肥胖

最近我和朋友都一直为之个问题烦恼，尤其是我，一旦想到自己肥了、胖了，就很无奈的大大力叹气。
我知道对一些人来说肥胖不是一个很大的问题，只是身体不健康的一个象征，可是对我来说肥胖不只代表了一个人是否健康也代表了一个人的表现和人缘。

也许他说得对，我太以外表为主，什么事都看外表来判断。这个我在这里大大力的点头，因为我真的是先看一个人的外表来处事的。
比如说，两个智力跟智慧还有学问的女人是一样的，但是一个比较漂亮，一个样子比较普通；又或者说一个胖跟一个身材很好的去应征，你说老板会请谁？
我觉得老板会请身材好的那个咯（又或者比较漂亮那个）。

不喜欢？
没有你不喜欢的选择，除非你做老板咯。
这个世界就是这么的残酷，每个人都会先看外表的。。。
一前人就说内在美最重要，外在美是次要；可是现在的人是认为外在美比较重要，内在美是次要。。。

很现实对吧？

p/s：这纯粹是个人意见，如果不喜欢可以不要看。

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Home Time

I know home is the best place to rest and relax, but recently I find I'm really boring at home.  I have my daily routine to do, but I couldn't find a thing that can make myself feel I'm useful!

It is difficult to understand my situation, because you might think that I can do all the housework when I am boring, or maybe you might think that at least I have something to do.

Sigh.

Some more last weekend I didn't go out anywhere to walk but staying at home beside went out to have our dinner, so make me feel like I have been staying at home since last Thursday! (Since I come back from Ipoh, I realize I didn't go out to have my happy hour...)

I love staying at home, but I dislike staying at home with no entertainment (entertainment here not including dramas and movies from laptop or television).  I need some fresh air to breath, I need to get out of the house to walk around.  I didn't ask for more, window shopping in the mall can satisfy me too!  But the poor thing is, mummy is busying with her work, and sister is going to have her examination next week, how I gonna ask them out?

Alright, I forgot about my brother, I did ask him out for movie, but mummy didn't seem happy with it, so end up didn't go for any movies or shopping for the whole week!  I only went supermarket with mummy to buy veges... o(╯□╰)o   Bro has his happy hour with his friends, you know la, guys usually are allowed to go out till late not like me.

Some more recently I got the feeling that my friends didn't really wanna go out with me (this is just what I feel), I feel that they need some one to accompany or no transport so they ask me out.  Super disappointed with this so I rather don't want to go out with them some more I don't mind to lose this kind of friend.

I wanted to update my blog with lots of wonderful stories but too bad that really nothing happen this whole week! Super boring.  Watching drama is the only entertainment for me.

But luckily just now when I suggested to mummy that I wanna go out to breath mall's 'fresh air', she got no special expression of not encourage me to go out.

Seriously hope I can go for shopping tomorrow...

p/s: I don't really like to shop during weekends as the mall will be people mountain people sea... I dislike crowded place...
p/s: A friend of mine keep saying that she is fat, make me feel like I'm obese already cause nobody say that she fat but I am the one who always been told that I seriously need to diet. =(

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无聊

最经真的好无聊
好像没有东西做，想睡觉罢了
觉得自己很想窝囊废。。。

囧

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谢谢你

谢谢你肯踏出第一步。
觉得我们还是可以做好朋友的。

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Old Friend

I know that today is her birthday and Happy Birthday I wish here.  She called me and asked me to go to her house to have lunch together as her daddy made laksa!
I pretended nothing happen and I can hear that she sound disappointed! (gotcha!)

So I went her house with empty hands.  I didn't buy any present at all! I mean I don't even have time to prepare present and I'm so so so sorry about that.  (Tomorrow gonna do some replacement for that. )
I went there early as I promised and I met new friends.

I met 3 of them, aren't they cute?
Yeap, they are my new friends! I like Lady the most! (the third picture)
The dog in the second picture so scare of stranger, she doesn't dare to come near me and doesn't allow me to go near her.  But I managed to touch her at the end still she doesn't close to me yet.

After playing with doggies I had my lunch.  Let me tell you, the laksa of Uncle John made is awesome! Seriously they are healthier than laksa outside because of the less salty of the soup.  I really wish to have the chance to learn to make it but I am not sure whether I am going to have this opportunity or not.
(Ops, didn't take any pictures of the laksa, I should have do so...)

p/s: I didn't want to but I got no choice because I can't be that selfish.

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分享~

在恋爱？
给你们参考参考~

p/s: 准吗？？

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*Dislike Dislike Dislike*

I dislike!

But what I can do, I can only sit down there and silently do my own stuff.

Nobody would take attention on me, except no one.

So, I will just do anything that I think is right and anything that I think I wanna do.

No more consideration on others since nobody considerate about me out there.

p/s: Sometimes I really hope I can shout out loud on what I feel... I seriously hate hiding...

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Disappointment

SPCA has organized an event and the event was at Kuantan last Sunday, I was so excited cause I thought I can see lots of dogs and puppy.  Dog lovers usually will bring their dogs to the event to participate the competition they organize.

Since I wanted to go to the event so much, so I prepared myself, but when I was about to go out with my family, my brother called.  He said: don't bring Dong-Dong here (dong dong is my dog) because there were full of cats! No dog at all!!!
wtf...
I want to see all cute dogs like previous year! Not cats la...
Really very disappointed with that.
T_T

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~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦

等下要跟动物们约会！
有点紧张~
嘻嘻~

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烂心情

心情就是不好。。。

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Hair Cut

Wanted to have fringe but there are some of them who think that people with big face do not suitable with fringe, so I didn't cut my fringe until just now finally I went to salon and cut them.

Here is how I look like now:

So?
Without fringe better or with fringe I look better?
Let me know, thank you!

p/s: no make up that's why look very ugly... XD

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Trip To Ipoh

I wanted to go Ipoh so much, but I never been there before except when I visit grandpa and grandma there.  Because of family issue I didn't meet them for 7 years already.
7 years are really long period and I am not close to them already, nothing to talk to them.

Finally I got the chance to go Ipoh, but the reason of going there is not for holiday but to attend funeral.
My grandma passed away.
To be frankly, I got no strong feeling on this as I am not that close like last time, I used to close to her but not now.
Tears? I'm not cold-hearted, there definitely some tears on my face when I saw her lying down there with cold body.

I got no much feeling on that, I don't really feel sad but I treat that journey as a holiday for me.  We have to be vegetarian for that 3 days as respect but too bad I didn't really follow that. =p
Last time we didn't allow to wear colored shirt especially red and yellow, but this time they asked us to wear red when my grandma cremation.
Weird huh?

What I know is that death are all around us, you will never know who will die next second.
Just don't forget to tell your loves one how much you love them.

p/s: Ipoh really got lots of food!!!
p/s: Ipoh's weather is super hot!

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Movie Marathon

I have been long time didn't watch movies in a day, I think the last time I did this was 2 years ago.  (If not mistaken...)
Since I might not around next weekend plus I didn't watch movie for 2 weeks already, so I went to watch 2 movies today!  And I watch Mr. Popper Penguins and Harry Potter.

If you ask me which of the movie above I prefer, I think I will answer you: Mr. Popper Penguins!
Why?!
Because that movie is funny and most important thing I feel touch at the end of the story!
I don't want to talk much about Harry Potter, because some of them said nice and some of them said not nice as the story in the cinema is different from the story in the book, while friends are all give Mr. Popper Penguins good comments!

Oh ya, I wore my green color lens!  My friend said it doesn't suit to Asian (I knew about that) but I don't look ugly, just doesn't suit me... >.<

 with flash

 without flash

without flash (in front of light)

So what do you think?
I will never try any other color than black, gray and brown...  Other colors really suit my skin color, my hair color and obviously me!!!
Feel like wasted when I feel like throwing away this lens, but I don't know when to wear them again!
o(╯□╰)o

p/s: don't know who in the cinema laugh so loud! >.<
p/s: I like the ending of Mr. Popper Penguins because they finally get to stay together.
p/s: today ate a lot but done nothing.

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Boredome Drowned Me

I have to find something to do if not I gonna die of boring...

How's the color?

I like them, my nude nail polish~

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糯米鸡

每次当我想吃糯米鸡时都只可以到外面的店吃，不过这一次我自己做！

怎么样？
样子是不错吧！有模有样是不是？？
呵呵~
味道还不错哦！
嘻嘻~

p/s: 下个目标：烧卖

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Count On Me

Korean's


English's

Which one nicer?
I like both!

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WoW

从来没有用过两个小时来煮一顿，可是今天破纪录！用了两个小时！！！
多亏弟妹要我当司机。。。o(╯□╰)o

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坦白还是相信

人家说：情侣之间应该要坦白，不可以有任何的隐瞒。

也有人说：情侣之间应该要互相信赖、相信，不可以怀疑对方。

“如果说你说我跟你不够坦诚，那我也可以说你不信任我，所以才会怀疑我隐瞒你。。。”
我觉得情侣之间应该有时候该坦诚，有时候该隐瞒，应该要有各自的空间。。。
那你觉得应该坦诚还是信任？

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Last Day Of Work

Guess I will just skipped my 9th, 10th and 11th day of work and straight away concentrate on my last day of work.
(I know I'm lazy and nothing to say about!)

I was so excited with my last day of staying in the mall doing nothing.  LoL

Working in the mall really doesn't suit me because I got nothing to do there!  Seriously nothing because the manager doesn't allow us to bring laptop there!
Beside than laptop I really got no idea what can I do to reduce my boring-ness there.
Hurmp...
I know you been asking how I watch movies when I was there as the manager doesn't allow us to bring laptop.  My colleague who brought the laptop there actually resigned and this is the last month she works there, so she doesn't care whether the manager gonna scold her or not, since she is just waiting time to pass until 31st of July.
Yupe, seriously I have to thank her because without her I really gonna get mad when I have to work for 12 hours.  Hahaha~

Now I'm officially free of work!  I can do anything I want~ woohoo!!!

p/s: I want to go KL...

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7/11/2011

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7th & 8th Day Of Work

I supposedly go work at 6pm on Friday but I didn't, I went there early and early around 3 hours.  I got no transport for 4pm shift, 6pm shift is like gonna face traffic jam, so I went at 2.30pm.

Super early...

But since I already used to the environment there and I can do anything I like there when I free, so I went early... (I go there early, I also can get my money de)

Usually Friday, Saturday and Sunday there will be an event there and this week I think is about children.  They played kids' songs on Friday, kinda missing my childhood.

I got no idea I didn't sing and listen to the kids' songs for how long already.

While doing my stuff, I listen to the music...

*enjoy*

No movie for Friday as my colleague didn't bring her laptop, so I just read my comic when I free.

Since someone is going back to KL as he got work to do in KL, so he treat me lunch.  (He promised to... =p)

I wanted to go Black Pearl (steakhouse) but mama said don't be greedy as someone is still young got not much money, so at the end went to eat GCB only.

Since I wanted to eat again once I got back from Labuan and to safe someone's vitamin M, so went for this. =))

I wanted to eat in the restaurant, but it was too crowded.  Guess where we went? We went Taman Gelora. >.<|||  (Taman Gelora is a place that people jog and exercise)

Took our food and go under the shade and eat there.  Sound like picnic right... 

Oh ya, forget to mention that I met a friend before we went to buy McD.  I met him once before this, but surprising me is he still remember my name!  I called my name and guess what I replied him?  "Er... who are you?"

Haha, I'm really sorry... I didn't really expect to meet you anywhere as we don't know each other very well.  =p

Got to work after that.  Yesterday was kinda busy.  

Once I reach the shop, there were stocks that just arrived.  I have to help them to check stock and iron the shirts.  And there are lots of customers keep coming in, I didn't get the chance to sit down for 2 hours!  Oh man... Damn tired...

I didn't eat proper dinner last night as I was still very full with GCB! @@  Just bought a piece of cake.  

But after work I went yamcha and ate spaghetti.  Damn!  I ordered the wrong food, it was super spicy!  

Okayh, the picture above is the present I got from someone.  I don't think it is nice at first, but after I come back home and have a closer look at it, it is really cute!  Haha.  (even my sis said so~)

p/s: everybody changed.  Did I change also?

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知足？要求？

人常常说知足常乐，做人要懂得满足，不要什么都想要。
得到了，就该满足，不要得过且过，想要更多。

但是有些人却说，做人要懂得对自己有要求。
要提升自己。
得到了这个，就要提升要求再得到那个。。。

你觉得呢？

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Make It Shine!

Everybody does face lots of conflicts and problems, if you never voice out, then nobody knows what you thinking.
Say out what you think and what you feel.
Don't blame others for not understand you as you never let them know.
Life is always shinning if you want it to be.

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6th Day Of Work

Suddenly feel that time pass very fast.  Last Saturday I was still upset of accept this job, but now I don't feel that emo when I am about to go to work.

Monday and Wednesday I have to work for full time because one of the promoter have their holiday; Tuesday and Thursday I work at 6pm until 10pm because one of the promoter work until 6pm only; Friday, Saturday and Sunday supposedly I have to work at 4pm until 10pm but since my friend work at 6pm, so she asked me to work at 6pm on Friday too.  Since I can find more money just in that 2 hours and there is nothing I can do at home except from watching drama and online, so I decided to go work at 4pm tomorrow.
^0^

When I work with the young promoter only I got movie to watch, when I work with the older promoter I got lots of story to hear.  When they didn't 'entertain' me, I can do my own stuff!
It is the easiest job ever I guess, just I always complain complain and complain.  Furthermore, I don't have to do anything else beside serving the customers.

p/s: don't get jealous on others because you will never know what they actually gone through.

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5th Day Of Work

5th day already, means I still have one week to go!  =D
Boredom never leave me alone, I still feel boring from the first day until now, but something changed.

I brought my comics and word puzzle there to spend my time with.
I chit chat with the other promoter there.

Yesterday I watched movie there since one of the promoter brought her laptop there.  You know la, watch dramas or movies are the best way to spend our time especially when we got nothing to do.
Today the promoter that usually brought her laptop is in holiday, so I got no movie to watch.  I chit chat with another promoter there.
From 10am we talked until 1pm, we talked about the same topic!  (powerful right, and most of the time I just nodded my head, she is the one who talk none-stop!)  I was hungry, so I went to buy lunch for myself.  After I had my lunch, we talked again!!!
Wow!  I never know that this topic can discuss for this long!  Hurmp... I know gossip is a very bad habit, but I'm not the one who start it!

Today didn't spend much time on comic but spent lots of time talk talk and talk.

p/s: sometimes just don't make things serious.

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4th Day Of Work

4th day already, today I don't feel any awful or boring today.  =D
I just have to work for 4 hours.  Yeap, is like went there for shopping.
I watched movie again today, that's why my time pass fast.  (fast but not very fast.)

Oh ya, my specs are here!  I told you before right, that I finally went to change a new specs!

How it looks like? It doesn't look very nice when it put on me, but I feel very comfortable when wear it!
Hehe~
I look funny when I wear it too!!!
Hehe~

p/s: looking at her, feeling jealous... There is always someone who fetch her back, love her and care about her.
p/s: so do I in other way round. =p

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3rd Day Of Work

Countdown countdown!!!  Seriously hate this job but I still have to put my smile on my face everyday when I go for work!
Argh!!!
Feeling like I am wasting my precious time just because of that money!  How can I betray myself with that?!
Sigh...

These 12 days gonna be like staying in hell, especially Monday and Wednesday.  I do nothing for that 12 hours! Like yesterday only got one success transaction, other customers came in and look around then went away already.
I went there punctual before 10am, then I help to clean the mirrors and door by wiping them with wet cloth.  (never know that I have to do all this... =.=)  Then bring out my book and start reading... (comic only la)
Alright, time from 10am until 2pm passed very fast, but after that, time pass slow like one minute is like one hour... @@|||

I don't use much energy there, planned to skip my lunch or dinner or just eat little bit.  (I brought some biscuit there)  Who knows mummy said if I don't eat proper meal, she gonna bring proper meal for me!  >.<
I don't want to trouble her because she is working!  So I have to buy food to eat even though I'm still not hungry...
Sigh...

I wish these 12 days can pass very fast so that I don't have to stay in air-cond room for so long time.  My lips gonna crack and my skin become very dry dy...
>.<|||

p/s: babies are cute!!!

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2nd Day Of Working

It is second day already, the feeling of boring gone!
Guess why?  Cause I got to watch movie in the shop!
Thank God.
The boring-ness gone. =p

Looking at the customers especially female who pregnant, they are beautiful!  Seriously they are incredible because they able to bring a big 'basketball' on their waist!
*salute*

Went to PC fair before I went to work, bought a new mouse and nothing else... >.<
It was so crowded!!!  Fuh...
I didn't buy any pendrive or harddisk at the end of the PC fair, but luckily bro's friend able to keep one 500GB harddisk for me.  Bro is so nice to me and help me to pay first since I haven't get my salary yet.
*muacksss*

Mama bought me dinner today.  Told her not to, but sis told me that she was unhappy when I say no need... Since she insists to bring dinner for me, so I took it.  I know she worried about me and scare that I didn't have dinner to eat.

I felt lots of love today!
Fuh...
Today should be Love Day!!!

p/s: finally make my spectacles already, waiting them ask me to go and take.
p/s: saw those pregnant mummy... suddenly got the strong feeling to become a mother also... >.<

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7/3/2011

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First Day Work

As I mentioned in the previous post that I will start my part-time job today.  Since today is Saturday, my shift is 4pm until 10pm.
I thought: is only 6 hours, maybe it wouldn't be that long.  The time might pass very fast.
Reality: Shyt! *looking at the time* (is only 5pm) Why la I feel like I already been 5 hours there...

Spending time there is like hell long!
I got nothing to do when I was there.  When the customers are there, I serve them.  When they are not there, I do nothing!
Can you imagine how boring I am????!!!!
I seriously don't understand why there are some people can work in mall.  I wonder how they spend their time there!!!
Now I'm 100% confirm that I can't work in the mall for long time.  I feel like dying you know staying in the mall for this long!
>.<|||

Alright I still got 11 days to go! sigh...
48 hours minus 6 hours, I still have 42 hours to stay in the mall.
T_____________T
Such a disaster for me...
Luckily the workers there are friendly, at least they talk and chit-chat when there are no customer around.

Oh, by the way they gave me banana...
Ha...

I ate it already, seriously no idea what is the different with the yellow banana...
Hurmp...

p/s: please help me... I wish the time will pass very very fast when I am working... T____T

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1st July

July is here and this means that I have already wasted my precious time at home for a month!
WTF!!!
Anyhow I still manage to reduce mama's work on helping her do all the housework.  She doesn't have to worry about what bro and sis eat for lunch and dinner.
And this make me turn to me housewife where now my friends are calling me as 'si lai' (师奶)...

Helping mama in cooking make me learn a lot of recipe, started to cook something that I never try before and I found out that cooking is interesting! Guess bro and sis do have good days when I am still in Kuantan.  After this I bet they gonna miss me, especially my food!
Ha!

Tomorrow will be my first day of working.  Part-time job.  Seriously part-time, only for 12 days and within this 12 days I only have to work for 48 hours.
>.<
I don't know how I gonna stay in a small shop for that long...  Saturday and Sunday I will have to stay there for 6 hours...
Omg...

Guess I will have to start to countdown for the working period...

p/s: thinking positive way --> I can know new friends... @@

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