Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Just A Blog

It has been long time I didn't leave anything here. I don't know since when I become this busy. Compare to last time, I have to work in the morning and during night time, but it seems like now I'm more busy than last time. Lol
Last time I was busying working, working but now.... Haih, I also don't what I'm busying with...

Somemore now I'm thinking the best way to become like a ROBOT, I am trying so hard to make myself busy. But ROBOT still need to recharge and ROBOT need to do maintanance too. And now this ROBOT is VIRUS DETECTED.
Yup, you are right. I'm sick now. Actually is just a normal virus detect in my body. No need to go to see doctor de la. Absent to work today and trying to rest at home.

This few days, I keep quarreling with mummy. I know what's the problem but she just can't accept it, maybe when time pass she will understand.
Last time I seldom go to Starbucks and even never try to step into starbucks area before. But now I seems like step into starbucks area very often with 'my' laptop. Lol... Yup, you are right again. I'm using Wi-Fi to online at Starbucks every weekend. It is really make lots of fun. I'm glad that the workers there didn't kick me out of there although I didn't order any drinks or food from there. Lol....

Trying so hard to make my first step towards it.
But it seems like it is not that easy and not that difficult,
What I should do is just make more afford on it.
Hope I can success in Mid- May.
Really wanna attend myself on that event...

Friday, March 20, 2009


I received Mr. Lawrence phone call yesterday. That time I was in Yit-Tsiang's house and he was helping me to install the Microsoft Office into my laptop. (Actually is my dad's laptop)

Mr. Lawrence told me that I'm going to end my tuition this week. Firstly he told me that the form 4 class that I taught no need to teach liao cause there is teacher that can replace my place dy. But suddenly he told me that I no need to teach any tuition from next week which means that I'm totally free on every night from next week. Lol.

It is really sad at first because my second salary will be lost just like that but I can do nothing. At first place when I have tuition almost every night, I was thinking that it is very tired if I have tuition every night and hope that there are no tuition at night. But now my dreams come true. And now that I think that it is a sad thing when I got nothing to do at night. It is really very pity thing.

Sigh, really sad actually cause my salary become half of the actual amount dy. Which means I got no enough money to do my own things liao. But I go more time to do my own things. Sigh, really very 'fan'. I think I must really arrange my time more wisely so that I can find more extra money... Lol. It seems like my eyes got lots of $$ liao.... hahaha. Become like this dy ----> $.$

Anyway whatever is going to be, I must maintain my own thinking and maintain a good positive thinking which are I got more time on doing my own things at night and I can go out everyday without thinking that I'm not free at night.

God Bless Me!!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Personality Test

Thanks to Grace for telling this test...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Monday, March 16, 2009


I keep on asking my daddy to borrow me a laptop. Actually is asking him to give me one of his laptop. I think I have been asking him for long time and finally he really borrow me this one.

It had been a tired week last week. I don't think I got enough of rest although the time pass very fast during that week. Keeping on my work everyday. Busying here and there. I enjoy this kind of life actually. Busying from morning till night. I know that it is really tiring but at least I really use my time wisely and I feel that I'm not wasting my time by this way.

By the way I have learn lots of things last week. I really like to share with all my beloved friends and family but unfortunately I really can put it in my blog. It is kinda confidential. Sorry.

p/s: I'm using my daddy's laptop now... Lolzzz

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Saturday, normally we do nothing accept letting the children to watch cartoon and wait for the time pass. And I really happy with this kind of day. Saturday, I really love to be relax rather than working.

But they take the opportunity on us to make us busy on Saturday. They make us do more things. Maybe they think that we are robots. But robots need to recharge their energy too. They need to rest too. They take take for granted on us, we need to work more although it is Saturday and they only pay us so few.

The year 6 students are playing balls together. I was really boring that time. Nothing to do except put my eyes on them.
After they play the balls, they ran here and there. I really don't know what is so fun in running around and chasing around. Lol.

Finished playing liao of course need to bath de la, so they take their own bath and watched cartoon again.

Then some of the teacher prepare to make agar-agar at the kitchen. We asked all the students go to have a look on the procedure of making agar-agar.

"Come, come, come, come to see how to make agar-agar"

After few minutes, the long table are crowded with students liao.

First, boil water with some pandan leaves...

Then you need to take out the pandan leaves. "ouch, ouch, ouch, it is sooooo hot!!!"

"you can buy this in any super market, this is the most important ingredient to make agar-agar". Lol. (funny)

Put the agar-agar thingy into the hot pot which filled with boiled water.

Stir them. Wait till almost melt all.

Put in the sugar stick and stir them together untill all are readily melt.

If it isn't melt, then it will become like this.

Must really make sure that all the things inside the pot are melt then ny add milo to make them become brown colour.

Stir, stir, stir...

Almost ready...

Let's try the taste first.... "yum, yum"

Is done!!

Then pour the liquid into where you have decided to put.

And it is done!!!
Wait till the agar-agar become solid.
Then you can eat them...

Busy Week

Starting from this I become very very busy. Tiring. After taking STPM result, I really almost sleep at 1 o'clock in the morning everyday. Really tiring.

On the day I took my result, I really very dissapointed with the result I get. I really expect that I'll get this low. On that night, we went to Miss Irene's house to disscuss about the pointer to choose to go into local University. Actually I really scare that I can't go into Local University cause all the pointer are really very high.
After disscussing with Miss Irene, went out for yamcha that night with Yitsiang, Phui Yoke, Harn Wei, Han Leong and Wei Hong. Since I didn't see Han Leong for centuries, so I decided to join their yam cha in last minutes. And we are really xiao cause we yamcha till 2 o'clock in the morning. When I reach home and settle down my things, it was already 3 in the morning already.
I only got to sleep for 3 hours++ on that night.

Since that day, I really put most of my rest time on the computer and interneting. I want to settle down all my courses that I going to sumit up to UPU before 23th of March. Keep on searching the information and the pointer that suit me. Not much I can choose. Really very few that I can choose.

Really feel to take one day leave and sit infront of the computer for whole day to settle all those thingy. But it seems to be impossible cause the boss didn't seems to allow my leave although I haven't really take leave yet. I slept in the class everyday in this week when the students are doing their school work. Bad example!!

Somemore the water supply got problems for this few days. I need to bring water from the main paip outside my house into the bath room downstairs. Cold water. And no enjoyable during showering. Didn't get to release my stress from bathing. Really tiring.

Finally it is Saturday. I really hope that everyday is Sunday. I wanna have a very good rest on Sunday but I got something important to do on that day and the things that I need to do is also very tiring.

HOPE all the GOOD luck will come to me and the good luck will never end...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Final Result

Finally it comes. Most of the form 6 students are waiting this moment for a long time. Telling the truth, actually not all are hope to know about the result, but we must face it, aren't we?

Having a nighmare last night. The nightmare is same as the nightmare last time. It says that I get a very low pointer in my STPM result. Sigh, and the dream comes true. I really don't understand why every bad dream will come true and every good dream never come true? This is so unfair!!!

Still have to work today. No choice, cause if compare to Hui Yuan I am luckier. During the working time, I really got no mood to work at all. Nervous, difficult to concentrate in teaching. Damn, I knew that I'll be like that in the morning. That's why I want to take leave for whole day, but they not allow.

Finally it is already 12pm, I have tried to sms to know my result, but still no use. Cause I didnt get to know my result from the sms. Too nervous. I didn't eat much for lunch too.

At 1.00pm, I went to take my result. I found out that I got a very bad result. Really dissapointed with my result actually. Never thought that I'll get that low. Sigh.

Whatever la, just promise that I can get into University.

Wish me luck!!!

Monday, March 9, 2009

STPM Result

17 hours more than I'll sms to get to know my result!!! Actually I'm really nervous to wait till that moment. I want to know my result but I am scare to know it too. Oh, I think I'm crazy.

When I think about the result I'll definite think that the day is going to end. Ah, I know it is too late to be scared of the result because I can do nothing if I get a bad result. It is really very frustrated when I need to go thru all this.

If this life can be SAVE and LOAD that will be very good. Then I can SAVE all the things before STPM and then after result is out and I get a bad result then I'll LOAD back!!! But I know that this is impossible...

Calon-calon boleh menyemak keputusan STPM 2008
Mulai jam 12.00 tengahari,
10 Mac 2009
Melalui SMS dengan menaip STPM
No. K/P dan hantar ke 39003 atau secara on-line:

p/s: no more 12:00 pagi already. How sad...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

STPM Result & Frustrated

STPM result is coming out really soon which is on 10th of this month. Sigh. The moment that I'm afraid of finally is coming and now it is just around the corner. I really got idea how I'm going to face it.

Actually I have been think that I'll take leave on the result day. I want to have a day of holiday, but it seems like it is impossible. I mentioned the date of STPM result on Friday to the Business Admin. (the boss is not around at the moment, she is in KL now) Guess what she say about it? She told me to go and take then straight away go back to work. Huh? How can she be like that? It is our right to take leave to take result, isn't it? But now she didn't even allow us to take half day leave.

Geram!!! Really geram!!! So I mentioned it again today before I go home. Still then, she still said that we go take at around 1pm and must back to work as soon as possible. Oh, why she wants to by like that? I feel frustrated already....

Thursday, March 5, 2009

A Big Size Model

Actually I want to show this in larger size but I think it is not very good to do that.

Disgusting right? Actually I have told him not to do that!!! If he still continue then I'll take his picture down and put it inside my blog and facebook. But lastly he really show me those look... shit la..


Calon-calon boleh menyemak keputusan STPM 2008
Mulai jam 12.00 pagi,
10 Mac 2009
Melalui SMS dengan menaip STPM
No. K/P dan hantar ke 39003 atau secara on-line:

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Daily Life

Second Day. (Raining heavily today)

I've become more clever today. The first thing that i do when I reach there today is quickly take those book and go to the office to photostate. I photostate d a lot and I don't know how much of my membrane cell are killed by the photostate machine....

Make attendace earlier than usual today because we need more time to let them (the children) to have their revision. Finished that, and I found out only few children were there at that time. (less than 20 students today I guess) I can't wait any longer because I know that their speed are very very slow in doing their work.

At around 9am something, the business admin there came to Day Care. Now what? I wondered what make you come here again. Erm... For my experience, she comes here for sure is because compliment and complainment. Yup, and I'm right! There is a parent that called and complaint that her daughter said the teacher here are not willing to teach her and she is thinking to change her daughter to another Nursery. Then something come to my mind. What had this girl tell her mum? How come the way her mother say is different then the real way we have teached her?? The mother said that her daughter told her that We do not want to teach her to do the questions at there. What the shit!!! Actually is we always ask them to finish the work then we will explain why they got wrong. We wanna let them to try their best to use thier mind to think before getting any answer from us.

Actually I really going to quit this kind of job already. Most of the parents rather listen to their children than us. When the children tell lies, they also never realize it. I must say is the parents in this century are really sucks. can say that they are brainless too.

While the afternoon session is much more easier than the morning session because the studnets are more dicipline. I can get my rest in the evening and do my things that time too.

Whatever, I just want to earn money from there, what will the students will become is non of my business because since the parents themselves also don't want to care and teached their children, what for I help them to 'train' them? If we really do, the parents will sure say that we are busy-body. So I'll just do my own business will do la, just teach them what they need to learn only la...

Monday, March 2, 2009

What A F*** Day

Today is a first day of March and can consider that today is the first day of working in month of March. I thought that I'll have a great begining in this month, but it seems like I'm not lucky enough!

After I reach the place I work, Hui Yuan and I quickly go to continue our decoration on the notice board there. Around 8.15 am, we went back to the classroom to prepare to start our teaching. Then we only realize that today they are having exam in school and we need to find those workbook that involve examinations question for them. Shit la!!!

Then suddenly I feel I got lots of thing that I haven't done yet. For example, I hacen't find those questions for the standard 1 and standard 3 students. I feel abit 'mang zang' liao that time and I know that I'm going to explode at any moment also. But still, I also know that I still can control it in short while.

When the time is near to the time for study, the principle is here for help. And I know that time I'll going to explode to scold her already. I used a very bad tone to talk to her. This is obviously that I show my disagreement to her. But luckily the time when I am teaching those children until the time I have my lunch, I feel much more better that time.

There is a good news today. It is the only good news. There will be a new teacher coming to teach standard 1 starting from this Wednesday. Oh, great! I won't be that busy in the morning already.

But still I still hope the teacher that have been gone for holiday so long can back as soon as possible so that Hui Yuan and I will have a better life in there...

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Prefer With Them

Although I
Always having quarrel with them
Always fight for the computer
Always scold with each other


I like those feeling
I like to stay with them no matter what happen
I like to fight with them just for the computer
I like to quarrel with them
I like to scold by them or scold them like shit

The feeling is better when staying together.
When something happen, at least they are there for me.
I don't feel alone when I am having my time with them although I seldom tell my secret to the.

That's right!!!
They are my FAMILY!!!

I Love You

Out From The House

After three weeks staying at home, I have decided to go out to have a walk. I mean it is time to relax after few weeks working.
Yeah, sometimes working from Monday till Saturday is tiring and feel to rest at home on Sunday but this week I have gone for shopping. Wee~~

Since I had promise mummy to sweep and mop the floor, I woke up 11.30 in the morning to finish all the work. I also wash my car too.
Then have a clean on myself and prepare to go out.

Hehe, take some fresh pictures just after I bath and now prepare to go for my lunch at Sushi King and walk-walk.

So what do you think?
We eat a lot?
But actually we just need to pay RM16.10 per person. Lol, isn't that cheap. It is full too.

See Hui Yuan are so happy to have her lunch here. haha

I'm happy too. (aiyer, how come my eyes always look so small and 'bengkak')

On the way, I bought nail polish for myself and it is quite cheap because there are offer in The Face Shop. We choose the nail polish for 10 mins, but after that long, I only buy 2 colour. Lol.

Quickly put it on when I reach home.
I spend less than RM15 for manicuring myself. (manicure outside is around RM15)