Free~~

Do you know how nervous am I just now
before I have my Physics paper 1?
I was really very nervous,
but please don't misunderstand.
I was nervous because this is the last paper.
I can't wait till it finish.
I want it to end very very fast...

Haha...
Finally no more STPM...
It's end for me...
don't care about the result yet.
Just relax and play...
HAhaha
I'm really free now... yeah..
Hurray

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Oh, Waste My Time

I went to Simpanan Nasional Bank just to settle my SSPN form thing today. Guess what the lady told me? She said that this is unavailable in that bank any more, Maybank and CIMB still got, why not I go try at there...

Oh!... Okay so I went to CIMB which is just walk for 5 mins will arrive. The banker said that I have to bring along my parent to apply SSPN... Oh... what the XXXX....
Oh... what can I do.. Have to go back and bring along my parent there lor...

Ish... waste my time only. What I don't understand is why when my friend went to apply at CIMB de time she went alone and she got no problem about that? Why when I want to apply then many many problems come out??

Oh I really hate that. Need to wait till my mom free then only can apply it... Oh... stupid...

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Tomorrow...

Tomorrow will be last day of STPM. It is quite pity that Physics paper 1 is the last paper in STPM. Bio students have already shout out for freedom loudly just now.
The moment the teacher said we can go out from the exam room, I want to go home as fast as I can, cause I do not want to listen to their cheering....
They already Merdeka, but we, physics students haven't... Oh how pity is that..
Hope tomorrow come soon and end very soon so that I also shout out Merdeka.... Yeah!

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Sleep

It has been three weeks from the starting point of STPM. I go study group early in the morning from around 8pm till 5pm then start again at 8pm till 12am every day. I also do not know how long I didn't sleep well.

Now, it is already 1st of December which mean that I only have 2 more papers to face and 3 more days to go. I slept more than I used to. After finish P.A 1, I start to sleep at 11am till 2pm. After my lunch, I slept again. I start my date with 'Mr. Chow' again at 4pm till 5pm and this time I really feel fresh when I woke up.

I am going to continue my study at 8pm tonight. No more sleep until 12am. This is a promise... Haha... 'Mr. Chow', I will date you at 12am.... See you then...

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Disappointed

Actually we had plan to go for holiday trip with friends 3 weeks after STPM. We had talked about this before STPM started, but things didn't go so well.

There will be four of us: Leong, Joe, Jerusha, and me might be going for trip. We planned this without Jerusha and I haven't tell he ranything yet about this trip. I felt fortunate because I haven't tell her yet, cause if I do sure she will feel disappointed too when she heard that the trip might be cancel...

This morning I just remembered that Joe is going to start his work during mid of December till Chinese New Year, so I told Leong about this, and he said that after Joe done his job, he might not in Malaysia. Cause Leong is going to China until March or April.

I feel so disappointed. No more trip then sure I need to work.... Oh no!! That's mean I got no holiday... How sad is that. I want to play after STPM, shopping, holiday...

Why everytime when I want to have something or want to do something, things never go well?? For example, when I first join St. John in SMART, the activities all gone during my year. Everytime when we plan to do something, sure something will go wrong and I am always do involve myself evertime when things do not go well...

Am I that unlucky? How sad. How disappointed. Just stand at my side to think, if you have already plan for it and it suddenly can't go as you wish, will you be sad or will disappointed? Yes, I do.. T_T

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