Frustrated

Do I have the right to get angry?  I have the feeling of sadness now, although I know they are happy with it.  There are lots of anger in my stomach, nobody can I speak to.  *sigh*

Sometimes I wonder am I acting selfish to other?  I have been thinking of everybody’s feeling when I want to make a decision or when the decision make by me being change by others but I still have to act nothing to please others.

I do feel tired of this.  Really tired of this.

When will other people understand what I’m thinking, what I want?

Argh, maybe is impossible to find that in this campus.

I’m now waiting for my food and finding happiness my own~

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Masquerade Night

The night has come.  I got no idea why I don’t have that feeling like: “OMG, the night is coming!!!”  I really don’t have the mood.

I know all of them have been waiting for so long, but for me, if the night ends fast, I will be very happy.

We have been starting our decoration for the night since 2 weeks ago, but not all things have been done until that night because test, presentations and assignments were at that time too.

Yesterday morning, I woke up at 6am just to go 5^th floor to pack those things to the hotel.  While waiting for the bus to fetch us to Tiara Hotel, I waited for Mr. Edwin Cheah for so long (Ask him why he make me wait him) until the whole bus know where he went on the previous night.  After we reached Tiara, we started everything. 

We do this and that (decoration la) from 10am until 6.30pm.  We were so damn tired.  Plus some more the weather is so hot, my sweat keep flowing down like I turn the water pipe on like that.

But finally finally, decoration is nice, I guess~ 

Then the night, I didn’t get to take lots of pictures… but is okayh la.  Cause I was really tired liao that time.

Here are some of the pictures I got from facebook.   Sorry for the few pictures.  I will post them up as soon as possible once I got others~

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Sick + Stress

Wow, can’t believe that is only 3 days that I didn’t update my blog.  I thought I had been more than a week didn’t update.  L0l…

Yes!!! Is all ending now!!! All end!!!  All the assignment ends.  Tomorrow have to hand in JAVA reports then Tuesday present our mandarin presentation.  That’s all and then is Final that we going to face.  Should I sigh or smile?  Guess I should smile first then start to sigh.  =)….. haiz….

Assignments really drove me crazy lately.  And because of that, I got sick…  Sickness attack!!! Argh!!!  The sickness are losing now, don’t worry.  But last few days they almost conquer my whole body.  Oh God…

The first day I got sick was when my back got injured.  I don’t know how I injured it, but it causes me painful especially when I was sleeping.  Then at night I got terrible cough, actually the cough just came like that.  I also what is the reason I got cough.  The next day I feel whole body uncomfortable, my eyes were so heavy until I can hardly open it and fell like sleeping only.  But since I suggested earlier going eat satay, and I don’t want to turn anybody’s down, so I went along and I ate too.  After I reach my room from eating satay, I straight away sleep on my bed.  I don’t know is because of tiredness or sickness.  I just don’t feel any energy flow in my body.  I almost slept for the whole night until the next morning.  (more than 12 hours leh)  The next day which was yesterday, I still got JAVA presentation and Technopreneurship assignment and multimedia assignment.  I wanted to cry already cause feel stress and that time I was in bad condition but I have to stay strong to finish everything up. 

Yesterday night Syn Wei and I rush for Multimedia assignment until 3am and finally manage to finish it and hand in on time.

Today, I got bad sore throat.  A terrible one.  I never had sore throat with this kind of pain before, but luckily the pain gone right before Technopreneurship presentation.  Before Technopreneurship presentation starts, there was so many conflicts, I am lazy to mention here, anything just ask me personally ba… 

p/s: thanks for those who care about me, asking about my health.  I’m much better liao.  If not go ask Syn Wei, she can prove that the sickness in my body had just raise their white flags~ 

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This few days......

Hello all, miss me already? 

I’m so sorry that I didn’t update my blog that often.  

I know that you guys been waiting for my update too.  >.<

Yeala, I’m perasan la…

Okayh, let me start my story.

These few days, it has been the busiest time for me. 

Assignments, assignments and assignments nia. 

They said this consider as University Life, but for me may be once a while can la don’t everyday also have to rush for assignment and stay up for whole night cause I will exhausted de leh…

Finally I have finished multimedia assignment which means left Technopreneurship, JAVA, and Mandarin assignment. 

I think next I will go on with Technopreneurship and JAVA. 

Gambateh Wong Cai Yi!!!

This week will be super busy week for me. 

Hope I can cope for it.

Decoration of SSIL Night half way on it.

Java report half way also.

Technopreneurship haven’t start any yet.

Mandarin…  slides show done already but lots of words I don’t know how to read at all.

I really hope this week can end fast, so that busy life can end and I can enjoy for the night. =)

p/s: hope my backache can recover soon… I don’t want to walk like a grandma… T.T 

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Stress Up!

I know I shouldn't be here updating my blog, but I'm really too stress and tired already.  I really need some break!!!
Argh!!!
Here are the assignments that I need to settle them:

1. Multimedia (Monday)
2. Java (Wednesday)
3. Technopreneurship
4. Ethics In IT (Saturday)
5. Hubungan Etnik (mid-term) (Saturday)

Guess I'm just dead ba... 

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