Problems

Lots of questions pop up into my mind recently. I beg that you will sure ask what kind of questions that will pop up into my mind?? But I really don't know how to express them out. So, I choose to bury them back into my mind.

I wondering why bad things always happen to friends that stay around me?

1. Last time when I was in Afzan School. St. John in Afzan was shit in our year, but when I was out from that school, St. John become good like last time.
2. Then when we went into form 6 life, I thought that I can be active in St. John again. But again, St. John in SMART didn't go well in our year and lots of conflict occurs.
3. Making lots of problems and things didn't go very well in the nursery that I work.
4. And now, I bring bad lucks to my friends. I'm sure that I'm the person who cause her having bad times lately and now more and more problems are out causing her so stressful.

I believe that if I leave them far far away maybe things will become much more better. But how I going to do that? I'm sure will miss all the moments when we were play fools and chit chating together....

Just hope that I can help them to overcome those problems that she is facing. I really hope I can help, but everytime when she tells me the problems that she is facing, I can't help, I don't even know how to help. All I can do is open my heart wide wide and open my ears wide wide to listen to what she says. Because this is the only way I can help her feel much better....

God Bless Her...

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Sien

Sunday.

Early in the morning I have been wake up by my sister and ask me to go for breakfast together. After I wake up I really think deeply whether choose to go together or not. After the deep thinking, I decided to go together la. Actually I really lazy to go because last night I slept at 3:30am, it is really tiring.

After the celebration last night, Grace and I decided to go to Yi-Tsiang's house again today. I know that it is nonsense and ridiculus but I really want to spend time with Grace. At 10am, I reach his house and he told me that he is having stomachache and run to the toilet for three times liao. Lol. Maybe he ate too much last night liao... haha

At 6:30pm, I went for shopping, but in the end I only bought a pair socks. Lol. Eat my dinner at E.C.Mall. I wanted to eat at the food court there de, but the environment make me feel not to eat... and there really got nothing eat la... After shopping, buy ice cream to eat. But in the end, I didn't get to eat it. sien..zzzz

Wanted to hang out till mid-night, but I didn't because my mummy ask me to be home earlier. I really sien liao when she said that. I got no choice but go back home early. I went home at 10pm something. And in the end I miss alot of funny thing. Really sien lo.....

I don't care liao, I want to hang out till mid night today, unless.... (ehem, I also dunno)

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Happy Birthday Handsome Goh

It was Yi-Tsiang birthday yesterday. Grace and I had decided to make a plan on him, a surprise birthday party. Few days before his birthday, I asked Grace out and discuss about this 'huge' celebration. Finally we decided to have his surprise birthday party at his house.

Since we having a surprise party, sure we have to make him feel that the whole is a very dull and unsurprise day. So when the time show at 00:00, 11-4-2009, I made a phone call to him and wished him 'Happy Birthday'. That time he was sleeping and my phone call woke him up. Haha. I force him to talk to me instead of sleeping but his sounds sleepy and tired, so I gave up and allowed him to sleep back.

The next morning, I went out earlier than before to go to bakery shop to search for birthday cake for him. I know that he likes ice-cream, so I searched for ice-cream cake for him. Luckily the person who know him well, Grace told me to buy ice-cream cake at Sungai Wang, if not I think I couldn't find ice-cream cake but a normal chocolate cake. Lol.

Before I went to work, I saw his mother. So I took the opportunity to tell her that we're going to held a surprise birthday party for him at his house. Her mother was like shock and smile at me and say yes, she allow us to do so. Wow, his mother is really very kind compare to my mother. Lol, I didn't really mean that la.. hehe. I even took his mother's phone number, so that she can help us to trick Yi-Tsiang too. At first, Grace and I planed to make the surprise at 8pm, but Yi-Tsiang's mother suddenly came to my house and told me that Yi-Tsiang and the whole family are going out for celebration dinner right after the dinner with Grace. Because of this, I have to change the plan. And that time it is already 4.30pm. I know that this dicision had make Grace feel disapointed because she can't attend herself to the celebration and I feel guilty of that. Here, I wanna say 'I'm SORRY'.

Since we are not going to celebrate his birthday at 8pm, so I join their dinner at Curry House for Indian's food. Really funny, indian food is very full and Yi-Tsiang still need to eat later with his family... deng..

Look at his 'birthday cake' when we celebrate at Curry House. Haha, isn't it creative enough? This is all Grace's suggestion.

Thanks Grace!!

See? Because of Grace, he looked so happy....


Yeah, finally can start the meal liao... Hehe, we wait the food and the lighter to come already wasted lots of time dy...
Do you guys see the plastic there, actually is beers... they plan to drink beer at there....

I keep on lying to him that I can't celebrate his birthday with him, I only can accompany him to eat nia. I think I can act well too.. Lol. Because I think I really made him believe that nobody is going to celebrate birthday with him. LOL.

All of sudden, his mom smsed me and tell me that he is not at home at the moment but he will come back very soon. So I quickly ran out the house and wanted to drive there liao de, but I saw Jun Yan's car outside my house, so I ma tumpang his car there lo... haha

I really very gang jiong that time when I was in his house. Cause most of the people haven't come yet, and he is going to reach home liao. Then when I was in his dining room, I saw him came back liao... Then I quickly push Jun Yan and Amy back to the kitchen and stay in there. Wah, really very gan jiong. He somemore want to call me that time and ask me where am I. My heart like 'dump... dump', going to jump out liao. Of course I lied to him again and tell him that I am at home lo. HAha, really proud of my acting... LOL...

After Ee Loe and Harn Wei arrived, I brought up the birthday cake and we sang birthday song together. That time Joe was in his house repairing the computer liao de, so he didn't suspect anything when he reached home. I am glad Yi-Tsiang asked Joe to repair the computer at the time. Haha...

"Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Yi-Tsiang,
happy birthday to you...."

That time he was talking through phone... He was so shock!!! And I'm happy to see his expression...

This is his cake which is full of candle. All together got 20's candle... HAha

Actually that day is also Jun Yan's birthday, (I almosrt forget about it...) so they celebrate together...


Asked them to pick up the candle by using the mouth but Jun Yan cheating and he used his hand to take it out... Here is the prove!!!

Yi-Tsiang used his mouth to take it... ^.^

Happy looking... And I am happy to see this moment. I am glad that the birthday boys are happy...

At around 1am something, I reached home and Leong fetch me home.
after clean up everything, I am so concentrate in internet....
LOL...

see, concentrate leh... hehe

Haha, see hardworking leh... I never think that I'll be this hardworking in internet. If I was hardworking during STPM, that will be wonderful...

I am really very happy because I do make the birthday boy happy and shock, but I do feel guilty too because my decision cause Grace can't attend to this celebration. Wanna continue the celebration later la... Hehe...

Handsome Goh.... Happy Birthday!!!!

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What's Going On

Really excited because I know that I only work for half day today. As I told you that I am only wasting my GOLD time and their GOLD money if I continue working at there.

I told the person incharge yesterday that I will off in the afternoon, but my grandmother called me at 11.15am that she had reach the bus station. Lol, at that time I was still eating, curry today. Kinda rush. I think I only used 5 minutes to finish my lunch. Isn't it miracle? No la, is actually I take very little of rice cause I got the feeling that my grandma was going to reach very soon. Mana tau, I only have the second bites, she called.

Before having my lunch, I was doing my own things. Read newspapers and making some notes for myself. Then I asked some of the students to read some English words as they are too noisy. Suddenly something came out from my nose. I got no flu already and I'm sure that I am not running nose. So I thought that it might be blood, but I never had blood from nose before. But when I wiped the liquid off, the colour that I saw is abit yellowish. So I am sure that it isn't blood.

It is kinda dangerous I guess because it might be liquid from the brain, but of course I hope that it is just normal. I don't want to become a patient in the next second. I got lots of things that I haven't done yet. But lots of probability came out from my mind.
Till now I only tell a friend of mine and to this blog. Just pray la, do things that I wanna do now....

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Mid-Night

It is almost 2.30 in the morning. Althought it is morning but the sky is still very dark. They say at this moment there are lots of 'things' coming out. I am affraid of them of course but I really don't feel like sleeping although I already feel tired.
Later I am going to sleep. Sure I will sleep but just not now. Maybe 3am or right after I finish this post. I don't know. This few days, I feel sleepy easily but I don't know why I hate sleep. Whenever I sleep for how long, I will still fell sleepy.

I am glad that I take half day leave today. I used the reason as I am going to fetch my grandma who is coming to Kuantan to visit us. Hey, I'm not blufing la. It is true that I am going to bus stop to fetch her. I'm going to accompany her in the evening. I'm sure that she will be very sien to stay here, because my house got no ASTRO.
I am very excited. Not because of celebrating Miss Irene's birthday, but it is because I'm going to off for half day tomorrow. I can stay at home. I can rest mentally. haha

Actually something happen in Taska today... Opps is yesterday. Our business admin brought a Malay lady and show her everything about the Day Care to her and recommend us that she will coming to work on next week. Then all of us were like:" huh? how come, now we are facing problems that too many teacher liao, and now they hire one more new teach??" Actually I'm very extra at there liao. After discuss with mummy, mummy said that work until end of this month la. But after I see this happen. I decided to work till next week nia. Haven't tell mummy yet. I really dislike is, they even ask me to make milk for the children's tea break. Lol, they see me to free liao, that's why they are very not suang. I'm not very suang with them too lo.. Ask me to make milk. This is not my job leh.. I shouldn't be doing this and I'm not told to do this when interview. This is very unfair.

Whatever la, I just hope that I can leave the place as soon as possible, so that I no need to face stress at there anymore. I really got no idea why I will work at there, maybe is because I'm too desperate to earn money liao....

Good Night....

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