This Few Days I Am Super Blur

I really got no idea why this happen
I think is because I'm staying with Syn Wei now
And Syn Wei is staying with me now

L0L

Maybe Syn Wei thinks she can rely on me
And I think I can rely on her
Come out with the result
WE BECOME BLUR!!!

Like this few days
we suppose to send the assignment that we have done to Siva yesterday night...
but we were so blur until we forget everything already...
then we told him that will send to him after DATABASE class
but mana tau again, we FORGOT!!!!
haih...

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I Know It Just Small Matter

I'm thinking of something now...
I know it is something stupid that I shouldn't care so much
I know I should just let it happens as the God wants to
But just it is not that easy to let go
It just appeared in my mind
And this make me can't stop thinking of it

Honestly this really make me feel emo
I know this is really stupid of me thinking this and make myself feel down
But I just can't help to avoid this feeling

Actually is just very small problem
Just now I had my dinner in senior's room
Then one of my friend suggested to cook our own too
The first thing come to my mind is:
if start to cook... I will have to cook... and if I never cook then nobody will cook for me
Then the cooking suggestion keep coming out from my mind!

Emo...ing...
sigh...
so how??
should I cook or not??

p/s: got lots of assignment and I everyday also got class leh...

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Mindset Controls Me

I was trying to change my mindset all the time from negative to positive and I am.
This few days there are lots of stress attacking me
It seems like the God had decided to choose this moment to give me some challenge to face
BUT
I don't like this
Really don't like

I'm not a good emotional controller
Maybe I didn't really set a good mindset
OR
The mindset that I had set wasn't strong enough.

Well,
Conclusion is...
my EQ is very low....

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我其实很在乎的

我其实很在乎的

没有为什么

就在乎

也许这就叫自私吧

我在乎

当朋友都不再理我了

我在乎

当你们有好料时没有和我分享

我在乎

你们不再和我疯疯癫癫

我在乎

以前快乐的时间都没了

我在乎

我无法让身边的人得到快乐

导致身边的人一个一个离我而去

而至我又是一个人

看到以前很好的朋友

但是感觉以没有那么浓烈了

这是代表什么？

唉

很无奈

我需要找新朋友吗？

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First Time Swimming In Labuan

Finally I get the chance to swim in swimming pool in Manikar Hotel!
That was the first time I went there, but I got the feeling that will be also my last time swimming at there.

Since it was Saturday and there will be bus available at 2pm then 7pm, so Syn Wei and I decided to go and swim!  Wanted to ask Yu Jun along but too bad that she has UMS Sejati which she has to attend talks in Manikar Hotel and she was required to stay there overnight!
Pity her...

I didn't really swim yesterday because I don't really know how to swim at all!
Just walk in the water, let the water wet my whole body...
Syn Wei kept floating around, maybe because she can't float in the air, so she enjoys floating on the water.  (you know la, ghost floats)

After swimming, we went Jing Moon's room to bath (as you know that some students of UMSKAL staying in Manikar until today due to the renovation in campus)
Then Yu Jun sms us to ask whether we want to join dinner together or not which the dinner is free of charge!
Actually the dinner was prepared for UMS Sejati students but we slip into and eat!
Kube recognize me and I even say hello then told him that I'm going to eat their food!
Oh man, the food was delicious, at least I get to eat vegetables!
Man, I really love veges...

Oh, I have to thank to Shin Yi cause she bought us to Manikar and because of her we get to eat such delicious food if not we will have to back campus at 7pm which we will never got enough time to eat!
I also feel pity of her because she was tired after swimming for an hour then have to help up her friend carrying stuff into the hostel.
Poor Shin Yi...

Well, swimming is good...
and it is a good exercise too~

p/s: I have been 5 days didn't go for jogging already...

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