Saturday, July 18, 2009

Voice from the heart

Is really fast, now I only realize that I have been in Labuan for 3 weeks.
Unbelievable!!

I still remember that I said I wanted to move out from this sucks place and cried for 2 nights here.
I really hate this place.
Just imagine that you are in a very very hot place and you still have to live at that hot place without water until September.
What will you think of when you yourself are in this kind of situation?

I don't know, cause everybody's opinion is different.

maybe is because I'm not tough enough to face all this kind of challenges.
or just maybe I'm a coward.


But now, honestly is true that the weather here is very very hot and lots of problems like water and electricity problems, but still I'm glad that I study at here.

first few days, I cannot stand for the inconvenient here, and all this make me miss my family and friends so much.
when ever I was doing, I will sure thought of them.
I even very miss the moment where we spend time together, laugh together, spend whole day in Starbucks together.

gen-sport, marathon, gen-circle, functions, bp, or even just a small gathering till midnight.
really miss that time.

today, I am in the place where there got no air-conditioner which is very heaty and uncomfortable.

I manage to stay at here more than 2 hours.

at the first few minutes, I sweat a lot but now I feel some wind.

this is call human, I finally understand and get what you said to me.
Human can adapt to every environment although the environment is very very poor. this is call human.

I already used to the life here and I didn't cry for long already only when sometimes I miss you all too much.
don't forget that we have gone thru this much and hope we will still be together no matter what happen.


you guys raise me up and make me become this tough and I believe I did the same way and make you all as tough as me too.


Miss all of you.... every single of you.


run for your life...!!!

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