping~!

At the end of the day, we bought these! (look at the picture below~)

Junk food! (things that I never miss when I go out!)

Nail polish and also a pillow. I never have a proper pillow since first semester, but since sales are everywhere plus my friends they want to buy a new pillow! The pillow is only RM13.90 each! So I bought one for myself! =)

This pillow is just way too awesome! Before you open it, you see the pillow is so so thin, but after you open it, it become bigger and thicker! So cool!!!

Cool huh? ^^

Now I have 3 pillows with me! Yay~!

At night, I did manicure! Fuh, really distressing. =)

How is it? Nice????

Hahaha, I love them! =))

Right, tomorrow I still need to attend an activity, need to sleep early. Good night people~!

=))

Manicure!

2012-01-13T13:51:00.002+08:00

Thought of doing manicure and girl stuff yesterday night, but all of us too tired dy so at the end only manicure and movie. @@

Last night I make myself multicolor on my nails. Since I have to wait till them super dry before add any pattern on them so I decided to put some pattern on my nails on the next day. =)

Thought of doing panda after I apply the white color, but just realize I don't have black color! Argh!!! I can't do panda on my nails already!!!

Black Friday!!! Now I have to use scissors to clear my nails to remove the nail polish, because I don't have nail polish removal!!! =(

=(

2012-01-13T12:51:00.001+08:00

Yeah, I'm not an understanding person, that's why I said don't treat me so good because I don't worth to!
Now what has happen?
Blame me?

1 Malaysia Voucher

2012-01-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

Previously I heard primary school and secondary school kids can get RM100 to buy books. (If not mistaken la... I seldom read news de) Now is my turn to take the voucher dy!

After my Web Programming Paper, I went to HEP to take my parcel then go to the ground floor there to get the voucher and register for my 3P. (Because of this 3P I can't go home. =( *sob sob*)

Any how, I get this already. I don't think I able to use it here, so I think I will post back and ask mama to use it for me. =)

p/s: I'm hungry... =(

2012 Planner

2012-01-12T22:01:00.001+08:00

Finally I got myself a planner. =)
I love this planner very much! It is so cute!!! <3

Besides that I also bought index stickers!!! They are adorable too!!! =))

These are the free gift the shop gave! ^^

Panda index Sticker!!! Guess what my friend said? She said this panda looks like sausage dog because of the long long body! XD

So cute la =))

Pouch!

2012-01-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

I have been using my current pouch for more than 2 years and the 3rd year is coming! I always think my pouch give lots of convenient to me. I'm a super lazy person that usually will leave my purse (the real purse is the purse that people put their money, cards inside). I know a pouch is very important to me as I will throw everything into the pouch. (Everything as in money, receipts, syillings, and also phone!)

Since I'm emo today, so I decided to find a way of cheering myself. I found this!

Aren't they gorgeous?
I really like this very much!!! =)
I wanted to take the peach color. The color is the nicest among all, but too bad the color is out of stock and it has been no stock all along because of the gorgeous color, so I decided to take the brown color.
I like the design of the pouch, seriously they are so so nice! =)

p/s: I'm happy now. =)
p/s: Shopping really are girls antidote of sadness.

Smile On My Face Today Isn't A Smile

2012-01-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

I had my third paper today. I have been studied for this subject since the day after I had my second paper, Security. I knew I will not gonna have enough time to finish my papers, I mean the 2 papers for this week, MIS and Web Programming. That's why I studied since the day I ended my second paper!

Here came the day for me to write out everything that I had studied, vomit out everything that I had absorb. Guess what happen? I was totally blank when I was in the exam hall! I didn't remember single words of what I had already memorized! =(

Seriously, that wasn't please me.

A friend of mine can wrote lots of thing on the paper although he said he didn't study a thing! What happen to me as I studied but I can't write a word? (I passed by his seat and saw whole page full of words when I went out.)

Honestly, I don't feel happy at all. I mean who will feel happy after done so badly in the final?! I smiled after the final, but I am not happy at all. I know I got no time to be sad, but to focus on my next paper which is the toughest paper in this semester. I don't know how I gonna pass this. I need guidance, seriously. =(

p/s: the smile on my face is a mask. =)

p/s: next paper Web Programming.

After the 4th Paper!

2012-01-09T20:30:00.003+08:00

After the 4th paper of my final for this semester, we gonna have a week time to ready for the next paper, so I decided to have a small party on the night right after the Web Programming paper. =)

I want to try this make up.

I want to try these hair style.

As well as manicure!!!

I can't wait for these!!!

I don't know whether I manage to do it as nice as in the picture shown, but I love to try on these... Don't you think they are pretty?

=))

p/s: who wanna join, come and find me =))
p/s: now back to study.... =(((

Exam Weeks!

2012-01-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

I have 3 weeks of exam days. I know this gonna kill me, but guess what? After 2 papers, I'm still alive! Seriously Final is much more easier than doing FYP. =(

Somehow, I still dislike Final as it gives me lots of stress. (I got fat due to eat non-stop when I have stress!) Anyway, I still feel glad of having this final timetable that I can manage my time better although I am pretty sure that I can't finish my next 2 subjects in 1 day. =(

Procrastinate shouldn't use in assignments only but also in finals, midterm and quizes!!! Study is something very boring to me especially when I have to study subject that is superb boring to me and I got no interested on it. Still, I have to accept the fact that I have to finish study and be well-prepared to be in the exam hall. =(

You know what?

It is difficult to control your heart and mindset of study for the final. My mind never listen to me, I mean I can't control myself from study properly like a smart person. I know the way of studying of mine is sucks but that's the only way for me to answer in the exam hall! I'm not a study smart person, but I believe I'm a study hard person which this is the most unwisely way... =(

4 more subjects to go and I know some of them left 3 subjects! I'm jealous but no choice because I didn't choose the subject that I used to choose.

Right, is time to sleep peeps~!

For my friends in the campus, sleep early and get up early! That will be much better than sleep late and wake up late. =)

Another thing, wish me good luck in all the papers. =)

Good luck for those who facing final now too! =))

p/s: cheers xoxo

Pimples

2012-01-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

Pimples are nightmares for all girls but I believe some boys scare of pimples too!
Recently I got a pimple, a very small pimple, but it is not on my cheeks nor nose but at my lower eye line!
Gosh, I never got this kind of problem before and it grows when I am having my final. Seriously, God Blessed ME!

Guess, I have to sleep more, drink plain water more to avoid this pimple grow bigger, I am afraid that I can't see anything if the pimple grow bigger.
=0=

Study Week

2012-01-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

It was study week last week and luckily Christmas and New Year eve fall during Study Week!
Maybe some of them think is 'disaster' as study week is for study and all the celebration days were in study week.
I don't think so, I feel lucky as I don't have to wake up early for class the next day during study week, so for me this study week is not just full of books, notes, slides but also celebration, greetings and wishes!

Tomorrow will be my first paper and I don't know why this semester I feel I'm so unprepared. =(
I got no mood to study at all, the motivation just gone! =((
I wonder whether I manage to graduate with nice grade. =(((

Alright, got to back to study awhile then sleep!

Guys, seriously need luck here! wish me luck!!! =))

p/s: I wanted to update other thing, but I will update that next time. =)

New Year Resolution

2012-01-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

A friend wished me Happy New Year and of course I wished back, then the next text he sent was what's your new year resolution. I told him that I don't have one because it is not my habit to state NY resolution.

Stating NY resolution is a good thing and good habit but I don't understand, why people set their new year resolution on first day of every year? If a person doesn't even have commitment on doing something, is stating new year resolution still useful?

For me, I never do things that I set to do, I only do things when I want to do. I don't have the determination and commitment to do something everyday or do something to achieve the goal that set. I can't, and I don't know why. I know you might saying that I never really do something seriously or with determination. I tried before, non of my goal achieve, because I am changing everyday, I rather do things I like at the moment than setting myself a goal on doing things I dislike currently and I enjoy after I suffer. Well, I thought of that too! Suffer at the beginning just to get the success and happy ending, but sometimes I don't get the luck and I prefer to enjoy from the beginning until the end. =)

After that my friend (back to the first paragraph) said I should have aim for a boyfriend in this year, no more increasing weight and etc. Haha, I am not desperate to find a boyfriend yet. I still enjoy my life now, I don't have to care others feeling and anything I like, so boyfriend definitely not going to be in my 'wishing' list. Haha.

Anyway, I still have something in my mind. I don't think I have to share among others so I will just keep this myself as secret. =p

Study Method

2012-01-02T11:50:00.003+08:00

A friend asked me how I study for my final.

Seriously, this question bother me much as I don't have a smart way of study. Everybody does have their own study method. Some friends who clever and smart enough, they don't have to study but they just need to listen to others explanation towards the content then they are ready for final. I really feel jealous on their intelligent. I jealous why they don't have to pay so much attention to study and they can score high marks!

Okok, back the first sentence up there. How I study for my final. I have to read everything in the books according the tips lecturers have given, then jot down the important parts, for example parts that I need to memorize. And then I have to memorize word by word although I already understand what is it all about. I wanted to memorize on the keywords instead of memorizing word by word, I tried, I really did. But I can't really answer them at all during the final...

That's not my method. I dislike memorizing but I have to for the sake of final. =(

I always wanted to get good result in University, but I never get good result. Maybe the quote "no pain, no gain" is so damn true on me. I have to sacrifice my time on the Internet, sacrifice to study and memorize or I will gain nothing.

Right, final is here. After 2 days, it will be my first paper and it is one of the subjects that I hated most, programming language. I got no talent or give in this subject, all I can do is memorize, memorize and memorize. What I wish now is I want to have super super celebration after the final.

p/s: I dislike examination!

New Year Eve

2011-12-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

2011 has ended, soon 30 minutes left.
Have you prepared to welcome 2012???
Resolutions that you have made during 2011, have you fulfilled them???
How's your 2011???
Enjoy your 2011???
Do you have fun in your 2011???

I got no special feeling on the coming year 2012. For me, it will be another year that gonna full of laughter and challenges. I seldom celebrate New Year, but this is the first time I gonna pass my last night of the year 2011 in campus. I know this is super lame, but not everybody able to pass the day like me!

We have Bah Kut Teh on this day. Self cooked bah kut teh. It is not as delicious as hometown's bah kut teh, but at least it is better than bah kut teh here! I put in lots of ingredients. =p After the meal, we went to cafe to buy 'junk food'. (we really ate a lot!) Then dramas and movie. I think we had our drama and movie too early already, that's why at 10pm, we started to feel boring and had the feeling of why the time passed so slow. LoL

Then back to my house ans saw my housemate is going out to buy herself dinner, so I asked her to buy a can of drink.

Guess this drink is going to accompany me until 12am, 2012.

Mama they all now having barbecue, while I'm in front of my laptop blogging, facebooking and plurking. So jealous!

Guys, when we going to make ourselves barbecue???

Gosh, thinking of food, now I feel like wanna eat something nice... @@

p/s: I seriously can't live without food!

Happy Birthday To ME?!

2011-12-31T23:05:00.001+08:00

It is my birthday?

No! is Belated Birthday~!!!

Hahaha... Thanks to 3 of them for giving me this present.

Di said she purposely asked the seller to lie to me that the bag got no stock so they can give me as present!

Thank you so much!!!

This is how my bag looks like!! =)

p/s: who else still hasn't give me present? Faster get me one~! =p

老实说

2011-12-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

有时候，朋友会问我，为什么我不把心放开了，接受身边的朋友，相信他们。
有时候，我也尝试相信，我也尝试放开，但是结果得到什么？
不是我不去相信，不去尝试，只是怕像你说的，被伤害。

今天的事，我有尝试去相信，甚至已经相信了。
刚开始时，我认为我已经相信了，可是却被说我一点也不相信。这让我怀疑了自己的信任，我怀疑了自己到底是不是在相信还是根本就不相信。。。
正当要让自己去真正的相信时，才发现原来都是一个谎言。。。

那你说，我该不该相信？一直以来你都说朋友之间是要用心去沟通的，要我去相信。
结果咧？

好啦，我知道。。。是我笨才会相信，是我蠢我才会去相信。。。
可以了吗？

p/s: 就让我任性吧。。。

Me

2011-12-31T14:17:00.002+08:00

You don't even understand me. I can be a person that do everything alone. I can just ignore your existence, I can even pretend you aren't exist in this world.

I seldom forgive people as I seldom say sorry. Everybody thinks I am a happy go lucking person. Sorry to spoil that but I'm not. I remember how people treat me, how people fool me. Don't freaking talk to me anymore.

I can be a person who live without friends although I know everybody must have a friend to be by her/his side. I just hate when people around me trying to do things I dislike to me. No forgive this time.
I'm serious.

p/s: this is not just about angry but is about disappointment.

刺

2011-12-30T21:42:00.002+08:00

有一个人告诉我，他自己很怀疑他和他朋友常常这样打打闹闹的可以维持多久？
他不是一个会说道歉的人，更不是一个会维持感情的人。
他甚至很清楚清楚，自己就像是长满刺的刺猬。如果维持着一段距离是不会伤害到对方的，但是一旦有人接近或者是自己想去接近别人时就会被他身上的刺给刺伤。。。
怎么办？
根本无法跟朋友亲近，想亲近但又怕伤害到朋友。。。
他认为，还是一个人的好，不想在伤害朋友只好自己醒目点。当朋友靠自己太近时，自己就往后退。
只有这样才能不刺伤身边的朋友。。。

Death 死亡

2011-12-30T00:19:00.000+08:00

Death is one of the must go through way in life. Everybody dies one day, but nobody knows when he or she will die and nobody knows when himself or herself will die neither. If one day, your beloved one is going to die, but you don't know when. Thing that you very sure is he/she will die soon.

What will you do?

I know this is a very unpractical question, who will think this kind of question as we haven't face any of the situation yet? And I know this kind of question will only think by people who are too free, nothing to do as the mind is too free to think things and questions that are hypothetical questions.

But, just sit down and spend the freaking 5 minutes to think about the question.

What will you do?

A friend of mine was so sad when she thought her beloved one is going to leave her, but at the end she found out that that was just a mistake that her beloved one still alive. The moment that she thought that person was gone, she cried like hell.

I never know she would cry like that.

I never know she would cry like a baby, like a kid.

She never show that she is a tough person, but I never know she can't accept when things come worst.

She takes everything very serious.

Maybe that's why she can't handle her emotion when she has to face that kind of situation.

Another friend of mine (put her as B), she saw this situation too. B said since the friend will be so sad if her beloved one gone, she would prefer that the beloved one live longer until the friend can go back to see her although she will only go back during June, even though the beloved one will have to suffer.

Well, that's B thinking. B thinks that B rather see the friend stay happily for this few months.

What do you think then?

Will you let your beloved one suffer or stay alive even longer because you love and want your beloved one to stay by your side even longer although he/she is suffering?

Seriously, there are many thinking for this.

For me, I would have psychological prepared and try not to be too sad because of the leaving. At least, if he/she leave in peace. All I want is that.

p/s: Live is unpredictable.

我的如意郎君 My Mr. Right

2011-12-29T13:43:00.001+08:00

Recently this drama has become my daily routine. I love that drama and I have to wait like one day one episode!

Seriously, I'm not the only one who watch this drama everyday!

Accept this as part of my entertainment!

p/s: When I will find my Mr. Right?

垂死挣扎

2011-12-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

当一个人垂死挣扎的时候，会是怎样的？

刚刚看到有一只蜜蜂一直飞来飞去。东撞西撞的。还记得老师有说过，当蜜蜂在灯光附近飞的时候就表示那个蜜蜂要死了。。。
那是不是就表示刚刚的蜜蜂要死了呢？
可是那个蜜蜂飞飞下，不小心被还在转动的风扇给打到掉在地上，就这样死掉了。。。

如果有一天，你也在垂死挣扎的情况，你会去找死吗？还是然自己慢慢地死去？又或者是自己振作起来，去做自己认为还没完成的事？

有时候人发生事情是，不要埋怨，自己去解决！就算要垂死挣扎也好，都要自己去解决？如果要等到别人来帮，也许永远都等不到。
当自己遇到问题时，不能怪别人，不能怪任何人，只能怪自己没有用。自己遇到问题，当然是自己解决啊！

没有办法咯，只好坚强一点咯！

=)

伤口

2011-12-28T15:52:00.004+08:00

受伤了，你会怎样处理？
把伤口洗干净，然后包上纱布？
还是不管它，然它自己慢慢好起来？

伤口好了，疤痕也消失了，你还记得那个痛吗？
伤口好了，疤痕还在，你会忘记疤痕的由来吗？
伤口不再痛了，可是心还痛不是吗？

如果是我，我会在伤口上狠狠地撒盐，在我痛的时候，狠狠地撒盐。不是因为要别人可怜我，而是要让自己永远记得那个痛，让自己不要忘记那个痛。
让自己不会再做傻瓜，让自己受苦。。。

很狠吧？！
这个社会是这样，不想被人欺负？那就站起来，自己保护自己！

p/s: 太无聊了。。。

Patient

2011-12-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Patient is very important no matter in what kind of situation.

An impatient person can cause a good thing become a bad thing, while a patient person can turn a bad thing become a good thing.

With patient, you can be a good cook.

With patient, sometimes you can get more information compare with those who impatient.

I am not a patient person, when I want a thing, I will get myself one immediately if I afford to. Most of the time I will regret towards things that I got immediately, so it is good if there are some troubles that force me to wait to get things I want, because I will appreciate them more.

You have to be patient to listen friend's complain
You have to be patient to make a friend happy
You have to be patient to people who is angry

I have to be more patient in everything. Seriously patient is a very good habit...

道理

2011-12-25T12:36:00.001+08:00

谁不懂得说道理？

每个人都会，

也都知道道理的存在，

但是会用吗？

每个人都知道这个不好，

那个不好，

可是还是做了。

什么是好的？

什么是不好的？

有谁会不知道？

只是要看那个人会不会去用罢了。。。

p/s: 纯属无聊。。。

没什么。。。

2011-12-25T01:43:00.000+08:00

醉。。。
什么是醉？
何为醉？
人很奇怪吧，
当你明明就很清醒的时候却说你醉了；
当你醉了的时候就说你装醉。。。

明明就很清醒，可是被人说醉了，该休息了。。。
那是怎样？该结束一切然后走开吗？
有一些人很想买醉，认为醉了就什么都可以做。。。
可是醉了又怎样？睡了一觉还不说会醒来。。。
那么醉了跟从来没有醉过有差别吗？
还是说醉的时候所做的一切都是没有错的，不用负责任的？
还是清醒时就不能犯任何错？

一个人喝醉了，就想把之前的事统统忘掉。
可是他从来不知道，在什么时候，会有这么的一个人站出来，指着他说那晚他发生了什么事。。。好事，还是坏事？

累了？
那放下吧～
困了？
那睡吧～

晚安。。。
圣诞快乐～！

Christmas's Eve's Eve

2011-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Don't get it? Haha! It means 2 days before Christmas! =p

Since everything is settled down, and we decided to have a good meal outside～
We have Italian food in Italian restaurant! =)
I like the food there especially the pizza! =D

Food that we ordered, I like the pizza most! =)

Well, this is what I ordered. I finally got to eat fish!!!!!!!!! =))

We spent an hour time for that meal, sitting there chit chatting and pictures too!!!

Debbie doesn't have to hide behind Lynn dy as her head still that big! LOL

*troll face*

Always this pose... Do you have any other pose???

The EPIC one!!!

the CUTE one!!!

I don't know why her eyes look so small that night! Her eyes are freaking smalll!!!!

Yeap, 6 of us~

Just finished had our dinner...

It gonna be second time to have dinner there, because I miss their pizza already!

Gosh!!!

My make up that night. How does it look like? Nice? Hehe~

But I think I don't look like going for dinner! I look like I'm going for clubbing! =p

Too bad, I can't put on my lipstick....

Anyway, Happy Christmas Eve everyone!!!

xoxo

Happy Winter Solstice

2011-12-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

It is Winter Solstice again!!!

Almost every year, I will celebrate this with popo. She lives alone, so mummy will ask me to go back on this special day to accompany her and help her in preparing all the stuff that she used for praying.

Unfortunately, this year there is no holiday for me to go back home and celebrate with her. (I miss her rice ball!) I thought of ignoring this special day with rest and sleep, but I can't stand with the colourful rice ball that they posted in Facebook. They make me missed home and I want to eat too! (Food really make me crazy!)

Since someone is going out today, so I took the opportunity out to buy some rice powder and peanut. I gonna make myself rice ball rather than just looking at the Facebook homepage, feeling jealous of them eating rice ball with family. I can do this myself too! with my friends. =)

I'm so proud of myself because this is the first time ever I make my own rice ball! Usually mummy or popo will make the rice ball in huge amount, then I will have to make them into small portion. (that's my only job when I have them)

I was trying to make them look like snow flakes... I never eat desert in snow flakes before, but one of my friend said it taste almost the same! =)

Tell you something, the brown colour is actually made from milo! I add some milo into the rice ball to make more color!!! Then the yellow color is made from kunyit powder!!! I seriously can't believe that I actually really put other colour by my own style!!! Hopefully nobody will stomachache after the meal. =p

We had this as our lunch, looked nice right~!

I feel it is yummy too!!! =)

For dinner, we had rice ball again with bitter guard. Alright, I know this is like so irrelevant, but all of us like almost sick already somemore one of my friend already flu and cough! I think bitter guard with eggs is the best.

Feel proud of myself, not because of the successful of making all the rice ball but because of celebrating this Winter Solstice. It is not a very special day but day to remember.

They didn't really taste like the ready stock that we usually bought from the market but at least I spent that freaking 2 to 3 hours in the kitchen trying my best to do all this and cook everything. It is not a difficult job at all. Seriously if you want to eat, you can make yourselves but not waiting others to make for you... Nothing can stop you from celebrate what you want. I really do learn about this. Why wait for others? I have my own hands and legs. I even have a mouth! I can ask if I don't know.

Once again, Happy Winter Solstice~!

冬至快乐~

p/s: please don't think that you are useless. If people out there don't like you or don't understand you, at least you still have me. =)

Freaking Forever Alone

2011-12-22T11:34:00.002+08:00

Finally finally and finally, almost everything settled down.

From 6 assignments in a week, now reduced to 2 assignments that still not completed yet.
It was the worst week for this semester, scolded by the lecturer of not completing what he asked us to do.

For not doing assignment well.
I was really down about this, but too bad I can't do anything except from put more effort in my final...

I gonna take a rest today and enjoy my Christmas eve and Christmas in this so so forever alone Island. Anyway, this is the only year I gonna celebrate these special day, why not I just enjoy them!

Good Luck~

Love

2011-12-20T17:41:00.001+08:00

These 2 days, I got no idea what made them start the topic but they really find clueless on me. For them, I'm a person who afraid to accept love from friends.

Gosh!

I'm not!!!

I'm not a person who doesn't accept love from others, I love to be pampered and how would I reject all the love that gonna given to me? Maybe you guys really don't know me well as this is who am I.

I never reject your love. I swear, I never reject the loves that you guys wanna give me.

When I say I am not a good friend

When I say I'm a reality person

Then I'm!

I know who am I better than anyone else in this world. I don't want one day, you regret to be my friend with the reason that I'm not a good friend. I told you before, that I'm not a good friend, so don't treat me as your good friend. I don't want you to get hurt, that's why I want to tell you who really am I first.

Seriously it is good to have friends like you guys, but I am satisfied with the way I'm now... When I want to tell something I will tell, when I want to say something, I will say....

Who knows maybe one day you guys manage to change me into someone that can speak heart to heart.

I'm so sorry that I didn't talk heart to heart with you guys... I don't know why, just all the words can't be expressed out from my mouth... Even some of my hometown friends that I know for more than 5 years, I still not able to tell them how I feel...

Maybe you feel I am disappointing you guys now, but I'm sorry I really didn't want to do that... That's really me, I can't control myself doing that. The intention of telling you guys how bad I'm is because I don't want you to get hurt because I know I'm not a good person...

I know I know that you might say, am I a bad person is not judge by myself, but by you guys... But I just can't control this, this is totally out of my control! Even one day I lost my memory on you, I bet I will still tell you the same thing that I am not a good person.

p/s: I know you must be very pissed when read this, but it is better for you to see me talking to you in a smiley face than typing... I guess... =p

Mock Interview

2011-12-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

After FYP1 presentation, thing that made me nervous is mock interview. Mock Interview is just a very normal interview that the interviewers are lectures. Somehow I still feel super nervous of this and I think I already screwed it!

I created this meme once I back from the interview.... I guess the lecturers were thinking that the interview was fun! XD

But I don't think we students think it is fun! =(

Finally wear the skirt that I bought in Sg! I really look so fat, got no body shape at all!!! @@

Took some picture as memory after our interview! It was so stress before the interview but after the interview it was a relief for us!

p/s: Gosh! I really have very wide shoulder! *dislike*

Rage Comic 2

2011-12-19T14:45:00.002+08:00

Rage Comic

2011-12-18T17:21:00.003+08:00

路

2011-12-17T07:00:00.000+08:00

昨天的那条路明明就很短，
但是不知道为什么就是觉得它很长很长，
好像永远都走不完的样子。

每个人都显得很静，
可能是因为做了整个晚上，累了；
可能是伤心，因为做了整个晚上却什么成果都没有；
可能是觉得没有什么东东说，所以就安静；
也有的可能在想，什么都没付出，想就这样安静地离开，默默地离开；

走着走着，抬头一看，
终点还是那么的遥远，
为什么以前每一次走在这条路上时，
从来不觉得很长？

还要再走吗？
还是停下来咱在原地让其余的走？
做得到吗？

p/s: 好忧伤。。

FYP Presentation 1

2011-12-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

Finally the presentation of FYP 1 has gone! I really do feel relief after the presentation! Thank God!!!
I'm not a good presentor, I can't really present well infront of everybody, my legs will be shaking when I have to do presentation. (I hate presentation the most)

Somehow, we still have to be smart and confident looking! We took this before the presentation~!

Well, presentation is part of our assignment in University life, we can't graduate without presenting. I still have to present although I afraid to. Today I have to stand inside the seminar room, and present to the examiners about my FYP (Final Year Project). I know, seniors will say this is only a small matter because you will face a bigger one when you start to work. I know I know... I really know. The problem is I still scare of the presentation, this is my weakness. I know I have to overcome this but the problem is the feeling still come and I can't stop myself to feel that way.
Fortunately, we didn't screw up out presentation. The funny thing in the presentation is the word 'production'. I don't know why I can't pronounce it properly during my presentation just now. Hahaha, I pronounced it as 'Prodution' for 3 times!!!!!!!! Gosh, embrassing!!!

Friends and my supervisor said we presented well and with confident, but I don't feel I presented well because I can feel the nervous in my heart. I really have to admit that I was shaking very seriously when I started the presentation, but when the examiners asked questions, I feel so calm! I don't feel scare at that time, maybe because I already used to the environment.
Although we didn't got shot in the presentation, but the examiners did give us some advice to improvise our system, now I got the feeling of our system is so difficult and have to put more effort and pray hard hard for our FYP 2.

Guys, it is not the end yet! We still have FYP 2!!! But before we start, let's relax!!! *troll face*

Happy Birthday~

2011-12-13T09:10:00.002+08:00

Hi girl,

I don't know you, but since it is a bless to celebrate one's birthday, so I don't mind to join the celebration. =D

I know is tough to be alone in this island and celebrate the first birthday without family because I have been that, believe me or not, this year is also the first year I celebrate my birthday without my family. I know December's babies always have the privilege of celebrate their birthday during the holiday and family is always there to celebrate together, but sometimes when time passed and we grown up... We have to get use to it that we are no longer kids anymore but an adult. Celebration is actually a ceremony, but if blessing from your family and friends are from heart to heart, nobody can feel that except for you. So darling, you shouldn't feel sad for not be at the side of your family on your birthday because your heart and their heart are always link together.

p/s: blessing.

Life is Unpredicable

2011-12-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

I don't what is going on recently, many things happen continuously!

A friend of mine is now currently in hospital. She was sick before this, normal fever and vomit, but she said she recovered after that. Suddenly her eyes' ball become yellowish and decided to seek for doctor. Who knows the doctor asked her to stay in the hospital for further check up. EYes' ball yellowish is actually one of the symptom of problem in liver. Therefore it is a very major problem when the organ of your body has problem especially liver.

As friend (although not very close), we decided to visit her. Di said she likes to eat KFC and wanted to bring KFC for her, but usually when visiting patient, people don't bring fast food! lol!

So I decided to make a 'Get Well Soon' card for her. I can do nothing but motivate her to get well. =)

Seriously, I do feel sad when I hear this especially when related to the yellowish eyes, because this remind me of my grandpa who died many years ago due to liver cancer. His liver can function anymore and turns his eyes' ball and skin yellowish. He never know that he is actually have liver pain instead of gastric because liver is very close to our stomach and when stomachache, we might thought is gastric but who knows it might be the liver problem.

Health is belong to ourselves, if you are not willing to take care of it, then nobody can.

p/s: get well soon, don't let people around you worry about you dy~ =)

Quotes

2011-12-12T08:58:00.001+08:00

Morning peeps~

I learn lots of things recently and I would like to share here.

Don't bother what people think about you, just be yourselves because you live just because who you are.

What people think about you, say about you is their right, because that's their brain and that's their mouth, you can't control what they want to think and what they want to say, so why bother?

Friends are people who be with you when you want to share something with them but true friends know what you are thinking although your actions do not show what you think.

True friends will never believe what other say but they will back up you when other say bad about you, because they know who you are.

There are something that only can proven by actions, but just talked about it and do nothing.

Love is always express by action but not keep telling others that how much you love them.

Call your loves one and tell them how much you miss them, do it before its too late.

We can't predict what will happen in next second, so beware and alert in every single second.

Thanks to people who hurt you, because they make you stronger.

Put your smile on your face, although this wouldn't lighten yourselves but at least it can lighten people around you, so smile. =)

I think that's all for now. Couldn't think of any others~

Once I have I will share again~

自私

2011-12-10T08:24:00.001+08:00

对 ‘自私’ 这个字眼应该很熟悉吧！

对！没错，就是我们常常会挂在嘴边说的话～

何谓自私？

从百度，‘自私’ 的构念通常包含于 ‘自我中心’ 里。两者最大的差别在于，自私是个体面临自己利益与对方冲突时，会不计对方损失，以满足自己利益为主；此外，自私者在进行自私行为的同时，通常能察觉自己的行为可能损及别人的利益，但仍按照自己利益不择手段。

此外，我从百度看到原来自私的人可以从外表看出来的 -->

老实说，这个世界上是没有人不自私的，如果你跑过来跟我说你一点都不自私，那你一定是在说谎！哪里会有人不自私的？

没有人可以将对方自私，绝对没有。因为当你要求别人成全你是，你也是自私的，不是么？

算了，至少从这个事件中，我知道你是个当得不到某样东西是，会想尽办法不择手段～

当作是一教训咯，我是不会诅咒别人的啦～

FYP Report 1

2011-12-09T14:54:00.001+08:00

This semester the main assignment and the assignment which kills me the most is this FYP report 1.

This report consists of:-

Chapter 1: Introduction

Chapter 2: Literature Review

Chapter 3: Analysis

Chapter 4: Interface

Chapter 5: Conclusion

It almost kill me because of my bad habit --> procrastination.

But luckily that I manage to finish them by the due date, although I don't think we did well in the report.

I really freaking hate FYP, but I have to face them as FYP is the part of my life... @@

(what sentence I'm using?!)

p/s: no pain no gain... can I face all the pain?

Say Happy Birthday To Me

2011-12-08T11:18:00.001+08:00

Alright, let me tell you something before you start to read.

This gonna be a very very long post and if you don't want to read this long post, better don't start read, or if you insist to read, then don't blame me for that.

3 days ago, was my birthday. I wasn't a good timing as we got lots of assignment to rush plus I wasn't in the mood to celebrate without my family. I never celebrate my birthday without my family because my birthday always fall on school holiday and since born, every December is always school holiday. So I don't have to go school every year on my birthday. Until now I'm in University. I mean last year, the policy of the semester break changed and I have to stay in the campus even during December. Now that I have to face on celebrating birthday alone or without family earlier because I know that I will never manage to celebrate birthday every year with my family once I step out to the social when I start working.

Since we have to rush for our FYP report which we have to hand in on 7th (yesterday) so I assumed that maybe we can have a late celebration which we just have to gather and have a nice meal out there when we are done with our assignments. Plus we have to represent our Interface on my birthday, so I don't mind to have late celebration or no celebration at all cause I don't feel it is so special of my birthday without my family.

In the morning, we went to find our supervisor for the representation and we did some discussion on our final report. While waiting for him, since he had meeting to attend so our meet from 10am postponed to 10.30am. Suddenly a friend of mine wanted to confirm with Syn Wei with the car rent at 2pm. Once the friend said so, I already can guess that they gonna buy me a cake. They told me that the need to use car at 2pm to fetch another friend back from town, but I really doubt it. Even they really do have to fetch the friend back from town, I know they are going to buy me a cake. Maybe because I'm too understand them already. I can read their mind! XD

When I back to room and continue with my assignments, I know that they gonna bring in the cake anytime, because I remember I told them before that the thing I want most for my birthday is a birthday cake. I believe they will bring me a birthday cake.

That evening, Di said she is coming to do assignment together, but after awhile she said she was still watching drama, and give me a pout face when I ask her stop watching drama as we knew that we can't finish our assignment if we didn't really use every second we had that day. After she came, she came to my side and asked me to show her the Interface of my FYP and then she said she wanted to see the member's profile part. I thought it was just normal, so I just clicked and showed her. Guess what? They had created a video for me. The video is the wishes from my friends (some of the friends are not close friend la... lol... guess they really doesn't know who are my close friends when I am in Kuantan. XD) and from my family!!! Too bad they didn't manage to find my dad to record the video also... @@ (I know isn't their fault as my sis said she forgot about my dad!) The video can be perfect if it includes my besties and a full family members' wishes.

Still, I appreciate what you did. Just it wasn't my mood to celebrate because I hate to celebrate with bunches of assignments. I can't really enjoy the whole celebration as I stuck with all the assignments!!!

Well, I still like the part of the video when it showed my dog and my family~

I want to say unlimited thanks to the organizers and also friends who record this video to me~

I never thought Hui Sam will get involve... Lol... because we never been in the same class before. I thought friends like Harn Wei, Yi-Tsiang, Grace, Kee, Leong will involve.... @@
But nevermind, I still can feel the warm wishes from you guys. XD

Sorry I can't post the video as my family doesn't want to expose themselves in the Internet. So I can only printscreen some of the video into my blog. Video that from my family I can't printscreen... Sorry... I can only post pictures of Dong Dong~!

Thank you for everything guys!!! Di and Syn Wei, you both successfully make me cry. I know that's your mission. @@

Do you ever see people cut their birthday cake by using a kitchen knife? Hahahaha!!! I'm the one!!! XD

Thank you for the 2 organizers~ ^^

Thank you Abby (my roommate) for bringing the cake. Thank you so much!

Oh ya, almost forget wishes from the seniors. Seniors who closed to me...

Shiang and Leng!

Thank you so much~ ^^

Guys, if you want to watch the video, come to find me, cause I can't post it into the web. I can only share to my friends. =)

Thanks again although I know it would be a very late thank you. I really appreciate all this and I will celebrate again after all the assignments end and before the study week starts. I want to go out to have something nice to eat! =D

p/s: long post huh? Sorry... but I just want to share and thanks~

I know I am Evil

2011-12-07T22:45:00.001+08:00

Alright, finally I can blog again. Examination timetable has finally out and I am quite satisfy with the current timetable of our examination.

5/1/2011 - Data Structure

6/1/2011 - Security and Payment in E-commerce

10/1/2011 - Management Information System

12/1/2011 - Web Programming

19/1/2011 - System Analysis and Design

20/1/2011 - Cyber Law

I'm so so satisfy with my current exam schedule that I don't have to rush for any of the paper. I love this schedule as I have enough time to study for each of the paper.

Just now during SAAD class, my friend suggested to change the SAAD subject exam date to make it earlier so they can go back for Chinese New Year holiday earlier. At first, they want to make it to 16th or 17th, but since there are some seniors who don't want to have the exam on that day as they already very pack during that few days. So they changed to 3rd of January which we will have to start our exam earlier!

I'm super disagree with this because if SAAD subject make it to be that early, then it will be very pack on the first week already! NO WAY!!!

They have to get all the agreements from all students which means if one of us disagree of the suggestion, then they are not able to change the date but follow to the original date.

p/s: honestly if they can change the date to 16th or 17th, it doesn't make much difference for me because I still have another paper on 20th.

December Month

2011-12-04T11:20:00.001+08:00

It is December already, I never never have to go school or have any classes during December and this is the first time I have to rush for my assignment and go class everyday like usual in December! December was my holiday and I loved that holiday as every year, December will always be school holiday and I don't have to worry about my assignments or homework because I would have done before the holiday starts. Now I have to rush for my assignment here, far away from my home.

I don't feel the holiday mood because I'm not in holiday currently, the semester break of every University of Malaysia has already changed and this cause me stuck in this island for the whole December. Maybe is time for me to know I'm no longer little girl that having holiday during December like others children do. School holidays, celebrate Christmas, New Year and then back to school. I have no holiday anymore once I graduate because there wouldn't be holiday for a month time if I am working unless I am unemployed, but I don't hope that to happen.

From now on, December is no longer a holiday month for me as it will be the last month of the year and nothing special on it. December is going to be a month that I have to prepare to go to another new year, new month with a new target, new life. I know it is really pity to become an adult, but this is life, we have to move forward but not staying at the same place doing the same thing.

This December gonna be very busy month for me as I have lots of things to do such as FYP, mock interview, E-community report, and other assignments!!! FYP is really driving me crazy! Doing report is not big deal but doing the practical part is the difficult part!!! I seriously don't understand why we still have so many of the assignments to do as we have such big problem to be solved. This year really a tough year for me, stress and challenges that I have to face are so many and I believe they gonna make me stronger.

(Why are all the lecturers so cruel, gave us so many assignments to do... )

Alright, I should start my report already and stop blogging here.

p/s: I miss my family... especially mummy and dong dong... =(

Public Holiday

2011-11-30T15:50:00.001+08:00

It was public holiday on Monday and non- of us have class on that day, so we decided to go town for jalan-jalan while we took this opportunity to do our FYP as well. We waited at the usual place where we wait for mini bus to go town, but it seems like only 4 of us who waiting for the bus!

It was a long wait until the bus came.

We went to eat some halal food before start our shopping walk. Guess how much I spent for my breakfast? (I took my breakfast at home with bread before I went out but I eat again!) I spent RM11 for my breakfast!!! Fuh, I never expect I would have spent that much just for my breakfast! I'm really a huge eater...

I even bought KFC burger before I went back.

Double Zinger Burger!!! It is so big, luckily I shared with SW instead of taking them all by my own. Hahaha! I like the sauce of the burger by the way. =D

Oh, I even bought a laptop protector for my laptop skin. Friends around me kept asking me to buy one to protect my laptop as my 'new' laptop still look so new! So I bought 1 and is only RM9, not expensive, so I just used it!

But I have no idea how to stick it properly on my laptop and bad result came out!

The left hand side was the very first trial and it showed failure but after I get the skill of how to push all the air out, it looks nice in other side of the laptop. Still, my laptop looks like got chicken pox on its surface! >"<

Tomorrow interface consultation, I wonder I manage to finish everything or not... @@

p/s: why I can't get things I like?

Recently I...

2011-11-27T15:22:00.001+08:00

Recently I have addicted to a game (thanks to Syn Wei and Lynn!!!) The game not just made me sit down in front of my laptop for an hour without going anywhere but also made me forget all my assignment! Seriously it really released my stress but also gave me feel guilty of not doing assignment or homework.

The game is in Facebook called Tetris Battle, you can search in Facebook to go to the application then you can play already. I still remember when the first time I play this game was in grandma's house. It is not a very interesting game but it is a very time consuming game where you can sit down there whole day just to play the game.

Since the game boy spoiled, I never get to play this game anymore until recently both of them playing like crazy and make me join this crazy, stupid, wasting time but stress releasing game. Now I can't let go from this game and I have to start control myself or I will be come monster who can't leave without this game!

FML!

There are something else here.

So many assignment! But I still got time play games! Kill me please... =(

p/s: I hate third year life... =(

p/s: third year life doesn't seem to please me at all... =((

Good Morning Peeps~

2011-11-26T09:27:00.001+08:00

Morning people!
I have to do something today. No more procrastination for today!
Let's start our Saturday with no time wasting and energizing!
Before that, let's have a come of Coffee...

Mummy recommend this as we can add the level of sweetness we like~
Guess my life gonna be living without coffee one day... @@

Lunch + Dinner!

2011-11-26T09:06:00.001+08:00

I never know that three regular pizza for 4 people, we can make as lunch + dinner! I thought I am a super eater that I can eat a lot, a lot means I can eat two persons meal at once, but actually I can't...

Few days ago, I saw this picture sharing among friends in Facebook.

Written there we can have three pizzas with only RM60 where 2 regular cheesy bites and a pan pizza. (I love cheese and this really delight me!) Since we missed the first promotion, so we decided to fulfill ourselves with this promotion!

(First Promotion which ended on last week)

We brought the pizza back and make mushroom ourselves. It was like staying home watching movie with pizzas instead of popcorn! Whole week stress just gone like that! yeepie~

Mine!

SynWei's!

Lynn's!

Cheese taste good but when too much of them they taste yucks! Still the cheese has delighted me. =D especially the last part of the pizza! (I dislike the cheese ball as the cheese ball taste more to creamy cheese than the cheese we usually eat.)

We ate pizzas together with mushroom soup... mm~ mm~

After we finished the pizzas, we made our own lemonade! After the salty and cheesy pizza should continue with something sour to help digest food! Hehe~

From 3pm we started to have our 'lunch', supposed to be late lunch I know =p and we have them until 6pm! I never know we can eat that long! Fuh!!!

Seriously enjoyed that moment. =D

Happy Feelings

2011-11-25T06:33:00.001+08:00

Can you imagine how mama be that strong and tough carried you for 9 months plus and suffering for few hours or more just to give birth on you? I never thought this and this feeling is way so far for me. I was still young whenever there was a new born baby come to the world, that's why I never feel a thing. Now when I heard that my auntie has finally given born a baby, I feel grateful! Seriously I do. =D

He is so pretty, (all babies look pretty I know) but I wonder whether we can praise in front of him or not because the elders always say that babies can't be praised as they will grow uglier. Hahaha. Maybe that's because I grow uglier since I was praised when I was young! LoL

Welcome to this world, You Zhe. =D

p/s: can't wait for the mushroom soup later!

New Born Baby!

2011-11-24T23:26:00.001+08:00

Feeling so excited now, I mean super excited!!!! I can even jump here and there already!!! ^.^

My auntie just gave birth a baby boy!!! Can you feel my joy!!! Ah....!!

Called mummy today and just knew that auntie went to the hospital yesterday but the baby boy is 'naughty' and wanna play inside her mama's stomach. (I think he feels the stomach warmer than outside. XD) Uncle messaged me far from Singapore to inform me that the baby is now in the world. Today he finally come to this world! A world that full of mysteries and adventures!!!

When I saw the message of telling me he is here already, I feel so touch! I can still feel the excitement! I even feel want to cry! I don't know why... Maybe it is because I imagine of how mummy gave birth on me when I heard the news! Argh... how can you treat badly towards your mummy!

Ah....

I seriously wish I can buy flight ticket and fly to Singapore now, I want to be there! Why la I'm still studying... =.=

Never mind, nothing important than wishing them stay healthily and baby, please grow up faster!!! Don't be so naughty!!! (I wonder whether the baby will play with me or not if I go back and meet him cause it will be another 2 years time for me to go visit them!)

Baby needs to sleep... and I need to sleep now too!!

Good night~

p/s: I bet I will have good night sleep tonight. =)

Sharing on First Trial

2011-11-23T21:35:00.001+08:00

This is the first trial of mine of cooking dhall. Hehe! I'm so proud of myself because manage to make them tasty even though this is the first time for me! (Mummy, you should be right here so that I can cook for you! miss you soooo much... *sob sob*)

I wanted to cook dhall before I come back to Labuan, but I got no time for that as I got so many food that I want to learn and cook for my family. Finally I got my chance here to cook myself. I never know that I will cook this dish one day, it was so sudden that I was craving for dhall then I looked for recipe only and finally got my own 'to buy list' and bought all the ingredient just now when we went out!

If you want to try out by your own, here is the simplest recipe. (I ignore all the difficult part of the recipe that I found from Google, cause I am lazy and want to save cost. =p So if you want to find for full recipe, you can Google search for that! =D)

Go to the nearest shop to find:

dhall

carrots

potato

cabbage

tomato (if you want to put)

Seriously, that's the only thing you need. I am not very good in cooking, but I used the ingredients above to cook, it gave me a 'NICE' result. So I don't really care about what 'rempah' that I should be including although I know those will make my dish better.

Cook dhall until it becomes nearly mashed, then put in your carrots, potato and cabbage and cook them until they become soft then only put salt and sugar until you satisfy with the taste. Super easy right?

Haha, I just ate that with white rice and it's fulling!

Actually if you want, you can add eggplant and some dry chilies to make them tastier!

I forgot to take picture of it after I done cooking. @@

Anyway, happy trying~

GOod Luck. =p

Busy

2011-11-22T22:11:00.001+08:00

I never know that third year can be this busy. I have been continuously a week didn't get enough sleep, my eye bag is bigger than last time. I always have my eye bag, is genetic... @@ but now they become bigger!!! #$#$@$@%!

I really no idea how come seniors were so free when they were in final year? How come I'm so busy like hell?!! Conclusion is ----> my time management sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you believe that I have already 10 days didn't update my blog!!!!! omg!!!

There are so many things for me to update, but to update a post really takes me lots time, cause I need to have good mood and nice mood to update!.

Sigh...

Today is the last midterm for this semester. It was really tough and I never know that I have to face 2 subjects of programming subjects, that's really gonna take my sweet sweet time on revising them. =( Programming really not my field. I'm so not into it... *sob sob*

Although all the midterm test has done, but this Friday has another assignment to hand in...

Argh.... I have to be stronger to get through all this leh... =((

Will update soon, cause now gonna sleep... Tomorrow morning got to wake up early for that assignment!

First Dinner Out There

2011-11-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

This has been my first dinner outside! I never believe that I can stand for this long, eating food from the cafe in the campus and stay in campus cooking myself!

Wow! Miracle! XD

Few days didn't have nice sleep and didn't drink enough water, this cause me have dark circle and big eye bag! =( Pimples are also visiting me! Ah..... I never have so many pimples come to visit me in the same time before! ='(((

Never mind, I still have to have my nice dinner! I didn't really go out nicely this semester, most of the time I also stay in the hostel! =( No auto car for me and this make me feel like I'm in the jail although I have friend to bring me out once a while. I hate it when I have to rely on friend, when I can't do something by myself. =(

Why la I can't drive manual car? @@

Some how, I still had my wonderful dinner although only so few of us. Food are always delicious because what matter is who you are eating with! =D

Simple dishes but I am super satisfied with that. They made me so full! =)

I want to go eat again, can we? Er... Maybe after November? Or maybe after FYP Project 1?

p/s: this semester really sucks. =(

Everything Heighten

2011-11-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

I don't know since when I started to heighten things and even my emotion. Heighten up their weaknesses, heighten their negatives. I really don't know when I started to behave like this. I'm seriously a bad dumb ass.

I never thought that this person that I have already know for 2 years can be the person that I'm thinking now! A person who was nice, I thought, become a person who is selfish, always take advantages from the others and even become a person who easily remember on others when someone accidentally makes this person angry.

I have heightened everything. I never think that whenever this person ask me to do things is actually his/her habit of taking advantage from me to help him/her to complete the uncompleted task.

I wonder.

Maybe is my problem after all, thinking people's weaknesses instead of their strengths!

Do you ever face the problem like what I'm facing now? Someone you know and when you first met him/her, you thought he/she is a nice person, but time flies, or something happen, his/her real identity float. The feeling of that moment is like suddenly this person of you were knowing has become a stranger.

Complicated?

Yeah, I think so.

But, sometimes ignore your feeling and just go ahead and pretend nothing can make your life better.

A Story That Couldn't Be Told, But Write

2011-11-11T10:35:00.001+08:00

Paige, Ginger and Anne are good friends. They have most of their free time together. Ginger always gives both of her friends a wrong impression of she gain weight very fast and lost weight very fast. Maybe today Anne say Ginger looks swollen in the morning, but in the evening, Ginger looks normal! We thought Ginger got some problem with her health. Both Paige and Anne thought Ginger might have edema.

Anne knows what cause edema, it usually happened because of kidney problem and pregnancy. She knows that well as she got relative who facing kidney problem and her auntie is now pregnant and both of her relatives got this symptoms too! So Anne and Paige asked Ginger to seek for doctor to find out what is the problem.

Finally they have the free time to go out to find out what is the problem that what 'disease' is Ginger facing. "Hi, may I help you?" "Oh, I would like to seek the doctor regarding my disease, I think I have edema." says Ginger when the nurse at the counter asked her. The nurse at the counter was shocked to hear Ginger says that! Then quickly Ginger replies, "oh, my friend told me that I got edema." Paige was the one who accompany Ginger to clinic as Anne feels lazy to go out. Paige was shocked but she didn't show out her response on her face on what Ginger told the nurse.

Then is Ginger's turn to go in. Paige stays outside since she can do nothing even she goes in. Once Ginger goes in, "hey girl, do you know what is edema? Edema is because of .....". The doctor begins to explain how edema bring about. "Who told you that you have edema?" The doctor asks her. "My friend, my friend told me that I have edema since my weight is so irregular. My weight can raise and drop very fast!" The doctor was laughing and she asked her to explain to her friend, Paige on what is edema. "Oh, my friend is just outside!" So Ginger brought Paige in. The doctor asked Paige's age and what she is studying. The doctor laughed! "Wow, an IT student told her friend she has edema! What a big joke is that!" Guess that's what the doctor laughing and thinking that time! Paige was so shocked when Ginger asked her to go into the room as she thought maybe the doctor also want to check up whether she has edema too! But when the doctor asked her how she knows and notice Ginger has edema, she was so speechless...

Ginger continue her body check up. She went to weight her weight and recorded 58kg. Since she needs to do urine test, the doctor asked her to drink water to take the urine test. She got 59kg after she drank water! When she back from the toilet she weight again, she got back 58kg! Wow! Paige was surprise about this that her weight can control by drink water! Fuh!

The story ends here.

Do you guys get what is the story meant by? I do. If I'm Paige I have already scolded Ginger because of her stupid-ness. I wonder how Paige can control her emotion so well! Urgh... I personally think Ginger doesn't have to ask Paige goes into the room or tell the doctor that her friend who told her she has edema was outside! This so ridiculous. Ginger can tell Paige after she finished everything with the doctor nice and privately, not in front of the doctor! Paige needs face!!!

Alright, maybe I'm too emotional as well. I got nothing to do with this and I shouldn't take it seriously. Sometimes there are things that we should take seriously and there things that we shouldn't. Seriously got no idea what is in Ginger's mind! (right right! I souldn't care!)

p/s: This is just a story. If there are any story who familiar with this, just a coincidence.

Cooking Time~

2011-11-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

Finally get the chance of learning all this after the long wait. We wanted to start this during the holiday but since I was doing my assignment, so everything postponed to the day we free!

Today we gonna make DONUTS and NASI LEMAK! I never make donuts before, and this is my first time! While nasi lemak, I make them without using any santan because mummy say santan is unhealthy and after discussion with bro and sis, so they decided not to take santan. But this time, the nasi lemak that we made is with santan! =D

It become bigger size because of the yeast!

Cool huh?

First, DONUTS!
I can't really remember the ingredient. I remembered I put flour, yeast, margarine, sugar, milk powder and etc. (I just realized we don't need any eggs for donuts!!! So those who are having skin allergy who can't eat any egg, you can eat DONUTS!!!)

I even made weird weird shape! Haha, my 'teachers' kept laughing at me as I make all weird weird shape. That's creativity la... hehe (I know they are ugly)

Woots! Sambal making time!!! I'm really surprise with the ingredient that they put, because I never know they put that too! Guess what they put? They put soy sauce, chili sauce, sauce 'tiram'... Wow!!! I also surprised about that!

After all, the food was nice! I love homemade nasi lemak, you can add anything you want! If the nasi lemak we ate just now can add together with curry chicken, that would be superb! While eating all the delicious food, I was thinking of going back home fast! I can't wait to share this tasty food to my family, I want to make this for them too!!!

NASI LEMAK with DONUTS! Do you want some? Haha, I think next time... I ate all the remaining nasi lemak and donuts, because they are just too delicious already! (I don't care I will gain weight or not because of tonight, it was too delicious until I can ignore of the diet plan. =p)

Ah... Food = Paradise for me. How can human leave without food?

p/s: happy eating. <3

Half Way Through The Holiday

2011-11-09T13:18:00.001+08:00

We have one week holiday. Most of our friends have already gone home and some of them enjoying traveling out there, while I choose to stay in the campus, facing the same people, same routine and same environment. I didn't want to go out, first thing is because the holiday is too short, and my FYP supervisor gave me an assignment which I haven't start yet (the assignment needs time, really time constraint)

Ah....

It has been half way of the holiday and I have done nothing except for eat, cook, sleep and yesterday hand in an assignment proposal. I know this doesn't sound proud because it is not! I should have done more assignment in this holiday but I didn't. Bad Cai Yi.

There are lots more assignment waiting for me but guess what I am doing this few days? I played games, make up and hair style! What the heck I'm doing? Some how, I can't reject myself doing those thing because that are my interest and hobbies!

Aww...

Friends are having holiday but they are actually adding their life more colors but I didn't add any color into my life but onto my face! (make up make my face looks colorful) Today I'm going to learn something from my friend about cookings. I love make delicious dishes, but I never be perfect. Today gonna learn something that I already know but I never really use the right way to create it. Hahaha

(Stay tuned if you want to know what I'm going to do today)

Later on, there will be housework waiting for me to be done.

Today made my first try on the RED BEAN PORRIDGE. I never tried that before until just now. It's nice! hahaha. Gonna make some for mummy when I back home, I bet she misses my cooking. =p

I must utilize the half holiday left! Or else I bet I will regret about this.

p/s: enjoy ya holiday <3

p/s: xoxo

Flat Iron

2011-11-07T14:42:00.001+08:00

My auntie gave me a flat iron when I was in Singapore. I love to make those hair style, make up thingy, so I decided to bring the flat iron to Labuan so I can play with it when I'm free. =)

I am so grateful that I brought the flat iron here, cause I have already used it for many times and I surprised that flat iron can also use as curling iron! You can find they way how to use flat iron to curl your hair in Youtube. =D

I have long long hair but is straight, my parent doesn't allow me to curl my hair that she said I will regret if I curl it. She even asked why I want to make my hair curled as my hair is so long and straight. I got nothing to say, but just answer her with one answer that is I want to change my look! Still, I haven't really curl my hair permanently because I don't think my hair is long enough for that, maybe after a year, after I graduate, I will curl my hair permanent. =)

(the above picture)

I did this hair style when I was in Singapore (Johor actually because that day went into Johor for one day trip then gone back to Singapore again) by hair stylist.

And this one, I did it all by myself by using flat iron! Man! I'm so good!!!! *proud*

Oh, I know my fringe has already grown longer... But I don't really dare to cut my fringe or hair in Labuan, so I will let the length become longer and cut them when I go back home.

p/s: so coincidence! It was the same shirt! XD

Mc Donald!

2011-11-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

I'm lovin it~

It has been long time I didn't have McD (maybe not really that long), since we are going to Airport, so we took this opportunity to eat that as our late lunch!

So many things happen before we managed to eat that delicious and 'healthy' food. @@

(Things that happened)

2 classic mcdeluxe and 1 spicy mcdeluxe.
Why burgers are so delicious? Ah... I want to have them again!
Yumyum!

p/s: can we have them again when we go airport again? =p
p/s: or is there anyone who going to buy mcd back during the holiday? can I tumpang? XD

Fcuk It

2011-11-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

It is really like a super not good day for us, I mean today. I mean seriously, I really don't know what is going on!

This started in the afternoon when we were waiting for the rented car. Storm came to attack us! It was lasting for around 30 minutes because the rented car was late for 30 minutes! Ah, wasting my time! Once the car was there, we get into the car quickly and drove quickly to our hostel since we our main purpose is to fetch our friend to airport! (yeah, she is going back home.)

Here come the main issue!

It was raining, there was no security guard there so we assumed that we can go in to our hostel! (that time was really like cats and dogs!) After we put the luggage into the car and drove down to the guard house (we have to pass through the guard house before going out from the campus), the ass hole guard doesn't allow us to go through with the excuse that we didn't get permission of going into the hostel. F it la, he didn't do his duty and he blame that on us. He should have stand outside there, why he stand inside? then now he blamed us that we go in just like that. =.=

It was still raining, so we just scroll down the window and talked to the guard like that, but the ass hole guard acting like he can't hear anything. WTF! TNB!!! Who he thinks he is? Fu*k it! I wanted to go down, but my friend went down, I know I can't go down, because I would have scolded the guard. I know I can't control myself in that situation.

Still, the guard finally let us go out after my friend kept say sorry.

Usually it is very difficult for us to drive car inside the hostel and it is easy for us to go out, but today seems to be reverse problem occur! @@

I seriously don't understand why can the guard does his job like that? Is that a proper way of doing his job? I wonder is there any way of complain about this? I doubt I can success on doing this as this is not the first complain I got from my friends. They told me that this guard (I mean this guard, not all the guard behaved like him), he is very arrogant. I just never know that he will be acting in this way.

p/s: seriously ass hole!

Lazy Day

2011-11-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today it is a very very very lazy day for me, should say that it was a superb lazy day! Holiday officially started and the lazy feeling started as well although I still have assignment to catch up which our due date is on Tuesday! (Stop telling me that I still got time for that cause that assignment is f*cking difficult!)

Holiday started but doesn't mean that my assignments and stuff are going to stop until the school reopen, because that's impossible as our supervisor gave us 'things' to do and asked us to let him view after the holiday ends! Ouch! Can't enjoy my holiday... *sob sob* (my time management sucks I know, I don't know why, maybe is because of procrastinating.)

Got up early in the morning at around 8am, taken my breakfast back to sleep again since I don't feel like doing anything and I don't have my laptop with me, so I can't play any game! So once I slept I slept until noon! It was the longest ever sleep for me. I never slept until noon! I slept for more than 12 hours... @@ I was so freaking free as actually I'm not!

Right, it wasn't a lazy day for me after all because I did some housework! I sweep and mop the floor since I got nothing to do except sleep and eat and chit chat for the whole morning. Boring kills! Ah...

p/s: I really do feel like doing anything, I just wanna sleep and eat but I don't want to become pig... @@

My New Baby

2011-11-03T13:01:00.001+08:00

Finally I got my new baby!
Aww... I wanted this for so long and finally it's mine!

tata~
Nice isn't it?
I love them so much! There are so colourful!!!

It is not big as what I thought, it is so small...

Can compare with my finger. It is smaller than 20 cents but bigger than 10 cents. I thought it would be bigger than 20 cents and smaller than 50 cents! LoL!! So big difference. This big difference make me feel selfish to not to share with friend. XD

I have been wishing this for more than a year and finally I got this and it is hard for me to share this to others, plus the amount of each colour is so small! Ops, maybe I'm too selfish.

I tried the color on my face together with my new liquid eye liner. I never really use a liquid eye liner on my face, only on friend's face. Even this liquid eye liner, the first use was also not on my face!

I know this make up is a little bit weird, but this is my first try without looking or copying in any tutorial in Youtube!

The colour for my eye shadow is purple, pink and blue. I like this three colours especially purple, that's why I choose this as my eye shadow for this make up. The eye liner! Alright, I know my hand was shaking, I still don't really know how to control on using liquid eye liner! Well, practice makes perfect, I gonna do more practice on this. =) (I think pencil eye liner suits me more!)

This is so not like me!

Haha, but I just like to play with stuff like this. =p

I Don't Look GOod

2011-11-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

Some one told me that I'm beautiful yesterday. This not the first compliment already, even my sister also will say that sometimes and added at the end there "BUT IF YOU BECOME THINNER THEN YOU WILL BE PERFECT ALREADY".

So whenever who tell me that I'm beautiful or pretty, I will just take it as compliment and say thank you but I will never take it serious, because I don't think I'm pretty with this body size. =(

Lots of friends keep telling me that I don't look fat. Ah... Com'on la, I know my condition well, I don't look fat but I look big size! For me this is the same meaning. I know I'm big bone, love to eat and I am lazy to exercise, so I don't blame it, just stop telling me that I'm good in this look, because I'm not satisfied with this.

A friend of mine she is short, but overweight. Guess what, nobody tell her that she is fat, but when I stand beside her, everybody says I'm fat. Do you know why? That's because I look so big and she looks so small. That makes different. @@!!!

Ah... I just felt a little bit of annoyance when people tell me I look good as I know I'm not. Because I will feel that that's a lie.

Who doesn't want to look good? I bet most of us want ourselves to look better, and some of them just satisfy with how they are now. I'm the one who want myself to become better. >"<

We Are Punctual!

2011-11-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

One day three girls are walking to the school. The school starts at 8 in the morning.

Before they go to school, Girl A says.

A: Eh, later make sure we are not late because we have been late to school for the past 2 days!
B & C: okay okay!
B: By the way, it is still very early lo! still got more than 30 minutes leh...

After around 10 minutes waiting for C to change and prepare.

A: Faster lo!
B: Why you so slow one?!
C: hanna hanna... can go liao la... ==

While walking to the school.

A: eh what time already ah?
B: yalo, I got the feeling of we are late already ah?
C: no la... still early, is only 8am.
A & B: #$#^@$%$%@#@! our school starts at 8am and now you say this is still early?!

p/s: A & B didn't actually F C, but they laugh out loud because of the super lame 'joke'.

FYP Consultation Phase 2

2011-10-31T15:03:00.001+08:00

Finally it is here, our FYP consultation phase 2 which should be held last 2 weeks ago. It has been postponed for 2 weeks and guess what, most of us stay up late last night to finish the DFD and ERD! Even though we have given more time to do that.

Procrastinate really KILLS!

Go with a good nice smile although we are really tired and tired.

I'm lazy to find a better outfit, so just black and white for today. Super Formal.
I don't think we did badly for the consultation just now, maybe is because the person who gave advise isn't the person that I 'like'. Hurmp... bad impression on her. Just I don't get it why she wants to be that aggressive! Never mind, you are the consultant and I shall listen to you.
(really have to rush for everything, these 3 days gonna be tough day for me.)

Hot Hot day today. From main building walk to the cafe for dabao then back to room, I already sweat as I have gone for a evening jog! Fuh, the weather is getting hotter and hotter which means the Earth is getting weaker and weaker. =(

Although the weather is hot, but I still want to eat local food ---> Nasi Lemak! Alright mummy, I promise I will drink more water. =D
It is so fulling and the fried chicken is so damn delicious! I wanted to have more, but it is fattening as well, so one will do. (Don't say I didn't eat meat already, I do pamper myself on food. =p)

p/s: holiday is coming soon, I miss home... =((
p/s: there are so much stress and tension lately, don't dare to call home... I scared I will collapse, trying to be strong now.. =((

FML

2011-10-30T15:25:00.000+08:00

Life hasn't gone well, after one down another problem for me to solve. Maybe all these make us become stronger and stronger so we can face more difficulties in the future. Although thinking at the positive way, we get good things in return in the future, but think rationally, this is super suffering and who wants problem to occur? Nobody wants to have problems but it just come whenever they like. One problem maybe you can face it nicely, but when problems suddenly pop-up just like that without any earlier notification, you might depressed and helpless. This is what I feel now. I know I have promised myself not to be that or negative, but when things happen once, you can overcome with your smile. Things happen twice, you might mumbling on why problems have to occur twice. When things happen thrice, you could have been crying for that already. Like I did. Nobody knows what it gonna be, to prevent? You don't even know what is the problem is, to seek for the problem, you don't even have the time to do it. Right, I know that are just excuses that we are giving to ourselves. Sometimes I really really feel tired with all this troubles and problems, it is really tiring.

When will it stopped?

Nobody knows...

Who will care?

Nobody cares except you yourselves...

Hate It

2011-10-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

I know I shouldn't blogging now and I should studying for my Security subject now, but I just want to complain awhile here.

Yesterday a friend of mine asked me to do her a favour to attend the talk that organized by their group, but since there are so many things to do and I don't think I can handle my time wisely, I rejected to help her. I am sorry about that. I know this is a selfish attitude but I don't want myself of regretting on what I have done. I am not like the others study in last minute can remember everything or can remember everything when others tell story on the subject. I'M NOT!

I know what is my condition and I believe my choice isn't a wrong one. The moment I rejected, I know that my action is so selfish that my friend needs help but I didn't lend out my hand to help her. If you think I'm selfish and wanted to hate me for that, please do so, I don't mind. Because I didn't help.

Some how there is a girl, saying that I didn't care for a friend. She said I didn't make friends in first position. (tidak pentingkan kawan) When I explained that I want to study for my mid-term, she said I only memorized on the number of the slides. Oh well well...

Today is already Sunday, you think you got much time for that, but I don't think I have, so please don't try to simply saying that I didn't study as I have already studied for the whole morning! Seriously hate that so much!!! Monday we have consultation, but I haven't done the DFD structure; Tuesday we have data structure, I know you good in programming and you don't have to study for that, I'm sorry because I have to study on that! I'm sucks in programming. Wednesday, we have security mid-term. I know you are better than me, so don't put your condition into mine please.

I'm sucks in everything and I need to do something to make them better but not making them worst!

I know you didn't mean it. I know you mentioned them with jokes, but that doesn't sound funny for me. It hurts and irritates me. I have my own plan, I always do. I hate to spoil and ruin my plan, so don't give me things last minute.

It has been so many years, you never said in that way, even you did, I always said 'never mind, just a joke', thinking that deep in my heart although I don't feel that's funny at all.

I know this will offend someone, but I still have to complain. I must complain... Because this time I really do hate about this. Seriously hate it.

p/s: cried loudly deep in my heart, why still don't understand me?

Miserable!

2011-10-29T20:10:00.002+08:00

Guess for those Computer Users' expert should know what is blue screen meant by. Yeap! I faced it thrice!!!
Can you believe that?!!

Argh, I don't know why I have been so gadgets not friendly recently... Even phones are bullying me too!

I didn't hope much on that la, just hope I can get through all this and graduate! XD

Halloween

2011-10-27T11:39:00.001+08:00

I never celebrate Halloween. I only see this celebration from shows. I never experience the real Halloween party before, maybe I shall have a try and experience it myself!

When I was young, Halloween is a very scary day for me, because people around us will wear in scary or weird custom and scare people around. I thought it was real! When I grown up, I realized there are all fake. The childishness mind of mine has already gone. Now if I been invited to attend any of Halloween party, I think I will choose the ugliest character and custom for the party! (sounds interesting!) Too bad, Halloween doesn't really famous in Malaysia.

Maybe one day when I am capable, I can organized an event on this! Halloween party! XD Or maybe I shall go out there and explore this myself!

p/s: Halloween is at 31st of October! Enjoy yourselves...

p/s: candy or tricks ;)

Someone Cried 2

2011-10-27T10:46:00.001+08:00

Continued...

Caroline realized that she was the one who make mistake. She knows Bonnie would have bond them (Elena and Caroline) back together, but she doesn't want to trouble Bonnie anymore as Bonnie always help her on settling this kind of problem. So Caroline decided to start the first step to make their relation become better.

Caroline brought out her phone, and smsed to both Bonnie and Elena whether they want to go out together or not on the next day. Too bad Elena has her own stuff to do and Bonnie was being lazy to go out again... Elena suggested to go out some other day because she is busying with her event of the school! Caroline quickly use this opportunity to apologize to Elena and wishes Elena could have scolded her laud and sound, but Elena didn't scold her but tole her how important she is to her. (OMG, the story is so touching! I almost cry of that!) Caroline can't control her tears, the tears keep dropping down when she read through what Elena told her. Caroline was so touched!

(Story almost end here)

Caroline was so glad that she made the first step, although even if she didn't make the first step out, there will be no changes in their relationship. But now their relationship has become better than before, at least the there is no scar on the heart, everything healed!

Three of them were so happy and decided to hang out again! Hurmp... maybe Halloween Night?

Someone Cried

2011-10-26T19:15:00.001+08:00

Don't ask me for further information of this. If you can understand the story here, then just keep quiet, but if you couldn't understand... Ops... blame on your brain... XD

That day Elena, Caroline and Bonnie went out for something and guess what they came back with fight. A small tiny fight. The fight began is because Caroline was so not understanding and keep on blaming on others as she is the only person who thinks right.

Caroline still angry after she went home, so she went to have a bath and finally she cool down a little. (that's a good sign)

Then Caroline went out again with Bonnie and didn't expect to meet Elena at outside of the house, so Elena join the walk! Elena tried her best to cheer Caroline up although she did nothing wrong. (Caroline is always thinks she is the right one... and she also a very stubborn person.)

Things seem to become better because Elena finally successfully make Caroline smile.

There is a party at night, so Caroline went out again, and Bonnie followed. Bonnie asked along Elena for the party. They set a time and meet at a place. Caroline didn't know about Bonnie has asked Elena to go together and Caroline just walked forward without heading to the place where Bonnie had already told Elena. Bonnie didn't mention about waiting for Elena before they went to their destination.

Guess what happen then?

When Caroline and Bonnie back from party, Elena is there with the event's attire! Obviously she has been waiting for another 2 girls to go together! OMG!!! Bonnie quickly ran to Elena and sit infront of her. Elena called, smsed both of them, but they didn't realize it as the party was so noisy. Elena waited both of them for around 3 hours! Pity her... Caroline thought: no wonder there was rain when they went out, because the God knows Elena is waiting her over there. The God wanted Caroline to turn back and walk back home so that she can see Elena waited there! Bonnie realized it was raining too, but Caroline insists to go to the party even if it is raining.

Caroline doesn't know what to do, just put on her very master fake smile on her face looking at Elena and Bonnie. Elena's eyes were wet, tears were almost dropping out. Then she wake up and walk back to her house and when she turn her back, she wipe her tears off...

Caroline and Bonnie looking at each other. They realize something wrong, but they do not know what to do. They just left Elena go back alone and cry alone...

Then Caroline and Bonnie walked home together, Caroline threw her temper on Bonnie and cause Bonnie upset too! In a day Caroline make 2 of her besties sad and angry. She thought this would end her miserable day, but who knows she left her phone in the room with silent, she didn't realize there is emergency call! Now she can't help to solve the problem.

To Be Continue...

Fuh! How's the story?

Caroline shouldn't be so selfish! She didn't even say a word 'sorry' because she kept thinking that's not her wrong and she has very strong self-respect!

No idea how Caroline, Bonnie and Elena will become then? Maybe they will remain on what is going on now and ignoring each other or maybe if someone bring a step out, they can be friends like before??

Nobody knows...

No Way!

2011-10-25T14:17:00.001+08:00

I just realized one thing, there is crack on my laptop!

I knew this laptop won't last long.
I knew this laptop won't be as good as the old one.
I knew this laptop will spoil one day.
I knew!
I knew!
But I never know that it will just spoil this fast!!!

Argh!!! I don't care what is going on next, what I hope is i can use this laptop until the end of my FYP please... =(
I need you desperately leh... >""<

Morning Monday

2011-10-24T12:24:00.001+08:00

Had an early phase 2 'consultation' with our supervisor, really glad that we did so, if not there will be problem occur during our FYP phase 2 consultation. Our lecturer gave us a weekend time to finish up our DFD Level 1 but we procrastinate and cause us sleep at 3am! FML!

But luckily we managed to finish them up and presented to him! Now what we need to do is correction and then prepare for the next meeting with him and the phase 2 real consultation. =)

After that, I went to have breakfast with my friend at the cafe (the only cafe in our campus). We were sitting on the place where only available for 2 people, while we were eating, I realized that there is a guy kept looking at us. I wonder what are they looking. Then when the guy and his friend went off, my friend told me that she realized both of them were looking at us! >'''<

Then I told my friend maybe is because we both look like lesbian as I wear like a man and she wear like a lady! XD

I was in this when we went for breakfast, I left my hair down without tied them up, but I know I was sitting there with very rude posture, maybe that's why they look at us maybe thought that we are lesbian. @@

My friend always do wear clothes in lady, because she has hot body shape and even she wears like a man, she will still look like a lady. XD

If I really do look like a man, maybe I should change myself to become more lady, because I don't want others to misunderstand that I'm a lesbian. (although most of them already thought so...)

p/s: today should be a sleeping day, but I refuse to sleep for whole day because that will make me feel guilty... =(

p/s: do you know how much I miss you? thank god you come back dy, we can eat something nice with you dy~

Challenging Yourselves

2011-10-24T11:00:00.000+08:00

Friends of mine have been chosen to join this DiGi Challenge for Change, and I am jealous on them. I did at first that I don't feel to go even if I'd been chosen, but since phase 2 consultation is postponed, I would like to go. Furthermore this is a 'camp' of challenging yourselves with your friends that you know!

Friends of mine thought I wouldn't want to join this as there are so many things and assignment in this week and there are so many stuffs to follow up. Hurmp... maybe you don't know me, if I been chosen, I would have gone with you, if I have been asked to go, I would have join you guys. But none of the above situation happened to me, that's why I didn't go.

This is university life. For me, university life without challenging yourselves that would be nothing at all. Because you will hardly remember the memory of your university life if there is no climax there. I wondering now whether I have climax in here.

Well, since I missed the most 'stress' and 'tension' part here, maybe I should replace them with other thing.

p/s: jealous although I know you guys are exhausted.
p/s: make myself a miracle. =p

I'm Tired.

2011-10-23T00:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really do wish that there is someone who understand what I mean. Understand what I say eventhough I didn't really say what I want. I really do feel tired sometimes when I have to pretend into another 'creature' just to make other people comfortable with me. I know some of you might wondering why I have to pretend, why not just be who am I. This is life, if you never pretend in something you might have make others hate you because of your behavior.

I know I'm selfish.

I admit that.

I know I shouldn't have this thinking of people have to pamper me on what I like and what I dislike. I know I shouldn't, but I really hope and wish to have it. I'm tired of making people around me happy, laugh and smile. I have to smile in front of them to make them cheer. To smile, to laugh is a very simple thing, but to smile deeply in the heart is a very difficult thing.

Do you smile deeply in your heart?

It has been years we met, but not all of them understand me. Some of them didn't even get to know me well at all even though they have been my friends for n-th years. Some of them are only friends for few years but they know what I'm thinking, they know what I want. At least I can say what I want when I am with them. This is what we say comfortable between friends. Maybe is like what some of you said, I have been trying to protect myself from being protected by others. Self defence. I don't know why this happen to me, maybe is because I'm trying to protect myself from being hurt. Life for me is not negative, but is something that sometimes bad things might happen. I put my thought and feeling at the situation of 'bad things might happen' so that I won't be disappointed on what will happen.

I know I'm complicated.

I do know.

Just wear on my shoes and think on my behalf. Everybody has their own different way of thinking, different way of living.

So do I.

TIME PASS ^.^

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