FYP Consultation Phase 2

Finally it is here, our FYP consultation phase 2 which should be held last 2 weeks ago.  It has been postponed for 2 weeks and guess what, most of us stay up late last night to finish the DFD and ERD! Even though we have given more time to do that. 

Procrastinate really KILLS!

Go with a good nice smile although we are really tired and tired.

I'm lazy to find a better outfit, so just black and white for today.  Super Formal.
I don't think we did badly for the consultation just now, maybe is because the person who gave advise isn't the person that I 'like'.  Hurmp... bad impression on her.  Just I don't get it why she wants to be that aggressive!  Never mind, you are the consultant and I shall listen to you.
(really have to rush for everything, these 3 days gonna be tough day for me.)

Hot Hot day today.  From main building walk to the cafe for dabao then back to room, I already sweat as I have gone for a evening jog!  Fuh, the weather is getting hotter and hotter which means the Earth is getting weaker and weaker. =(

Although the weather is hot, but I still want to eat local food ---> Nasi Lemak!  Alright mummy, I promise I will drink more water. =D
It is so fulling and the fried chicken is so damn delicious!  I wanted to have more, but it is fattening as well, so one will do.  (Don't say I didn't eat meat already, I do pamper myself on food. =p)

p/s: holiday is coming soon, I miss home... =((
p/s: there are so much stress and tension lately, don't dare to call home... I scared I will collapse, trying to be strong now.. =((

Tweet

FML

Life hasn't gone well, after one down another problem for me to solve.  Maybe all these make us become stronger and stronger so we can face more difficulties in the future.  Although thinking at the positive way, we get good things in return in the future, but think rationally, this is super suffering and who wants problem to occur?  Nobody wants to have problems but it just come whenever they like.  One problem maybe you can face it nicely, but when problems suddenly pop-up just like that without any earlier notification, you might depressed and helpless.  This is what I feel now.  I know I have promised myself not to be that or negative, but when things happen once, you can overcome with your smile.  Things happen twice, you might mumbling on why problems have to occur twice.  When things happen thrice, you could have been crying for that already.  Like I did.  Nobody knows what it gonna be, to prevent? You don't even know what is the problem is, to seek for the problem, you don't even have the time to do it.  Right, I know that are just excuses that we are giving to ourselves.  Sometimes I really really feel tired with all this troubles and problems, it is really tiring.  

When will it stopped?  

Nobody knows...  

Who will care?

Nobody cares except you yourselves...

Tweet

Hate It

I know I shouldn't blogging now and I should studying for my Security subject now, but I just want to complain awhile here.

Yesterday a friend of mine asked me to do her a favour to attend the talk that organized by their group, but since there are so many things to do and I don't think I can handle my time wisely, I rejected to help her.  I am sorry about that.  I know this is a selfish attitude but I don't want myself of regretting on what I have done.  I am not like the others study in last minute can remember everything or can remember everything when others tell story on the subject.  I'M NOT!

I know what is my condition and I believe my choice isn't a wrong one.  The moment I rejected, I know that my action is so selfish that my friend needs help but I didn't lend out my hand to help her.  If you think I'm selfish and wanted to hate me for that, please do so, I don't mind.  Because I didn't help.  

Some how there is a girl, saying that I didn't care for a friend.  She said I didn't make friends in first position.  (tidak pentingkan kawan)  When I explained that I want to study for my mid-term, she said I only memorized on the number of the slides.  Oh well well...

Today is already Sunday, you think you got much time for that, but I don't think I have, so please don't try to simply saying that I didn't study as I have already studied for the whole morning!  Seriously hate that so much!!!  Monday we have consultation, but I haven't done the DFD structure; Tuesday we have data structure, I know you good in programming and you don't have to study for that, I'm sorry because I have to study on that! I'm sucks in programming.  Wednesday, we have security mid-term.  I know you are better than me, so don't put your condition into mine please.

I'm sucks in everything and I need to do something to make them better but not making them worst!

I know you didn't mean it.  I know you mentioned them with jokes, but that doesn't sound funny for me.  It hurts and irritates me.  I have my own plan, I always do.  I hate to spoil and ruin my plan, so don't give me things last minute.  

It has been so many years, you never said in that way, even you did, I always said 'never mind, just a joke', thinking that deep in my heart although I don't feel that's funny at all. 

I know this will offend someone, but I still have to complain.  I must complain... Because this time I really do hate about this.  Seriously hate it.

p/s: cried loudly deep in my heart, why still don't understand me?  

Tweet

Miserable!

Guess for those Computer Users' expert should know what is blue screen meant by.  Yeap! I faced it thrice!!!
Can you believe that?!!

Argh, I don't know why I have been so gadgets not friendly recently... Even phones are bullying me too!

I didn't hope much on that la, just hope I can get through all this and graduate! XD

Tweet

Halloween

I never celebrate Halloween.  I only see this celebration from shows.  I never experience the real Halloween party before, maybe I shall have a try and experience it myself! 

When I was young, Halloween is a very scary day for me, because people around us will wear in scary or weird custom and scare people around.  I thought it was real!  When I grown up, I realized there are all fake.  The childishness mind of mine has already gone.  Now if I been invited to attend any of Halloween party, I think I will choose the ugliest character and custom for the party!  (sounds interesting!)  Too bad, Halloween doesn't really famous in Malaysia.

Maybe one day when I am capable, I can organized an event on this! Halloween party! XD  Or maybe I shall go out there and explore this myself!  

p/s: Halloween is at 31st of October!  Enjoy yourselves... 

p/s: candy or tricks ;)

Tweet