Friday, November 22, 2013


I used to have pretty eyebrow but now I would say I got no eyebrow!  omfg...

People call those who don't have hair as botak, so what people call those who don't have eyebrow?!

No matter how pretty you are, without eyebrow you will look so damn ugly.  ops... no offense...  But this is true la, so people who got no nice eyebrow will draw eyebrow to look pretty.
This one is with my eyebrow... I think I look cute here...
and then look at this one... Oh damn!!!  Why I look like ah gua one?!  sobs sobs...

ps: wondering when my eyebrow will grow back... I prefer to look cute la... lolzzz

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Opps! Encrypted

Sorry for another encrypted post.  I really need to express myself because I don't know who can I talk with about this at all.  
Why this time I couldn't find a person to express myself?  Sigh.
I'm seriously sad and damn depressed.

Monday, November 18, 2013

Grateful, Thank You

A friend (The tutor, I would say) of mine back from KL and guess what he brought me?!  
Yeap!  Hello Kitty!!!!  I got my 'The Ugly Duckling' and 'The Frog Prince' dy!!!  Damn!  I am so happy!  I thought I only have 'The Ugly Duckling'.  Seriously unexpected!!!

Besides that, I asked the tutor earlier whether he has a book named 'love the imperfect of yourselves' (direct translate).  So lucky that he and his friend bought the book and now lend it to me!  Nice!
Now you know why am I feeling so grateful?  That's because I am so happy to have friend like him! Thanks, my dear!!!

ps: Still feeling happy!
ps: I bought the kitties with my own money one leh... 
ps: HAPPY!!!

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

More Sexy Pic of ME!

Okay I need to update something already.  Looking back the history, this month is the most hardworking month I guess.  Cause this month has the most posts that had been updated!  See, I really spend my precious time here dy, trying hard not to abandon you anymore baby.

Just to share more pictures of the night for those who don't really stalk me from Facebook or I would say, my friend didn't tag me in Facebook, that's why I share here.  LoLzzz
Look at my sexy back!  Do I look fat looking me from my back? (I'm in the purple pink bikini with sarong)  Seriously, this would be my sexiest wearing ever!  Hao Hai Xiu  (shy *blush* )

Because I was having p*****, so I couldn't join the water game but instead of that I take pics with HQ colleagues which most of them I don't even know their name!  Lolzzzz
Let me show you some pictures now.
I drank, really drank and you can see that from my face!  Lolzzzz

After the night and after the picture was expose to Facebook especially the one with my naked, sexy back, there are people who come approach me.  Like friends who didn't contact me for long find me in all sudden and asked me why was I so sexy and told me that I should take more sexy pictures.  Lolzzz
Don't think that this is a good thing to me but a friend of mine said this is a good thing because that's mean I am actually a pearl oyster because after I open my shell, I'm as bright as pearl!  

ps: I thought I am always pretty?  Hahahaha!

Sunday, November 10, 2013

The Superb Annual Dinner 2013

Last month we received an email informing us that 9th of November will be our annual dinner.  The theme of the annual dinner will be BEACH THEME, so we have like more than a month time to prepare for the theme.
So you know la I always excited on decorating those fashion and love to explore this kind of things one.  So I went to search Google Image for beach wear so I can match with the theme and at the end I came out with an idea that is wear bikini inside with sarong batik outside.  

I was looking for bikini online but it seems like all are pre-order, and for those that are ready stock I need to spend more than 100 bucks!  So I rather give up on searching online.  Some how I went to search for scarfs for the sarong and was thinking to just use bra as inner wear.  Guess I'm lucky enough cause I see promotion!  There was promotion where I can have 2 pairs of bikini with only 100 bucks!  So I asked my colleague (a.k.a. mama) to share with me.  I finally have my very own bikini then.  Hee~ 
Well well, I don't have sexy body shape and with super big tummy so I can't just wear the bikini like that walking around, so I have to find a way to cover up those ugly part of mine.  By the way, the bikini are awesome right?  I really have to do something with my body shape so I can wear like this bikini and have sun bath overseas (Bali perhaps?)
I actually know where we were staying before we heading to the hotel.  We stayed in Thistle Hotel (5 stars hotel leh), the swimming pool there is big and they even have private pool for our party!  Awesome right?! So that's the view from my balcony of my room!  Superb!

However, the worst part is I am having menstrual so I was unable to jump into pool and have fun with others, plus we were quite late when we reach the hotel, so we would rather to use the time to prepare and make up for the night than swimming.  Lol!
After done the preparation, the must thing that we would do is pictures time!!!  We think we are pretty after dress up and make up, so we don't want to waste this opportunity and take picture non-stop!
There are more pictures coming on, but sorry I don't have pictures with me...  Lolzzz!  No choice, I'm using China made phone, so the camera is not nice!

Hey, I have the six sense telling that one of us will be going to get lucky draw this year, and it happened that I'm the lucky one!  I got a power bank!  Thank you CBSA.  :)
That night was awesome, I drank, I dance, I hug!  Lolzzzz  
I was having menstrual but I ended up in the pool.  I was totally got wet but it was fun la, relationship of me and HQ colleagues got closer.  Haha!  If you were asking me which one having more fun, the previous annual dinner or this one, I would say 'Of course this one la!'  Lolzzzz....

Can we have this level or higher level of fun again during sales launching?  Seriously I enjoyed!

ps: I was so lucky and the luck will continue~

Friday, November 8, 2013

'He' is Here!!!

The watch that I have been waiting is finally here!  My earliest birthday present of the year!  

Can you see how gorgeous is the watch?  Damn, he is so handsome!  

Specially thank you to my manager who introduce the boss so I can get cheaper price and of course thank you my colleagues who helped me to bring me this handsome back.  Haha!
You never know how excited am I now.  I'm really superb happy with the watch!

ps: Hello baby~
ps: PD tomorrow.

Something Good To Share

The Tutor sent me this link and asked to watch.  This is exactly the same thing that he mentioned to me earlier which you can read from this post.  So I downloaded the video and finally got the time to watch.  He sent me this video is like 2 days ago.  Lolzz

This is quite meaningful video, so I decided to share to you all.  Hurmp... about what I think and what I get from here I should share it next time cause I need to head to work d!  Lolzzzz

ps: TGIF!!!

Movie With Bro & His Friend

Okay, this is like I never got the chance to watch movie with bro, I mean only bro and I.  Lol!  Somehow I still manage to watch movie with him & his friend whom I also know.  Yeah, bro is back home for a week, after like 2 months studied in UNIMAS (located in Kuching, Sarawak).  

Since he wants to watch Thor and I also want to watch Thor, I asked him to buy ticket on the other day when he went for Insidious 2.  Talking about Insidious 2, a friend of mine did ask me to go watch together last month when he was back in Kuantan, but I rejected him because I scare of watching horror movie in cinema.  I feel that watching horror movie in cinema is like waste of money cause I will just close my eyes for the whole session.  Damn.

Anyway, I think this movie is nice, at least is much better than Special ID.  Special ID sucks and the movie gave me the feeling of 'why is this movie so long one' ? LoL!!!!  But this movie, Thor doesn't give me the feeling that is long but I enjoy the whole 2 hours!  There are part of love, part of sentimental, and also rage.  I mean is nice lo!  

This movie got 3D or not a?  If got 3D I would recommend for 3D cause I think the effect should be nice.

ps: TGIF!!!!!
ps: tomorrow going to port dickson for pool party!!!!

Thursday, November 7, 2013

The Hello Kitty Fever Is Back AGAIN!

I think McDonald is very evil.  I mean McDonald is a devil!  They have the previous Hello Kitty Collection and now it comes back again.  Sigh.  I collected the whole collection of Hello Kitty last time with having McDonald as lunch every once a week for 5 weeks!  Can you imagine that?

Hello Kitty Collection  You can read my previous post about the Hello Kitty.

The new collection of Hello Kitty with the theme Fairy Tales is really damn nice.  This collection is nicer than the previous one but too bad I am not allowed to buy any of it anymore.  Mommy has been nagging me since after I bought the previous collection.  

After you see the picture I bet you will also think that they are so cute!!!  I really can't resist from buying them la, but at the same time I also dislike the nagging from mommy...  So I have to let go from buying them already or else my ears are going to pain for long.  

They are so damn cute la... sobs...

ps: anyone out there willing to give me whole set without asking me to buy?  Lolzzzz
ps: I am really day-dreaming...  Haha

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

The Pre-Watch

I am in love in a watch which I saw last few months.  When I was having my window shopping, I went into a watch shop and try out some watches.  Actually I do have the intention to buy one for myself but I couldn't find one that I really love it very much until I met this one.
Can you see how gorgeous is her?  I am in love with her already from the first sight.  I decided to get her but I was out of budget.  So until I went to KB (Kota Bharu) last 2 weeks, my Boss has a friend who actually have this watch business so I asked him about this watch.  (I actually can hardly find in Kuantan already because the one I saw already sold out. ) 

I am glad that he has one!  So now my colleagues are helping me to collect for me from there!  I am soon going to have this baby with me.  I'm so in love now!  
Before I having this, I got another good news from mommy.  She said she will give me a watch as my birthday present!  WHICH I am going to get this for free!!!!!   

Thanks mummy!!! 

For your information, this watch cost me RM0.5k.  

ps: guys, save money for my birthday present please... Lolzzzz
ps: I really love the watch like crazy!

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

The Tutor


就证明了你自己的内心世界的其中一部分“没有被满足” ,赶快去探讨深思是什么原因,要有能力的去和不满一同走在一起。


而内心的不满足就使我们要对方做出满意的东西 “为什么你讲话那么大声?” 之类的。




I'm lazy to to translate into English but you go for Google Translate, I believe you will find the translation funny because I think it is funny.  Don't worry if you really don't know how to read Chinese, you can PM me for the meaning or go for Google Translate which it will give you slightly accurate meaning.  LoL

My tutor sent this to me and ask me to figure out myself.  However, in the end of course he explained to me again.  Somehow life is always + or - , or you can say every shape has it different faces, even something round has different angle of faces.  It is like how we see something or how we want something to be.  Thoughts and thinking.

I'm not a perfect person, I am sure about it too but of course sometimes when something happen I choose to ignore the thing happen or just have the attitude of 'let it be'.  I never know that this could be a problem, cause I thought that this is actually a way of reducing problem from creating more problems.  I am just trying to avoid from creating more problem.  Until this fella told me about this only I realize that actually this is what we call as avoiding to face the problem in the other of way of thinking.  Well, what he says was true too, it depends how I think of that problem.  

Somehow, this has become a habit of mine.  I would rather choose to keep quite and then complain to others (well, complain for nothing also actually) then I wouldn't voice out or tell the problem out to the person who involve.  Also I admit that I always choose to run away from scene rather than stay to help up.  Selfish, I would say. fml

Many people would say I am stubborn to listen to advises, but I would say that I am lazy to change my habit which I am now need to overcome this bad habit as well.  

Still, God Bless Me.

ps: nah... 2 posts today leh... Lol!

I'm An Adult Now

I don't know what should put this as title.  You know what?  I actually have lots of confession to confess here, but when time passed and I now I'm no longer the Cai Yi that I was where I posted everything in blog.  I don't think here belong to me anymore but belong to the whole Internet users where I can't confess everything here anymore.  I can only filter up everything before confession.  

I'm an adult now.

Last time, no matter how busy am I, I will definitely spend an hour or few hours to update my post and sharing around with friends how I feel but now I couldn't do that anymore.  I must aware of what I am posting.  Guess this is like what one of my friend said, we must learn to be different people when we are facing different kind of people.  

Oh yeah, about my name.  If you could notice, I used to use Cai Yi and I changed to Chai Yie recently.  Even in my Facebook or my new name card I am already using Chai Yie instead of Cai Yi already.  This is like Feng Shui la actually.  I had been unlucky recently so someone just helped me and she suggested me to use this name unless for those very important occasions only I use my original name.  Well, the pronunciation still the same, so don't worry of calling the wrong name of mine.  =)

Talking about luck, recently I mean the whole year I couldn't find my luck becoming any good at all.  However I am super sure that God loves me because He protected me all along until I'm still alive and healthy now typing here updating my blog.  God Blessed ME!
Yeah, I know right...  It is so important to be grateful and blessed all the time so I can appreciate all the things I have in present and also past.  

Last time we used to yum cha with friends as social way but now in the working rules, my colleague forces me to drink 'western tea' instead of just yum cha.  You know what is 'western tea'?  It is also called or known as beer.  fml
I don't like to drink actually but I always forced to drink and with all the excuses of table manner, I have to drink the whole cup one shot.  Seriously that really suffered me a lot but somehow I have to show a lil manners where I will drink some and not finish it, cause I really can't finish it due to the weird taste of the beer.  

I wonder, why some people will think beer taste nice.  Guess they will ask me, why is plain water taste great to me!  Lol

Somehow, like my tutor said.  (I guess it would be more appropriate to say he is my tutor or keep saying my friend.  Lol)  I must learn to be social-like, learn to drink and be more tolerate with one another which I'm sucks in being tolerating.  Seriously thank God I have friend like him where he would tease me so I can become a better person where he would say out my negative and asked me to change.  (I wonder I got become a better one already or not... lol)

You know what is the best moment for me?  The best moment of mine is spend the day have shopping or window shopping with songs inside my ear, and then sit down in Starbucks with a cup of hot chocolate with a book on my hand and songs in my ear for the rest of the evening.  Super relaxing and peace moment.  I guess.

ps: I'm enjoying now also because I'm having my headphone with songs while updating blog!  It has been since very very long time I did like this already.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Sorry Title + Updates

I am so sorry for not update the blog for this long.  I mean is like 2 months since the last month I update!  Sorry...

I am so not good recently as in I'm not in super good mood when I am typing this because of someone.  He just said that I look fat already and that stupid sentence had just ruined my mood.  I'm so useless!  Damn...  I don't know why after working I have been difficulty in losing weight already.  So I look plump now, people who want to praise me will say I'm cute but people who wanna tease me then they would say I'm fat.  

Recently there were lots of story from friends, especially those that related to relationship.  I seriously couldn't except what they are doing and how they are acting with all the situation, I don't know why and they would say I'm old-minded because I act like an old lady thinking.  Fml
Just to me life are always beautiful and perfect, I never know that all the triangle or square relationship will really come to my wonderland.  So when this happens to my friends beside me, I would feel that that is really unacceptable.   

Oh ya, after working for almost a year, I finally got my confirmation letter.  I know right, this is like 'what?  now only you got your confirmation??? '  I know right, I know right!!!  People take 3 or 6 months to end their probation but I took almost a year time to end my probation, really so shameful.  *digging big hole*

This weekend there will be annual dinner of my company but this time no longer in KL or Selangor area but in Port Dickson!  I never been to Port Dickson before and this gonna be the first time for me to go there.  Guess what is the theme that they fix for the night?  BEACH WEAR !  The first thing came to my mind of beach wear is bikini, so I'm going to wear that together with sarong to the night.  Trust me, this is so gonna be my very first time for everything.  wtf

For the bikini, will show you guys the picture later after the annual dinner.  Haha! But I really feel paiseh to wear bikini only.  Lolzzz  No body shape to share to public leh~
I think that's all for now, will update again soon.  I promise.