Sunday, September 16, 2012

One More Week, Then I'm Free. (let's consider as holiday) =D

So fast and now it is second week of me starting my tuition classes, which means I have worked for more than 8 hours a day for 2 weeks and this Saturday I still have extra classes to my beloved students due to their weak subjects.  (of course I'm super willing to teach more as I can earn more in return!  #badteacher)  

And yeah, so fast that left 5 days for me to stay in The Zenith Hotel and I will tell you I'm waiting for my convocation in October!  Can't wait till that time so I can go visit around with family.  I have been wishing for family trip for so long and this is the time for them especially mommy to enjoy! (although the money we used will be mommy's, Lol!!!)

Just now went out with a friend and have a small gathering.  (fyi: I don't really like big gathering especially with those who lost contact more than a year, because I can hardly find something to say and that will make me feel abandon then I will sit there silently without talking. ) Two of us went round and round in Kuantan City, and then stop at a mamak stall.  Who knows the mamak stall is going to close right after we sit there for like half an hour!  I was like wtf???  
We then went to have another yam cha session at another place.  It is a new place to me because it is the first time for me to step into the shop.  I ordered this:
No doubt I like the taste but if the sweetness of the 'zhi ma hu' can be lesser it will be perfect to me!  (less sugar and sweet makes your life become healthier!)  
It was around 11pm when I have this.  I know this is super unhealthy to have this heavy dessert during the mid-night!  That's why I am still awake at this time!  Argh...  All the food make me super guilty now... (guess I have to bring sport shoes or the rope skipping back grandma's house! I can't miss the exercise of tomorrow... )

During the way back home after fetching my friend home.  All my mind was happy moments in workplace.  I can hard recall back bad things that happen in there, and I'm pretty sure that this is because I never go through all the negative 'activities' in there.  At least when I'm alone, all memories that I recall back are all able to make me smile while I'm driving or day dreaming.  I SAID SMILING, not laughing.  To me, laugh doesn't mean that you are happy but smile from the heart is happy.

I am pretty sure that I will miss them so much after the internship.  I'm so lucky to know every single person in there, because all of them treat me well and YES! THEY TREAT LIKE A SMALL KID!  They even called budak sakit jiwa.  >.<  I'm very normal okay, just a little bit TAK SIUMAN sometimes.  Hahaaha!

EVERYBODY SAYS I'M NOISY...
Really, even the General Manager of the company asked me when I will be leaving, and then he said after I am gone, the whole office will become 'sunyi' (quite).  I'm noisy I know, and I know I'm super loud!  My laughing can go through the wall and other department out there can hear my super loud laugh.  

Left 5 days there, going to be super fast past day because I am so busy everyday and that make me feel the time passes so damn fast.  I don't care, on the last day I gonna put on make up and take pictures with them. (only put on make up, not going to dress myself up.)  I think I will break all the rules on my last day.  (well, rules are to break!  Don't you agree me? ngek...)

Right, is almost 2am.  I must sleep because I have to wake up after 4 hours and start packing.  2 days holiday...  I'm coming!!!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

I Need The Courage

Recently I started to feel the rejection of being care again.  wtf.  I really don't know how to get rid of this kind of situation.  Last time when I was in University, friends were so good to me and when it reaches the limit of mine, I start to give bad impression to them so they can have bad impression towards me....

Yeah, I know  that I hurt so many of them.  When they find out that I'm not the person that they thought in the first place but I really don't know how to make people think I'm a good person.  Because I'm the type of if you want to think I'm a bad person, then I will continue be the bad person in front of you.  I will never want to be the good one unless you find out yourselves the actual of me.  Weirdo... I know.


Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Super Busy Life FML

I am so so busy on this few days and I'm sure I will continue busy until end of September.  Morning work for  8 hours, and then continue work for another 2 hours at night.  I have only gone through this tough days for 2 days and I feel exhausted.  I really don't know how I going to survive for a month.  fml.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Complaint

I just wanna complain something here.  

ALERT! If you don't want to read a post that full of negativity emotion and aura, then stop reading!

If you insist to continue reading, please take it on your own risk.


Sunday, September 2, 2012

Big Gift On 1st of September

Since mommy wasn't around and only one car was available on that day, so I got no choice but drive Mr. Wira out.  You never know how difficult to control Mr. Wira when you are already used to Mr. Kelissa.  I dislike Mr. Wira not only because he is super low but also because he is super difficult to drive, difficult as in he is very difficult to move on even though you push the pedal with most of your energy.  

I never know battery inside Mr. Wira has already old enough to die.  He still can be used in the morning, fetching me to work, then lunch together with bro and sis.  I even drove it for satay late evening!  He was really unpredictable, he GONG in all sudden!
Satay I had!  I like they way they cooked satay.  I know it is unhealthy eating all this food, but still once awhile...  OK back to topic.

At night, when I was in daddy's shop and ready to go back home, I couldn't start the car!  Mr. Wira rang alarm and warned me that he is out of battery!!!  wtf.
I don't feel nervous or scared that time because I know daddy is still in the shop, if anything happen I still have daddy there to help me.  I was so relax and let daddy settle everything down for me.  (Seriously do think it will be super nice if he stays together with us.)
And yeah, I managed to bring Mr. Wira back home!  But unfortunately, he is sick until daddy changed the battery on the next day.  Now he is alive!  

ps: if daddy wasn't there, who I should call to?  I really got no idea.  I think I will still call daddy for help.