现在的心情

现在的心情的很乱
又到了分分离离的时候
每一次到了这个时候
我就一定会有这种心情
再等多一下下
就要离开家了
最近又老是下雨
河边的水位又提升了
这几天不在家
不知冬冬会怎样
唉

现在的心情真的很乱！！！

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More Into Stranger?

Went out with one of my friend yesterday.

We knew each other since we were in Kindergarden...
Then we didn't get to meet because I was no longer staying in the nursery.

After few years, we met again.
That time I was 16 years old...
We got close again, we studied together although we were taking different subjects.
We spend most our time together...

But I don't know since when our relationship become so strange...
I feel so strange and weird.

Like I said, we went out for lunch yesterday.
I brought my sister along since she got nothing to eat at home.
The environment was so awkward.
Even my sister can feel that too!

What happen???
I really got no idea what happen.
Is like we got nothing to say, is no longer so natural to talk around gossip around...
Hmm...

How?

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3D

Tell you one thing. I never watch 3D movie before!
Seriously de...
Everytime when I want to watch, I will be in Labuan... where got chance to watch wor??
But this time I got the chance to watch!
Paksa this 2 gentlemen to watch with me. =p

I got the chance to choose whether to watch normal movie or 3D de...
but once in a blue moon ma...

Gulliver's Travels...
Is a funny movie la... But it is seriously not worth to watch in 3D... no much 3D effect..

p/s: get the chance to watch 2 movies this holiday nia.... *sob sob*

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Updates!

I suppose to be update more and more since is holiday now, but I'm seldom with my laptop so is very inconvenient to update my blog.
This holiday is kinda boring because I didn't get to be crazy but become a good girl staying at home and accompany my family.
I went to Singapore and I made myself enjoy there by having lots of window shopping and real shopping!
I hardly get bus ticket to Singapore seriously but I manage to get VIP seats for all of us (sister and 2 cousin sisters).

Yup, the company of the transportation is Nice, I think the company is actually the same with plus liner cause I bought the tickets from plus liner's counter.
I never thought that it will be VIP seats cause I require for 3 seats in a column so that it will be comfortable for all of us but who knows when we get into the bus we were served by food and drink! We were give blanket too!!!
Feel like sitting MAS flight lo... @@

We reached Johor first and stay a night then go to Singapore the next day.  Nothing much in Singapore actually but there are really rich of shopping malls!!! Well, I didn't go to Universal although there are tickets for me, because I don't feel like going, feeling shopping nia that time.. (I'm not regret also)
The Christmas environment were there already although it wasn't Christmas yet...

Lots of people walking around... Orchard Road is always the best place for us to feel the Christmas environment, but things there are damn expensive and there are always very crowded!!!

Shopping Shopping!!!
Girls really can't live without shopping~ =p
But I didn't get to shop things there cause there were too expensive for me... Just walked around and window shopping.

We got to have buffet at Singapore too! This is the first time I had buffet in Singapore and this I got to thanks to my uncle who loves to eat! (mummy was right, staying with uncle will definitely help me in gaining weight because he is really good in eating!)

I forgot the shop name... but it is a Japanese restaurant.

You can have steambot and also something like BBQ, I know it does look unhealthy when you see hangus hangus thing when you BBQ, but you can ask the waiters there to change a new aluminium foil for you. =)

Food were not bad but I got sick and didn't really satisfy my appetite... 

(Really make my face rounder after come back from Singapore... =( aiks.... )

Besides buffet, I got the chance to have my lunch in New York New York!

That's rare chance... I'm not sure KL got or not, but foods in new York new York are expensive! But I love the environment and the taste of the foods!

Well, I got myself this

Grill Atlantic Dory.

I got no idea what fish is that... but it really taste great! I can feel that is expensive because the amount of the fish given were so little compare to other dishes... I love it!

The last day before we back to Malaysia, we got the chance to go a place... I forgot where was it... but I took the picture of giant Stitch!!! 

A huge one!!!

I bought myself all the New Year clothes... Super satisfy with the shopping but sad because didn't get the chance to stay longer....

I didn't get back to Kuantan once I finish my holiday in Singapore because I need to go Gram's house to help her out to celebrate Tang Yuan!!!

After the celebration, sister and I back to Kuantan while that time was my brother's turn to go Singapore...

We took turn... @@

p/s: I ate a lot in this holiday...

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Who Are YOU!!!

Lots of things happen this few days. I went to Singapore and I got lots of pictures to update! 

I went to Singapore on 17th and supposed back to Malaysia on 21st night, but because of someone then I had to sacrifice my holiday and back early to Malaysia.

I got lots of plan before depart to Singapore.  Wanted to go on 16th together with my aunts who going back to Singapore but relatives are coming to Kuantan so I can't just leave them and go Singapore! So I delayed. Delayed to 17th. The relatives that went to my house wanted to go Singapore too, so no choice we went together.

I was so rush! I bought ticket on 17th that day, brought my bro along to the bus station and asking tickets around.  I even scolded by my bro who are not understanding at all! I told him that if can't get any ticket for that day itself, then I think I will go SG on 18th and back on 22nd, but I can't because one of my cousin has to come back early to take her PMR result! Then I told my bro that if not because of trying to manage my time to them, I would have bought ticket for 18th! 

Guess what my bro scolded me? He told me that why don't I think of people were managing their time to mine! (because I don't want to go SG after 22nd cause it would be too rush for me since I'm going back to Labuan on 1st) I got silent... I didn't want to fight in public. He doesn't know any plan of it and he scolded me. (well, he got understand at the end I guess, cause I told him that I wanted to go Sg on 16th at first!)

And then because of that girl again, we have to come back to Malaysia on 20th night instead on 21st night.  

During the trip, I see through lots of things.

Just realize that she is so not easy... Every steps that she makes, there will be definitely something behind. Can't read her mind. She always bullied her sister to do this and that, and make her own advantage. People think that she is so good but nobody can see that she is actually bullying her sister!

The worst thing is her mother doesn't see all this, maybe is because her mother put all her attention on her work and her son.

This feller does know how to turn her face in one second time to get treat by others. She is very clever on acting too. Well, I can see that she will have great future if she didn't make any wrong choice... or else she will drop into a very deep hole...

Wondering why I don't want to guide her and give her advise? Because I was trap by her once. Now I know, I think I better be silent and help her sister who being bullied...

p/s: if you see this, you better change!

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Is all around ME

Went to grandma's house last few days, that's why I can't really update my blog cause there are no software that I need to resize my pictures from camera and there are lots of mosquitoes attacked me while I was sitting at the computer table... It was really like dissaster when attacking by mosquitoes while I can't really kill it due to I'm too slow motion than mosquitoes who flying around....

Is my birthday month and is my cousin's birthday month too! (both of us have the same birthday date! but we seldom celebrate together since he stays in Singapore and I'm in Malaysia)
We got cake to eat. Although it is not a birthday cake but it is a very delicious cake. Is just a normal cake but it really does look like birthday cake.
Is delicious and it looks nice too!!!

It does look delicious right?
I didn't bluff you de lo... >.<

And then there are something I would like to show you, that is
deng... deng... deng...

Do you see this kind of washing machine before? I bet no.
Because this washing machine is very old fashion, even the shop seller also said that nowadays this kind of washing machine doesn't exist anymore!
Huh, but my grams still used it until I'm 21.
Long enough~ (seriously I don't know how to use this kind of washing machine, that's why this always be my excuse to avoid from helping my mom to put the clothes into the washing machine.)

Stayed around a week in gram's house then drive back home by bringing another cousin back to Kuantan.  He finished his A level, waiting for the result and since he is so free so he decided to stay in Malaysia and play! (he is from Singapore too!)

The next day, another family came to our house.
Went to a nice restaurant but they said the food is not that good although the environment is nice!

Well, this is not trying to help them to promote but if you want you can make booking because there are super crowded if you didn't go early or you went during weekend!!!

p/s: I'm now in Singapore.

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Aih

There are so noisy outside there, I should say I can still here those noise even though I'm wearing head phone listening to Lee Hom's songs!
Don't they know that is late now?
I'm super sleepy already...

p/s: want to do APN now... but no pencil and paper at grandma's house... @@

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真感叹。。。

真的很感叹。。。

才发现，
原来我没有真正的朋友。。。
原来很多时候有问题时都是自己吞下去。。。
原来没有真正可以诉苦的对象。。。
原来没有可以撒娇的对象。。。
原来有很多很多的原来。。。

真的都才发现。
在家我都会跟妈妈撒娇，那在外面时，有朋友给我撒娇吗？好像都没有噢。。。
每次在外面时，我都得露出一个坚强的样子，露出不在乎的样子，露出让身边的人都看不清我的想法、不让他们真正的进入自己的世界。但其实是自己想因为让别人以为自己很做作，而作出的表情和动作，其实都很在乎，却常常装作不在乎。。。
也真的才发现，
自己在外面的时候都是一个人的，自己都得解决自己的事，想依赖，但是又不信任、对别人没有信心。。。想自己做，可是有心单力不足。。。
唉！无奈。。。

朋友真的很难找吗？
还是因为常常把自己锁起来？
唉，越来越不了解自己了。。。
是不是该去拜访辅导室了？
呃。。。

有谁愿意做我朋友？
真正的朋友。。。
你明白吗？
那种在我有困难都会在身边的朋友
那种可以嘻嘻哈哈、哭哭啼啼在一起的朋友
那种可以依赖的朋友
那种可以每天见面都不会闷的朋友
那种可以露出真正的一面给对方的朋友
那种在一起是不会感到任何的压力的朋友

我想，
应该没有吧？
我想，
应该只有家人吧？

p/s: 只是一个很单纯的朋友。。。

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Help Yourselves Until It's Too Late

Realize that lots of friends and even relative are very choosy in their food. They are not just choosy not to eat this and that because it is not delicious but they are also choosy in not eating vegetables!

I have lots of friends around me that having bad habits that is choosing all the food that they dislike out from the food they going to take aside. They just can't ignore it and put them into their mouth.
Sometimes when I see the food that they going to throw away like onions or veges, then I will take it and feed myself, because that are healthy food and when there are no much vegetables I can take in Labuan.

This morning I saw one of my cousin choosing all the vegetable aside when we were having our breakfast together, I feel annoying when I saw her action, but I didn't voice out or do any reaction to avoid being hatred.
Then mama did mention about one of her friend being checked that she got high blood pressure.
It is dangerous to have high blood pressure you know?  You might having heart disease, stroke!
Now that aunty is searching ways to eat healthy.
Do you know that eating healthy is not to cure any disease? But is to prevent disease to happen!
So please love your family and yourselves by eating all vegetables!!!
Don't be choosy please!!!

Every vegetables does have its own minerals and vitamins so don't abandon those vegetables that you don't eat because you will make them feel sad...
=p

p/s: I don't eat brinjal (a.k.a. egg plant) but I make them delicious my way so that I eat them. =)

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Stop Asking Those Question LA!!!

Every time when I get back home from Labuan, some of the people will ask me
"Cai Yi, you got boy friend already ma?"
and my answer is always
"No lar!!!"

Really got no idea why have to ask me that question, if I have one already I will sure let you all know de ma...
Plus if I don't want to tell you all, you all will find out one day also de la... Takkan this will hide forever...
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Argh!!!
Just stop asking whether I got boy friend or not liao...
Because it is not my control to have a boy friend.
I'm not like your daughter either because I feel uncomfortable to have one even though sometimes feel want to have one when I'm facing personal problem...

So!
Stop asking!!!

p/s: but I love to ask people, "ei, you got boy friend / girl friend liao ma" =p

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原来。。。

有化妆但是没有画眉毛，还是一样像鬼。。。
~.~

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The Feeling Comes Again

I'm wondering why I will feel that way?
Is it period is coming?
Sigh...
I'm just too easily feel upset today...
Aih...
So, don't make me angry!

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Fei Fei Sou Sou Fei Fei @@

Actually life is really fat fat and thin thin...
When you grow fat means that you are living under good conditions, when you grow thin means you got nothing to eat.
I grow fat and thin and fat and thin... Until now also dunno is fat or thin... (I know that now I'm King Kong)

Just now I went to cut my hair, the aunty said I fat bit bit liao...
Then I told mama about what the aunty told me, mama said her friend that she met last few days said I thin liao wor... @@
I really like sweat lo!!!
Mama's friend said I was so fatter when I was in form6!!!
OMG!!!
Where got o??????
I am the fattest one la now!!!

Really fat fat sou sou fat fat again lo...
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now fat fat also right??

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My Day =)

Is my day already. I am now adult, no more small kid, but I know I'm always my papa's and mama's small kid forever!
Well, I celebrated my day very silently and quitely.

I got no surprise for my birthday like others do
I got no many friends to celebrate with like others do
I got no many presents like others do
I got no big card like others do
I got no birthday party like others do
I got no many friends surrounded around me and sing birthday song to me
I have to buy birthday cake myself
I didn't get to have meal with papa

My birthday wasn't full of surprise...
But

I got around 200 wishes sent to me
I got Baskin Robin ice-cream birthday cake
I got 'Key' from both papa and mama

I got to eat Korean Food as my dinner
I got to eat lok lok with mama
I got to hang out with mama
I got birthday song from mama and brother

I got Korean Food as my dinner~
I went dinner with Mama and Brother, the food was nice and I will to go again for sure!

And then I got Ice-cream cake as my birthday cake! It was expensive but yummy!!! That is the tastiest cake I ever had!!!
The box there somemore got instruction on how to cut cake de lo!!!
Zadao!!!

I didn't have time to book cake for myself, so mummy dropped me outside the shop and I went in to buy myself, that's why it is very ordinary cake actually! It is funny to buy myself a cake right? No choice, nobody willing to buy one and give a surprise to me like everybody experienced!
But luckily there were still got cake at the shop there~

Mummy helped me to put on the candle, she is shy to see her picture in my blog, so I have to blur up her face... Maybe she wants to be secretly gua~

I really love to eat the cake but the strawberries are too sour already!!!
I was so touching even though only got 2 of them sang song to me, I cried cause nobody wanted and willing to celebrate to me but my family do!!!  (Family are always by the side whenever you got zero friends) *hearts*

During the day time, I went out for shopping with mama, she bought me this as well!

Love her so much!!!

I didn't get to eat dinner with papa with the reason he got work to do... aih, but is okay cause he brought me to breakfast just now already~
Nevermind la, forgive him, because he gave me present too!!!
Papa gave me at night when I was about to sleep.  He wanted to bring me to supper but I was too tired so I rejected, he just hand in this to me and back...
(I'm happy that he remembers my birthday)

That's why I said I got 2 'Keys' from papa and mama~
(is this the advantage of having divorced papa and mama?? hmm.... =.=|||)

Before the night ends, I read a book!

Is a nice book!
Really a nice one~

I guess that's enough for me, because I got so much love from them~
really LOVE them so much~

p/s: even daddy also asked why friend didn't celebrate birthday with me... what should I answer? Because they got boyfriend liao and ignore me?
p/s: this really make me disappointed when you ask me to give surprise birthday to others while I get nothing when it is my day. =(
p/s: I'm happy although I didn't get to celebrate with papa, mama, brother, and sister all together...

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Lalala~

I think I should stop the daily routine already.
It might be very stupid or nonsense but I think it is reasonable to stop already~
Nothing I can do actually, just stop nia la...
Because if you really do care about me, you don't really have to wait for my information de...
If you really do care about me, then you will search yourselves right?
So, I choose to give up and let go ba~

Cheers~

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Birthday Eve?

I got wonderful dinner just now, got lots of dishes leh~
Mummy said that is birthday eve wor... really sweat lo... =p

Since Mc Chicken Supreme left 2 days, so I wanted to eat so much and make it as supper!
Can't believe mummy allowed me to eat also~
*happy*

I'm going to be 21st already...
Hmm...
Old ady lo...
Don't hope this day to come actually so that I don't have to be adult!
But I know that this kind of thinking is kinda stupid, cause time won't stay for me...

p/s: don't feel like answering any phone calls from you all leh... (not all my friends)

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大蒜 · Garlic

大蒜的保健作用：

1. 强力杀菌
2. 防治肿瘤和癌症
3. 排毒清肠，预防肠胃疾病
4. 降低血糖，预防糖尿病
5. 防治心脑血管疾病
6. 保护肝功能
7. 旺盛精力
8. 预防感冒

功用很多吧，所以要吃多哦~

除此之外，大蒜还能减肥，降低当固醇~

吃多多吧！

Those who don't understand Mandarin can see this website too~
http://www.greathomeremedies.com/herbs/garlic.html

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无聊

不久前。。。
妈咪：咦，这家电脑可以玩吗？
我：玩啦！
妈咪就坐下来，然后手放滑鼠，动一动滑鼠。。。
妈咪：咦，hang 住了！！！滑鼠不能动的？？？！！！
我：=.=  滑鼠都没有插进去！！！
我跟弟弟就一阵狂笑~
真的好无奈。。。

刚刚。。。
（因为我在看《少年四大名捕》）
我：无情和冷血有什么分别？（冷血和无情在戏里是人的名字）
妈咪：一个是无情，一个是冷血。。。
我：=.=||| 这个我也知道啦！！！

唉~
真的好无奈。。。

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Aih...

Finally get to start at least one thing of APN de for this holiday.  It is so hard for me because I don't feel like going out this few days and finally I get to go out.. @@
Bought the tali and the biji biji for the lucky knot and it already cost me RM5...
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Kinda expensive actually, because that is just for sample de lo
(can I claim them back?)

I spend almost an hour to finish up this which been rejected as well, so may be I can post it here.

How is it? I feel is nice leh. =p

Argh!!!
I really no mood to do APN thing now leh... especially I'm totally in holiday mood!!!
I'm really stress and almost every night I will dream of Alvin that ask me not to forget to do APN thing lo...
@@|||
STRESS!!!!!!!!!

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肥了咯

本来讲好回来家要开始减肥的，但是现在不但没有见到非还增肥咯！！！
唉，好无奈。。。
之前还很大口气说回来一定会减到肥的，哪里知道现在却越减越肥。。。
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突然觉得自己有点像高版的大番薯（老夫子里的大番薯）
因为大番薯常常要减肥而运动，可是却越来越肥咯。。。
唉。。。

回来家就应该吃好吃的对不对？
我也酱觉得咯，所以就吃咯，还帮弟弟和妈妈准备好吃的。。。
也就因为将越变越肥 @@

真的好烦恼！！！
很多事情要烦！！！
烦死了！！！

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:'-(

Sad...

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I Just Don't Like To

This few days there are so many friends are having birthday celebration.
They invited me as well.
Some were msn me and asked me and some were sms me to ask me,
but I don't feel like going and rejected already.
I just want to stay at home actually...
Why when I want to stay at home, then there will be lots of invitation?
While when I want to go out, nobody cares to ask me out?
Sigh...
Sorry...

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Lalala~

Since Hui Yuan asked me to bring her to TC last Friday, so I keep its promise and brought her to TC today.  (For your information, TC is a place's name.  Is actually a famous beach in Kuantan)

Went out at 8am then we went to the seaside and walk around.

This is the present that I got during my 2008's birthday present. =)

The weather was so nice this morning, wasn't too hot and too sunny, love the weather so much and it is a very good weather to walk around~

Went out with her, took lots of her pictures but I know that she will shy shy de, so just post this one la... 

After that we went Hoi Yin to have our breakfast, really miss the curry there. =)

Yesterday night I was too boring then I brought out my camera and went to capture things around me.

First was this: 

That is Agriolimax Agrestis (Linnaeus) which we also call that as 鼻涕虫 in Mandarin. Is very disgusting worms... Ugly as well! 

Yuck...

Then I took picture of my dog ---> Dong Dong

Don't ask me why his eyes are green in color, I also don't know...

He really looked ugly and scary here with his green eyes... It looks like he is wearing contact lens lo... @@

He is really fierce sometimes,

But he is cute when play with the toy that I gave him~

Dong Dong really fierce when he bite something or you force him to do something that he dislike, but he is nice with us, everyone of us~
Muacksss~

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