Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Dear Debbie Khaw

As she has requested earlier but I had been dragged till today omg!  I am so sorry, I dragged 3 days later, fml...

That day don't know when already Leong came to find me in Facebook (or Whatsapp, don't remember already) and ask for my mailing address saying that he wants to give me a surprise.  Then he said the surprise might be a bomb, nobody knows.  

After day I forgot that he asked my mailing address already.  You know la, old already so my brain already can't function well.  Until I back from KL for training, then I saw a parcel on my table!!  I looked at the name on the parcel see who's the sender and I saw this name ----> Debbie Khaw!!  Lolzzzz

She sent me a parcel!!! I felt so pampered leh...  Really got touched dao de~
Souvenir from Japan! (I guess.. lolzzz) Full of loves from Japan to KL and then to me here!!! 

Syn Wei (I actually prefer to call you this way cause this make me feel we are closer~), I really got surprise dao with the present!  I really touched, wanted to cry but at the end I didn't cry la, cause I was in public!!!  
Thank you for the cute accessories!  Did you get yourself one? I also wish you can get your Mr. Right soon leh, or you actually got one already but you hide him so you can give me another surprise?!  Promise me that you will show me if you have one!! I am curious who can actually melt your heart after so long.

I love them so much!!!

When are we going to meet each other?  We have been half a year never meet already!!  Missing the moment when I bully you.  Missing the moment when I cooked d, then you both eat with happy face and keep saying my food tasty cause after I back home, almost nobody say my food tasty d... sobssss...
So many things we did together during Uni time but when we are now working, all these have become our memory.  Sometimes when I was watching VD, I will think of both of you.  

I wish I can get your big bomb soon although you are still single la... lolzzzz  Let me help you le long la!
Lelong Lelong!!! She will be a really precious girl you will ever get!!! She is a person that willing to everything for you.  Trust me la, she is really precious!!!

ps: I actually really miss the time we can chat nonsense till midnight!

Monday, January 13, 2014


So the year of 2014 has started.  I am not happy most of the day whenever I need to go to work.  The work has become a burden to me.  I know if I am enjoying the work and if I love the work, I wouldn't have think that they are my burden but they are my daily life pass.  

So time passes, everything changes this year compare to last year, from easy to difficult and complicated.  How I gonna survive through the whole year?  This is the question I always ask myself.  Now that I have my own commitment already because I bought a car! I can't just say I want to quit from the job or I don't want to be responsible on my work.  I need money desperately just because I need to pay for my car loan.  Sobs...


Life still go on, I need to find my way to survive.  This is how life should be right?  I think that too.  I need more strength on this seriously.  Some might think that why am I so negative towards the new management in the company.  I know I should take it as a new challenge like I always did before I come into the new era of working world.  But dude, you know what?  The environment of working here is way too far from what you think (I guess), cause I need to be super self-protect from getting bullied by others.  I really don't mind of physically bullied because no matter how tired of you physically, you still can go take a nap or long sleep, then you will recharge.  The story is different when it comes to mentally bully.  You will become hot temper, can't sleep well at night where you got nightmare almost every night, pimples come out all over the face.  Sigh...  This is much worst than have one whole week of sleepless during FYP.  

I really miss schooling life.  Friends are more sincere even though there are still some of them always think so childish and act like kids, but at least they show it right on your face!  Now after you start working, not only you need to know what is beneath the mask they are wearing.  

Well again, life still goes on.  I still have to work until I get a better job which I enjoy it.  Some how this is really a challenge for me to learn to become a tough person, I know I know...
I am so in comfort zone where everybody feed my with spoon, help to clean all the dirt on my mouth like baby... and now I got to find my way to find food and eat myself and clean my dirt myself.  

Fuh... Monday with emo post huh... Hahaha!

ps: fighting!!

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2014 Resolution

Omg!  Can you imagine that today is already 2014!!!  Now I have to start to adapt myself from writing the date in 2013 already.  Omg, new year already which means I am heading to another year older! omfg!!!

Getting to the news of the new year, my company has just set new rules for us which we have more commitment now compare to last year.  I heard my boss said this time will be serious case and if we didn't able to do as what asked we will be set.  I am really got shock but pretend to be nothing.  (You know la... Me...)  Nah... get set will be in a while.  I know.  So I need to get back up before it comes!  Lolzzzzz

Back to the topic.  My new year resolution.  
I never wanted to have one until my uni-mates, ML and SW taught me so...  So now I am going to continue mine here.  Seriously, I never really read through what I set last year.  #shame on me  I just wrote there and left them for a year, JUST LIKE THAT.  fml

Let's preview to the last year first see how many I have achieve.  You can either see the bottom pic which I had snip from my blog of last year, or go to this link to have a look.
  1. PASS cause I did have lots of fruit and vege especially when my face got worst.  Lolzzz  
  2. PARTIALLY cause I did have exercise but only like twice a week or once a week.  Stress make me so lazy and feel wanna sleep all the time.  :'( 
  3. if I take the weight that I measure that time on the day I wrote my resolution for 2013, I guess I consider passed this one too cause my weight currently still remain as the day!  But in the middle I did lose some weight and I gained back at the end of the year.  So I consider this one as PASS lolzzzz.
  4. FAIL.  omg, I feel myself so useless....  
  5. FAIL...  another one.  I didn't do what I asked for myself at all!  really fml...
  6. yeap, I am out of probation already~! Good one but of course it is not because I am capable enough but because boss gave too high of expectation on me.  He told me so that I shouldn't been getting any confirmation with my result now!  thanks boss!!!  about the promotion thingy, er...  I failed la... so PARTIALLY  lo~ hahaha!
  7. I paid mommy more that I asked for!  So I am PASS for this one! yeah~
  8. okay... this one super FAIL cause I didn't control my mood but a friend (the tutor) guided me all along.  thanks dude!
So that's it for my previous resolutions.  Sucks right?  I think that too!  only 3/8 pass, 2/8 partially, and 3/8 fail!  Lolzzzz

However I got so many that fail, but I got many things through the year!  I get to know a good friend in this year who guided me so much.  I finally bought a new car which I am now have more commitment compare to last time.  I lost a lot but in the same time I gain a lot (not in the meaning of my weight k), so I am glad of everything I have now.  I don't want to be too greedy to ask for more.  God will give if He thinks I work for it.  So, just do it

Let's go to the new resolution for this year.
  1. Hopefully I can stay in this company for another year which I had been promised myself to work for another year (all together 2 years) for experience.  (if you have noticed I actually suffer a lot in this company mentally, but I know this is the way of learning and growing)
  2. Continue to pay mommy at least RM500 per month although I now have to pay for car loan!
  3. Do as what asked by boss even though I think the mission this time is very difficult. *pout*
  4. Get more friends (this is as per requested by someone) which means add more friend into my real friend list.
  5. Stay healthy, pretty and slim so I can fit into more nice clothes! Haha (so means that I need to earn more money or find a rich bf! wtf)
  6. Buy a laptop or tablet for myself so can be more convenient when bring my laptop out.  Need a long lasting battery life-span and small enough but can use Microsoft Office in it.
I think that's all la...  I don't dare to simply set resolution already, so paiseh if I didn't really fulfill what I aimed for!  #shame on me
Okay la, stop day dreaming already!  Let's fight for a better tomorrow in this wonderful year!  
#challenge accepted!

Saturday, December 7, 2013

The Birthday

It was few days ago if you notice.  Yupe, the birthday is my birthday.  God gave me a huge birthday present too for this year.  FLOOD.
If you do stalk me from my Facebook, you would have know my house got flood.  I never know flood can come so many times in a year, because previously flood come once only not as frequent as this time. 
This is the second time of flood.  Damn frustrated and I was alone at home that time, so helpless.  The water level that time is the highest for this year (touch wood, no more flood already).  Before the first flood on 2-Dec-2013, sis and I managed to bring up all the stuff before the flood came in, so we didn't put down everything immediately so I still managed to handle everything when the second flood came.  The second flood is so damn dirty.  The picture above is the second wave.  
Guess what, we cleaned everytime after the water gone.  So when the second wave of water gone too, we clean again.  Only God knows what He wants, the third wave came.  I was so tired and slept even when the flood came.  Mommy didn't sleep but she woke us up when the flood almost gone.  (For your information, you must clean the house especially the floor when the water is about to gone, or else you will suffer!!!  Trust me, I'm already consider as an expert in this. Fml..)
When the second flood came I was at home with Dong Dong only, look at his face, I guess he also fed-up with the situation.  He dislike rain and water so when flood came, his mood went down.  Anyway, he really behave well because he didn't give us any trouble when the flood came.  Thanks Dong Dong.  (I wish he reads my blog too!  LoL)

So it was 2 waves of flood on the 3-Dec-2013.  One is in the morning and one is in the late evening.  Well, thanks for the protection from the God, we are fine and fortunately we are not the very victim cause there are lot more victim out there faced very very bad disaster.  Their house left roof.  Can you imagine that?!

Took my time cleaning the house on 4-Dec-2013, plus I had period and sick so I slept almost whole day.  Sigh.  Sick when people need my help, really do feel guilty for this, but luckily sis was understanding enough she did most of the cleaning.  (appreciate much).  Oh ya, there wasn't water and electricity for like almost 12 hours because of the flood.  Tell you a lil secret, I didn't bath for a day because of the weather + no water  + I couldn't get hot water to bath!  Shhhh....  Don't spread out!  Lolzzzz

Yeap, my day!  I almost forgot this date cause of the flood la, I didn't even realize that's my day...  Lolzzzz!!  I supposed took annual leave for 5th and 6th so I can spend my sweet time do my own stuffs as I wish to.  But I feel guilty for not going to work on 3rd and 4th, so I went to work.  Pity me...
Anyway, my colleagues managed gave a birthday surprise.  Yeah, they made it.
So many different cake for my birthday!!!  Yum yum... (gained weight because of this! lolzzz)

At night, mommy bought me for dinner and we went to the same restaurant that we celebrated my birthday last year!  Lolzzz...
And yeah, last year I wore the same clothes to work too!!! Wow... so much coincidence...!!!!

Well, when grow older, you will realize birthday is not a big deal.  Nothing much to celebrate thou...

One last thing.
I dyed my hair.  First time ever I dyed my hair in salon!
I really love the hair color much, but the thing is I got to change my eyebrows' color d because the one I bought doesn't suit to my new hair color!  With the new hair color, I look fairer leh... Lolzzz  Anyway, I still wanna say it one more time, I really do like the color!  Lolzzz

ps: tomorrow is Sunday and I got to work... sobs...
pss: going to KB on Monday, please pray for me that everything goes smooth...
psss: my birthday wishes for this year is I hope to get good result for my sales next year & trying to be a better person so I can learn to love people who care about me.
pssss: I got 3 super special presents this year.  the first and second one is the so call mainstream blog.  Lolzzz from Debbie & from Lynn.  the third one is the birthday song from the tutor, it is not a normal birthday song cause it was the first time I heard it!  Damn cool!!!
psssss: pray for the flood victims~

Sunday, December 1, 2013

Hello December

It's my month!  Yeap, I'm born in the month of December.  Lolzzz!!  I am just trying to start something for this post.  >.<

So I draw my eyebrows everyday to work so I don't look like ah gua and scared all the customers away.  @@
Look at my eyebrows, nicer right?  I mean I must draw lo, if I never draw then I will really ugly...  I am waiting waiting waiting for my brow to grow... (why you no grow fast fast?)

Okay enough of my pics and about my appearance (someone told me yesterday to protect my 色相, which means appearance...  I wonder I got 色相 one meh?  Lolzzz).

Last Thursday night when I was sleeping, suddenly I feel someone splashing water to my face. I was having sweet dream leh, but the water woke me up!  So I open my eyes saw my roof are leaking!!!  Water are dropping from the roof!!! omfg!!!
(It was 2am)
Quickly I woke mommy up and asked them to help me, the amount of water leaking is like heavy rain!  AND it wasn't only came from a place but almost all corner of my roof!!!!  So pek cek.  
And so after find out the main source of causing this happen I lagi pek cek, because the tangki at the roof there that leak is not ours!  It was our neighbour one!!!  Damn F them la, they know their tangki leak before already but they don't want to change a new tangki but only repair it.  Hello!  If you repair for one or two times and it still leak please change la...  Now third time d still wanna repair...  I don't mind of your tangki leak and cause your own freaking bed wet but NOW we have to bear the consequences because of your attitude!!!  
My bed all wet!!! Can you see yellow yellow spot on the floor?  That's the water from the roof!  The bed absorb the water and when I brought down outside the water still drip one lo!!!  So geli...  My study table all spoiled at the bottom part because of the water d....  People flood only will kena downstairs, but now my room flood!!!  

(take deep breath)  Aih, nevermind la, it has passed and they also didn't want this to happen also.  All I hope now is they change a new tangki la, I don't want to have such problem anymore....

Yesterday Joe is back to Kuantan, so we had dinner together.  SATAY!!!
See, the tutor sent me all this advises.  It has been awhile since the last time he sent me what he read.  Hey, I got try to apply one lo kay.  I'm trying so hard to change and turn into a better person now.

ps: December, please be nice to me!!!
pss: I need more sales please.... 囧