自私

对 ‘自私’ 这个字眼应该很熟悉吧！

对！没错，就是我们常常会挂在嘴边说的话～

何谓自私？

从百度，‘自私’ 的构念通常包含于 ‘自我中心’ 里。两者最大的差别在于，自私是个体面临自己利益与对方冲突时， 会不计对方损失，以满足自己利益为主；此外，自私者在进行自私行为的同时，通常能察觉自己的行为可能损及别人的利益，但仍按照自己利益不择手段。

此外，我从百度看到原来自私的人可以从外表看出来的 -->

老实说，这个世界上是没有人不自私的，如果你跑过来跟我说你一点都不自私，那你一定是在说谎！哪里会有人不自私的？

没有人可以将对方自私，绝对没有。因为当你要求别人成全你是，你也是自私的，不是么？

算了，至少从这个事件中，我知道你是个当得不到某样东西是，会想尽办法不择手段～

当作是一教训咯，我是不会诅咒别人的啦～

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FYP Report 1

This semester the main assignment and the assignment which kills me the most is this FYP report 1.  

This report consists of:-

Chapter 1: Introduction

Chapter 2: Literature Review

Chapter 3: Analysis

Chapter 4: Interface

Chapter 5: Conclusion

It almost kill me because of my bad habit --> procrastination.  

But luckily that I manage to finish them by the due date, although I don't think we did well in the report.  

I really freaking hate FYP, but I have to face them as FYP is the part of my life... @@

(what sentence I'm using?!)

p/s: no pain no gain... can I face all the pain?

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Say Happy Birthday To Me

Alright, let me tell you something before you start to read.  

This gonna be a very very long post and if you don't want to read this long post, better don't start read, or if you insist to read, then don't blame me for that.

3 days ago, was my birthday.  It wasn't a good timing as we got lots of assignment to rush plus I wasn't in the mood to celebrate without my family.  I never celebrate my birthday without my family because my birthday always fall on school holiday and since born, every December is always school holiday.  So I don't have to go school every year on my birthday.  Until now I'm in University.  I mean last year, the policy of the semester break changed and I have to stay in the campus even during December.  Now that I have to face on celebrating birthday alone or without family earlier because I know that I will never manage to celebrate birthday every year with my family once I step out to the social when I start working.

Since we have to rush for our FYP report which we have to hand in on 7th (yesterday) so I assumed that maybe we can have a late celebration which we just have to gather and have a nice meal out there when we are done with our assignments.  Plus we have to represent our Interface on my birthday, so I don't mind to have late celebration or no celebration at all cause I don't feel it is so special of my birthday without my family.  

In the morning, we went to find our supervisor for the representation and we did some discussion on our final report.  While waiting for him, since he had meeting to attend so our meet from 10am postponed to 10.30am.  Suddenly a friend of mine wanted to confirm with Syn Wei with the car rent at 2pm.  Once the friend said so, I already can guess that they gonna buy me a cake.  They told me that the need to use car at 2pm to fetch another friend back from town, but I really doubt it.  Even they really do have to fetch the friend back from town, I know they are going to buy me a cake.  Maybe because I'm too understand them already.  I can read their mind! XD

When I back to room and continue with my assignments, I know that they gonna bring in the cake anytime, because I remember I told them before that the thing I want most for my birthday is a birthday cake.  I believe they will bring me a birthday cake.

That evening, Di said she is coming to do assignment together, but after awhile she said she was still watching drama, and give me a pout face when I ask her stop watching drama as we knew that we can't finish our assignment if we didn't really use every second we had that day.  After she came, she came to my side and asked me to show her the Interface of my FYP and then she said she wanted to see the member's profile part.  I thought it was just normal, so I just clicked and showed her.  Guess what?  They had created a video for me.  The video is the wishes from my friends (some of the friends are not close friend la... lol... guess they really doesn't know who are my close friends when I am in Kuantan. XD)  and from my family!!! Too bad they didn't manage to find my dad to record the video also... @@ (I know isn't their fault as my sis said she forgot about my dad!)  The video can be perfect if it includes my besties and a full family members' wishes.  

Still, I appreciate what you did.  Just it wasn't my mood to celebrate because I hate to celebrate with bunches of assignments.  I can't really enjoy the whole celebration as I stuck with all the assignments!!!

Well, I still like the part of the video when it showed my dog and my family~

I want to say unlimited thanks to the organizers and also friends who record this video to me~

I never thought Hui Sam will get involve... Lol... because we never been in the same class before.  I thought friends like Harn Wei, Yi-Tsiang, Grace, Kee, Leong will involve.... @@
But nevermind, I still can feel the warm wishes from you guys. XD

Sorry I can't post the video as my family doesn't want to expose themselves in the Internet.  So I can only printscreen some of the video into my blog.  Video that from my family I can't printscreen... Sorry... I can only post pictures of Dong Dong~!

Thank you for everything guys!!! Di and Syn Wei, you both successfully make me cry.  I know that's your mission.  @@

 Do you ever see people cut their birthday cake by using a kitchen knife?  Hahahaha!!! I'm the one!!! XD

Thank you for the 2 organizers~ ^^

Thank you Abby (my roommate) for bringing the cake.  Thank you so much! 

Oh ya, almost forget wishes from the seniors.  Seniors who closed to me...

Shiang and Leng!

Thank you so much~ ^^

Guys, if you want to watch the video, come to find me, cause I can't post it into the web.  I can only share to my friends. =)

Thanks again although I know it would be a very late thank you.  I really appreciate all this and I will celebrate again after all the assignments end and before the study week starts.  I want to go out to have something nice to eat! =D

p/s: long post huh? Sorry... but I just want to share and thanks~

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I know I am Evil

Alright, finally I can blog again.  Examination timetable has finally out and I am quite satisfy with the current timetable of our examination.  

5/1/2011 - Data Structure

6/1/2011 - Security and Payment in E-commerce

10/1/2011 - Management Information System

12/1/2011 - Web Programming

19/1/2011 - System Analysis and Design

20/1/2011 - Cyber Law

I'm so so satisfy with my current exam schedule that I don't have to rush for any of the paper.  I love this schedule as I have enough time to study for each of the paper.  

Just now during SAAD class, my friend suggested to change the SAAD subject exam date to make it earlier so they can go back for Chinese New Year holiday earlier.  At first, they want to make it to 16th or 17th, but since there are some seniors who don't want to have the exam on that day as they already very pack during that few days.  So they changed to 3rd of January which we will have to start our exam earlier!  

I'm super disagree with this because if SAAD subject make it to be that early, then it will be very pack on the first week already! NO WAY!!!

They have to get all the agreements from all students which means if one of us disagree of the suggestion, then they are not able to change the date but follow to the original date.  

p/s: honestly if they can change the date to 16th or 17th, it doesn't make much difference for me because I still have another paper on 20th.

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December Month

It is December already, I never never have to go school or have any classes during December and this is the first time I have to rush for my assignment and go class everyday like usual in December!  December was my holiday and I loved that holiday as every year, December will always be school holiday and I don't have to worry about my assignments or homework because I would have done before the holiday starts.  Now I have to rush for my assignment here, far away from my home.

I don't feel the holiday mood because I'm not in holiday currently, the semester break of every University of Malaysia has already changed and this cause me stuck in this island for the whole December.  Maybe is time for me to know I'm no longer little girl that having holiday during December like others children do.  School holidays, celebrate Christmas, New Year and then back to school.  I have no holiday anymore once I graduate because there wouldn't be holiday for a month time if I am working unless I am unemployed, but I don't hope that to happen.

From now on, December is no longer a holiday month for me as it will be the last month of the year and nothing special on it.  December is going to be a month that I have to prepare to go to another new year, new month with a new target, new life.  I know it is really pity to become an adult, but this is life, we have to move forward but not staying at the same place doing the same thing.  

This December gonna be very busy month for me as I have lots of things to do such as FYP, mock interview, E-community report, and other assignments!!!  FYP is really driving me crazy!  Doing report is not big deal but doing the practical part is the difficult part!!!  I seriously don't understand why we still have so many of the assignments to do as we have such big problem to be solved.  This year really a tough year for me, stress and challenges that I have to face are so many and I believe they gonna make me stronger.

(Why are all the lecturers so cruel, gave us so many assignments to do... )

Alright, I should start my report already and stop blogging here.

p/s:  I miss my family... especially mummy and dong dong... =(

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