Wednesday, September 30, 2009

In These 2 Days...

I am really sad now, really really sad......
Yesterday morning, I realize I got another pimples on my 'beautiful' face which already have 2 pimples on my cheeks. Then when I was combing my hair, I found that I got white hair!!! Oh My God!!! What happen to me these few days???!!!

So I decided to sleep earlier that night, and I really do sacrifice my time online to sleep earlier. I slept at 9pm, do see what I type?? 9pm!!! Early right?? I also think that... and I woke up 7am this morning. Wow!!! sleep more than 8 hours~~~~

My first presentation starts today. I was so so so nervous but now all is over, everything is over. Thank God...

p/s: am I too stress this few days?? headache, pimples, white hair keep attacking me.... I dun wan them to stay near me!!! can you all please leave me alone????!!!!

Monday, September 28, 2009

教老师说华语

今天我突然有一种感想,我突然觉得我会说话与是一件非常好的事情也应此感到荣幸。

妈,谢谢你。谢谢你让我学华语,让我不会被看不起,让我懂得念这些难以看得懂的语言。无可否认的就是,华语是一种不是说学就学会的语言,所以真的很谢谢你一只叫我拿这个语言一直到高中。

今天上 TITAS 时,刚好说到我们中国历史,因为一些字有牵连到我们华语, 所以老师有一而再再而三的告诉我们如果有念错要纠正他。所以每当他一有念错的地方我们就会纠正他,而他也很好学得跟着我们念,很好笑哦。。。

我知道这样笑人是不对,但是还是很好笑啊,不能说控制就控制的嘛。嘻嘻

就好像老师说到春秋,在国语是写成 chun qiu 可是,老师一直说:‘chun kiu ’很好笑呢。。。然后我们一直纠正他。。。总算他总于讲对了。。。哈哈哈

整个上课时间我们就是一直在那里一直笑,笑个不停。。。呵呵呵呵。。。。


Sunday, September 27, 2009

好想哭 · 好想家

真的好想家哦,真的好想哭。。。
前几天,房间的灯坏掉了,因为还是假日,所以也没有去投诉。 想着想着还是算了吧,反正晚上我都是用电脑,灯有没有应该都不会影响什么。

可是今天我要读书,既然房间没灯了,我就到客厅读。那里知道不知谁吹的风,把很大风给吹过来了。大风就算了,还要给我们一点水。试想想,大风 + 大雨 变什么?? 当然是便狂风大雨咯!!! 如果狂风大雨没有把雨喷进来房里是没问题的,但是雨水还是喷进来了,害我没心情做读书,还要做家务。。。 拖地。。。
可是我能做什么呢??什么都不能做除了默默的把喷进来的雨水抹掉。

我一边抹一边想,为什么是我??为什么我就是要这么倒霉??但是我真的真的很想哭,但是哭了又怎样??哭了也帮不了什么,说以还是默默的。。。真的很难过。。。我还在想,我在这个鬼地方还得待上 52 天才可以回家。好痛苦哦。。。还是家的好,以前还常常想往外跑,现在有机会做自己想要做的事了,可是却想家了。。

人就是这么的矛盾,这么的犯贱。。。
当拥有它是不珍惜,一旦失去了才来后悔,但是一切都来不及了。。。
我真的很想快点过完那 52 天,但是在这 52 天里,我还得面对种种考验。。。
我还有 presentation,还有考试,还有很多 assignment 要赶。。。
大学生活真的不好受,我一点也不享受。。。

我要回家,我好想家,我好想我的朋友。。。
呜呜呜呜。。。

The first GREEN meal

Yup, that's right, the first green meal in my hostel...
I finally got the chance to cook something green in the campus, feel really happy~~~
rice + eggs + and green bean~~~




yum yum~~~

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Last holiday weekend meal

today i only eat yellow bean + egg + and rice.
although the meal is really very simple but it is really delicious and yummy~~~




does it look delicious??
for me, it is~~~
^^

but unfortunately, i got burn when i fried eggs...
and the wound turn into blister....
painful...
T__T

Friday, September 25, 2009

很多感触

我现在正在听蔡依林的《棱檬草的味道》,听着听着感触很多,我也不知道为什么。。。
坦白说棱檬草是什么味道的??我还真的没试过

突然觉得这首歌很好听,也不知道重复听了多少遍。。。
听着听着,还是听不腻。。。

以下是他的歌词:
他們猜我們後來有沒有再見 離席了才會曉得懷念 突然我記起你的臉 
那觸動依然像昨天 對自己 
我終於也 
誠實了一點  
是不是回憶就是淡淡檸檬草 
心酸裡又有芳香的味道 曾以為你是全世界 
但那天已經好遙遠 繞一圈 
我才發現我有更遠地平線  
*我們都沒錯 只是不適合  
我要的 我現在才懂得  
快樂是我的 不是你給的  
寂寞要自己負責* 
 畢竟用盡了力氣也未必如願 總是要過去以後才了解 突然我記起你的臉 
愛不愛不過一念之間 繞一圈 
今天的我能和昨天面對面  
我們都沒錯 只是不適合 親愛的 
我當時不懂得 選擇是我的 不是你給的 
明天自己負責  給昨天的我一個擁抱 曾經她不知如何是好 
若我們再見我會微笑 謝謝你 
謝謝你 我嚐過 愛的好 
 REPEAT*  
我要的我現在在才懂得 選擇是我的 
不是你給的 幸福要自己負責 
錯過的 請你把握
不要有任何误会,我只是纯粹突然觉得这首歌很好听,很不错,很有意思。。。
最近都没什么时间好好听一首歌,不知道是时间走得太快还是我没有把握时间,总觉得时间好像突然间就这样没有了。
整个星期的假期就这样没了,在这个星期里真的会觉得很寂寞。如果你在这里你就会明白,整个宿舍的人很少很少,一点也不热闹。这种感觉我一点也不喜欢而且还很讨厌。
不过我已经得到教训了,下次放假,我一定会回家!回去西马,回去看我的朋友,家人,还有我的狗。。。真的真的真的太想他们了。你们又想我吗??就知道你们说不想虽然你们非常非常的想我。。。
嘻嘻~~~


看我多听这首歌听得多么的投入~~~

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Exam TimeTable




here is my timetable for final exam for this sem. thanks godness that my last paper is on 16th, means that i still can booking for cheap flight ticket in MAS. Good news right??

while i was looking at this few pictures, i saw something cute.
do u see the smile face at the up right?? i realize that the facial expression are all different when i wanted to post this post.
cute huh??
hehex

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Revenge

I'm a person who always bear in mind to those who treat me badly, and when I have the mood, then I will take revenge on that person.

And today, I do have the mood to post this blog.
Do you still remember in my last last post, I did post out my picture which my friend capture during Skype when I was tying my hair???
This time I capture his when we were webcam+ing.

this is the picture when he is brushing his teeth~~~

And this is the picture when he is singing ~~~
huahuahuax~~~
mission complete~~~

Friday, September 18, 2009

18 ~ 09 ~ 2009

Alright, and again!!!
Again!!! Again!!! Again!!!
Again, there is a birthday celebration again!!!

Today is Casey's birthday.
Honestly it wasn't my expectation that I will celebrate her birthday with her, because we are not a very close friend and I only meet her almost once in 2 weeks. We seldom meet each other although we MSN to each other.
Surely you will ask: then why you celebrate with her?
Actually I decided to help her to celebrate is when one of my senior asked me to pass a present to her. Since I'm going to her house, why not I bring along a birthday cake. So I asked her what cake she likes. She told me cake she dislike instead of cake she likes.
Wednesday, I went to UK to make booking a cake for her, because she said she dislike fancy cake. The moment she told me that she dislike fancy cake, I thought to buy her a simple, plain sponge cake. Hahax, just kidding.

We ate spaghetti and drink wine that night. I was really tired when I reach her house because I went out to town at 1pm and when I reach her house already was 5pm. I could hardly laugh and smile, but is a manners to smile when you go to others house. So I put on a fake smile on my face, is suffer actually.
Since got no transport to be back to our campus after 8pm, so we decided to go back campus by our school bus at 8pm. After we reach home, three of us were exhausted and tired.
Then I went to have a good bath.
While I was bathing half way, electricity being cut off. I got shock and I screamed, but I manage to calm down afterward to continue my bathing after a while.

Good experience though... >.<

Thursday, September 17, 2009

TOUCHING

女孩给男孩发了条短消息:如果家里穷困潦倒到只有一碗稀饭面对着我们两人,你会把稀饭里的米给我吃吗?

男孩回消息:这还用说吗?但是我认为一个真正爱那个女孩的男孩,就不应该让自己心爱的女人过如此生活。

女孩回消息:可有一个人的回答是这样!他说,不!我会把整碗的米连同稀粥都给她喝。这短短的对话会不会感动所有女人我不知道,可我却被深深打动。

男孩回消息:那么连这一碗稀粥也没有,那个男人会怎么做呢?!或者有没有想到那一碗稀饭女孩吃了是不是还肚子饿呢?!

女孩认为,男孩应该像那个男孩那样回答:不!我会把米和稀粥都给你喝!才是真正完美,标准,唯一的答案。

因为男孩没有按女孩的意思回答好这个问题,女孩和男孩背对背睡了一夜,男孩几次想拥她入睡都被女孩拒绝。

上天有时总是有些不尽人意。

后来女孩和男孩走到一起的时候,由于种种原因,他们真的遇上了类似于只有一碗稀饭喝的日子。

那天,男孩悄悄地给女孩留个言:亲爱的,我吃过了,桌上给你留了碗稀饭,你把它喝完。

女孩喝完那晚稀饭,小憩一会的时候。男孩从外面回来,给女孩带回来她喜欢吃的羊肉串,水果,奶茶。

男孩对女孩说,他找了份临时工作,刚挣的钱,老板答应先付一部分工资。说完还拿出口袋的钱在女孩面前晃了晃。

亲爱的慢慢吃!我已经在外面吃过了。说完还做了个调皮的鬼脸。

在最困难的那段日子,女孩依旧快乐的幸福着,男孩倒好像由于工作劳累,身体有些不适

后来,男孩有了工作,女孩和男孩对他们未来的幸福充满美丽的憧憬。

女孩喜欢看电视,看到电视中报道多年前在一场大地震中,一位母亲和孩子被压在废墟下,母亲的奶水被孩子吃尽时,母亲咬开了自己手上的血管,用自己的鲜血喂孩子,数天后,人们终于扒开废墟下的母子,母亲已经血流殆尽离开了人世,嘴角的粘着母亲鲜血的孩子带着天真的笑容,红嘟嘟的鲜艳小脸蛋获得了新生。

女孩问男孩,如果我们俩被压在废墟下,你会像那位母亲样用你的血液使我活下来吗?

男孩对女孩的言语间竟有些激动。他对女孩说不要老是有这样那样的怪念头好吗?你是我的女人,我会尽我所能的让我的女人幸福,在任何你的生命和安全受到威胁的时候,我会不顾一切的保护好你。你是我的最爱,我也不允许你把种种不好的推测用到你的身上,亲爱的。

周末,一个阳光明媚的上午,男孩挽着女孩的手,兴冲冲地逛了一个上午,买了好多女孩喜欢吃的零食和她喜欢的衣服走在回家的路上。

两个幸福的小人儿,再穿过一个路口,就能到达他们共同构筑的爱的小巢——他们幸福的小天堂。

男孩一手挽着女孩,一手拎着买来的东西,男孩在前,女孩在后,两人走在斑马线上,就要穿过马路了,突然一辆右转弯车辆,直直地向离男孩一步之遥的后面的女孩疾速驶来,眨眼的功夫,汽车就要撞到女孩。

砰!的一声闷响后紧跟着汽车紧急刹车的声音。

一切来得那么突然,被撞者轻飘飘的飞向两米开外。路面上是一片刺眼的鲜血的红。

不!不要!由于惊吓刚刚回过神来的女孩,歇斯底里地凄惨叫声撞击着每个围观者的耳膜。女孩明白,汽车本来是撞向她的,在常人来不及反应的一刹那间的零点几秒里,男孩却惊奇地把她推开了,自己倒在血泊里。
女孩哭喊着扑到男孩身边,男孩浑身是血,女孩大声地呼唤着男孩名字,围观者说没用了,已经试过男孩没有呼吸了。

女孩不相信,继续呼唤着男孩的名字,男孩竟然奇迹般的睁开了眼睛,看了女孩一眼,带着安详地微笑,永远闭上了眼睛。
女孩明白,男孩在生命的最尽头还在苦苦挣扎,拼尽最后一丝气力看到自己的亲爱的小女人安然无恙了,才放心地闭上眼睛。

那是个多雨的季节,到处充满了潮湿,雨水把天地连成雾蒙蒙一片。

两个人构筑的爱情小巢,现在只剩下女孩一个人,女孩浮想起以前两人在一起的点点滴滴。

女孩后悔那次不该因为男孩没有按自己的意思回答她问题,背对着他睡了一夜,后悔男孩几次欲拥她入睡,都被她拒绝。她现在好想紧紧的拥着男孩,把那一夜的背对背补回来,可是再也无法也不可能补回来。

女孩习惯了逛马路时,身边有一个人紧紧的握住她的手,不用担心那些川流不息的汽车。男孩总是自己走在有汽车的一方让她走在远离汽车的另一边。女孩好想再抓住那种安全感,可是怎么抓也抓不住。

女孩睡觉前,习惯了,有人给她唱着歌讲着故事入睡,现在再也没有人为她唱歌讲故事,她总是难以入睡。

女孩睡觉时,喜欢踹被子,男孩总是在每一次她踹掉被子时及时的醒来给她重新盖好。现在那个人再也不能哪怕为她盖一次被子。

女孩喜欢吃零食,男孩每次从外面回到家里总能给她个小谗猫带来惊喜,安慰她的小肚肚,现在她的小肚肚多少天再也没有人安慰。

女孩喜欢吃瓜子,喜欢吃板栗,喜欢吃橘子,却不喜欢剥皮儿,女孩每次畅快淋漓的大吃特吃完瓜子,板栗,橘子后,男孩的面前总是堆起一堆果皮山,现在由于剥皮吃那些东西太费劲,她好久没敢碰那些想吃不能吃的好东西。女孩现在有太多的不习惯,她只能学着慢慢的把不习惯变成习惯。

女孩整理遗物时发现了一个献血证,上面写着男孩的名字。奇怪的是她从来不知道,男孩在一个月连续献了三次血,上面献血的日期更让她震惊,她清楚地记得,永远也忘不了那段他们最艰苦的日子。她明白了那段日子男孩的身体为何那么虚弱,明白了男孩预付的工资的含义,明白了男孩是用偷偷献血的换来钱给她买来她喜欢吃的东西。

女孩继续整理遗物时,发现了一份报纸,意外地发现那场大地震时,那位伟大的母亲就是男孩的母亲,那个幸运获得生命的孩子就是男孩,而男孩又把这份幸运给了她。

女孩泪水涟涟。


Dreaming

Friends around me in are leaving one by one back to their hometown. I started to feel the ‘emptiness’ in the campus. I think I’ll going to be very boring and very lonely in this campus.

I’m now waiting for November to come. When I think of November, I feel very excited because I can go back to meet my beloved friends and my family. Honestly, I really miss the time when I can drive out whenever I want to, but now in Labuan, I cannot have that opportunity because I got no car here and I’m not familiar around here.

Yesterday when I went to town I found a high heel shoes. It is really very beautiful and I really love it very much, unfortunately it really cost very high. The price shows RM79.90. When I saw the price, I was so surprise and sad because it is really very expensive.

I wonder anyone can buy that for me although I know that it is impossible.


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

The Day After My Class End Before Raya Holiday

Yesterday I spent my night at Sim Sian’s house since she will be going back home this morning, early in the morning. So do Shih Yi.

I brought my laptop and the Mathematics reference book along to her house, but in the end I end up with using laptop more than doing my Mathematics notes over there. Sigh.

At first we are so determinate to stay alert for the whole night. By the time around 1am, we started to feel sleepy and started to bring out our junk food as our energy food.

>.< (=

At around 2.30am, I gave up. I went back to my room to have date with Mr. Chou. It was a good night date. I love it.

Early in the morning, I was woke up by my housemate senior. She just wanted to tell me that she is going back to hometown too. So I say goodbye to her and continue my sleep. At around 6.30am, I went to Sim Sian’s house to wish them good luck for their journey. My action make Joey jealous pulak. =.=’’’

So I sms to her to pujuk her so that she can forgive me, like couple. Lolzzz. I think we sms for more than few hours.

Then I went to town to have pizza in Pizza Hut as our lunch and bought some can food and also spaghetti~~~ I’m going to cook spaghetti during Raya Holiday. Feeling hungry after I said that?? Feel to try my cooking?? Come to Labuan to find me then you are able to try all the food that I cook here.

Today was the first time I went to town with my two lao po (老婆), a bit of excited. Today also my first time went to town by school bus, not mini bus.

School holiday will be officially starts on this Saturday, wish all the Malay students ‘Selamat Hari Raya’ and wish all my friends and everybody who balik kampong have a safety journey, and a happy holiday.

p/s: I’m jealous to those who can balik kampong…

Yi-Tsiang, I know that jealousy is useless without any action.


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Even closest friend behaviour cannot judge...

This is due to my 3 months experience in UMSKAL... even our closest friends we cannot simply judge them if they are nice to u by their expression in outside...Its totally true, a good friendship cannot maintain if one of them stabbed your back...

Although i have been nice to her within these 3 months but she keeps stabbed at your back even u are her xxxxxxxx. This people although many ppl like her by her outlook only(not very good looking also la)..she just pretend to be cute only so many ppl like her lor...

Lastly, i would like to say this person kind of such an " in love" junkie...
OMG.....come on please review yourself la....

Day Before Holiday Starts

Today was the last class before Raya Holiday Break. There was a presentation in our Ethics and Moral’s class today. There were 2 groups of them who presented. After the first group presented their presentation on the topic ‘Euthanasia’, I ask a question, they did answer me too.

The main problem is here. After I reached home, I sign in my facebook. Yu Jin left comment to me and told me to be careful because they will revenge on me. Honestly I really want to ask the question de la. I really want to know the answer too. If things really happen means that if they really want to revenge, then I got nothing to say liao lo.. what I have to do is now do my best in presentation and perform it well and do the best preparation so that I got no fear when they ask me any questions.

I am very excited because I got no more class anymore for this week. Really excited. We even had plan for tomorrow’s activities. We are going to town tomorrow to buy some food so that we can cook by our own for the whole Raya week, because the canteen will be off to. Well, we cannot blame them because they want to balik kampung too~~~

Something happen today. My mouth become bengkak liao, just like last time when I was in form 6. I really hate to see my mouth like that, it was so ugly!!! But luckily my roommate borrow me her vasaline to use, now already become much more better. No more bengkak liao, left my lips very rough.

This morning, early in the morning, I call Handsome Goh. I talked to him, almost around 3 hours. I feel a lot much better after I talk to him. In the talk he told me his problems too. I really happy that he shares things to me finally. It is really difficult to have the chance to hear to his problems. Last time I still remember that when I want him to share his problems is such difficult and seldom phenomena. I’m glad that he does share to me now.

I’m now waiting for streamyx to be applied. Using Celcom broadband here is really very very lack and the server is very slow too. I can’t even go into my lecturer’s website when I was using broadband. Streamyx come faster!!!

p/s: time please pass faster so that November can reach here faster cause I want to go back my hometown as fast as possible to meet my family and my friends~~~


Monday, September 14, 2009

I'm In Love

Hey Guys,

I have a great news to tell all of you!!!

I, Wong Cai Yi is in LOVE!!!

This is a very true news, I really fall in LOVE.

Now I really going to ge mad because I don’t know what should I do, I don’t what is the next step that I should I do.

I really get into LOVE.

Oh my God, is unbelievable!!!

I can’t believable that too~~~

Guess what??

I fall into this

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In Love To A Bag that I found in internet.

Really can’t help falling in LOVE~~~


Human Being

I realize something. There are a lot of different people in this world.

Today I didn’t smile truly from my heart today. I find out it is difficult to smile natural in front of her. I feel weird. Really weird. But I have already promise someone not to tell this out.

Ever since I come to University, study at here, I really find out a lot of things and I really understand a lot of things. Not all people are as kind as we think, not all people are as trustable as we think. Some of them might wear a mask, some of them might not wear any mask but their personalities are really bad. I have to admit that my own personality is not the perfect one but I don’t know why human beings are always like that?

Within this 3 months, I’m not just understand but very understand that human beings love to stay in such a life that having a gap between a person to another one. There are always a distance between each other here. I can feel the friendship over here is different from the friendship in my hometown. I know that you will say that I have this kind of feeling is because I have already know my friends in my hometown for a long time. But let me tell you one thing, some of my friends in my hometown I only know them for few months too, but I can feel the cordial is totally different. I cannot feel the warmness from the friends here. I don’t know why.

One of my friend said, if one day you feel something wrong on a friend, you will feel weird to face that person. True, because I really do feel that today. I really find out I am in difficulty in facing with her, I even don’t know what respond to give when talking to her.

Oh my god.

Honestly, I am now thinking can I facing all of them in this 3 years?

Can I?

Do I need to wear a mask like the way they do?

I think I have to, to pretend that I’m happy with them, to make sure I smile more, to make sure I look happy.

Wish me luck and pray for me so that I can survive in these 3 years.

p/s: dun perasan about this yea... hahahax. I just wrote this for fun~~~


Sunday, September 13, 2009

I Have Been Photographed







I have to specially thanks to Goh Yi-Tsiang because he capture all this picture when we were skyping in skype.
He asked me to on video call at first, I did ask him to turn on his web cam too, but he didn't on it properly.
Then suddenly he send all this pictures to me by using skype.
Argh!!!!


Saturday, September 12, 2009

Happy birthday Sian

Again, friend birthday.
This is the 3rd time I celebrate my friend's birthday in 2009 in this small small island.
This time is Woon Sim Sian turn to receive this surprise which full of blessing.

Here is the birthday cake.




After wishing, must cut the cake. But while cutting the cake, have to look at the camera~~~
yala, I know that this is not a very nice camera la, but at least still can capture you leh.. >.<

Then we took some 3 8 pictures.
We girls really play until very high~~~















Above pictures are just small small case only.
Note that the pictures below are only for those who above 18 years old!!!




So sensitive leh...
We really too high liao~~~~
Anyway, happy birthday Sian.