After A Week Of Resting

Alright!!!  It has been a week.  A week that I didn’t update my blog already.  I’m very sorry about that, but my schedule is really fully book and I got no mood to update at all.

Sorry

Final will start on Monday and I have 8 subjects to handle which I only really started to study and do my revision on yesterday because I was busying with my assignments and assignments.  Nothing else I was busying with.  I went for interview too.

Since I was a band 4 student, I was allowed to choose a foreign language in my next semester.  There are Japanese, Arabic and Advanced Mandarin.  Guess what subject I had chosen??  I had chosen Mandarin, advance Mandarin.  Surprise huh??

I was really surprise too.  I thought I will challenge myself by taking Japanese but in the end I failed too.  I really do feel I’m coward.  I don’t even dare to sacrifice my time, my money to take Japanese language. 

Sigh...

I’m getting fatter and fatter here….  I really don’t know how to diet liao, because in my experience when I having exam, I’ll definitely get fat.  Stress maybe, I don’t know.  

What I have to do now is study and do more revision…..  I don’t want to get a bad result and I hope to get back my current room and one of the roommate or with a closer friend. 

One more thing is I am looking forward into 16^th of November 2009, because that will be my last paper until 12pm then I will be free and I can fly after that…

p/s: left 19 days to back to peninsular….  Can’t wait till that day….  ^^

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Sharing of My Days

Yesterday was my free day for whole day, unfortunately there was no electricity at all!!!  I really do feel frustrated about that.  This problem occurs since Thursday night and the electric current came back yesterday evening.  And during this ‘disaster’, my laptop was switch off without shutting down properly twice!!!  Oh my God!!!  My heart is bleeding because of that!!!  Pain la weyh!!!

Things unexpected happened, but for me is still okay, because I don’t have to sleep uncomfortable that night.  I just pitied those SPKAL students.  They were going to have their final exam on the next day and they have to spend whole night doing nothing?!!!  I really don’t understand the technician here, why they never think of the students and never take precaution on the electricity source???!!!  And the worst thing is, they have to sweat during the examination!!  Oh poor, this is so uncomfortable, and if they didn’t get good result, I think they should blame the person in charge!!!

That night, all of us were sleeping with sweat, damn hot and uncomfortable.  But fortunately, I was too tired to think of the ‘warm’ environment.  I fell asleep very early that night.

The next morning, I went to a temple to pray.  It was really smoky and my tears came out without my permission.  Hahahax

Hello!!!  Tears coming out don’t mean that I am sad or crying la!!!  What I did enjoy that time was I drove!!!  ^^

Really, it has been long time I didn’t drive and I really miss the moment I drive when I was in my hometown.  Well, the place and directions here are still strange to me, that am why I still need someone to guide me when I was driving.  Guide me in the sense of directions. 

On the way back to hostel, I only realize that the car was full of ladies, 6 pretty ladies and all of us are in the same course!!!  We are course mate!!!  Wow, unbelievable~~~

6 of us went out to pray and we went to eat something good.  After eating, I feel a little bit of guilty because I feel I am getting bigger and bigger in size…  the size isn’t growing vertically but growing horizontally.  T.T 

Every time I thought of diet, but I got no time to go for exercise, and the main reason is I’m lazy.  Yeah, when you do not want to do something, then you will find lots of excuses to yourself.  I’m doing the same thing here.  >.<

here are some of the pictures that i had captured~~~~

Something else I do want to share with you guys is:

I feel something on me.  Every time I give comment towards a couple, especially negative comment, the comment or my presage will come true.  I’m so sorry to those couple that I didn’t see any good future on you both.  Every time I tell my friend or I think that a couple will break up soon, things will happen just may be now or later.  So so so sorry about that.

Maybe you can think for not letting me know that you will going to have further relationship with him/her.  Or don’t let me know the personality of your partner, or else I will see thru everything.

Sorry.

‘bull shit’ this word might come out from your mouth, but is true.  I had experience this many times…  believe it or not….

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Everything Is Messed Up

Everything blew up!!!

I really very disappointed what I have just done just now during my English presentation.  It was really terrible and I was told that my presentation was not organized.  Sigh.  Disappointed ler……

My presentation was about ‘Direct Selling and Network Marketing’.  It was my very last idea, because when Madam wanted us to hand in our final draft, she asked me to change topic last minute because she is not satisfied with my previous essay map.  I had used the whole night to finish the essay map and in the end came out with the topic ‘Direct Selling and Network Marketing’.

Really disappointed.  I was so nervous, and my point are not organized.  Ehem, I really have to admit it.  Actually I know that I had chosen the wrong title for the essay, but since I have chosen this topic, then I have to make effort to make my essay become better……

Really want to cry now…

Not just cry, but I really hope that time can flew back until the day she asked us to do essay map… I want to change the topic la……  ish ish ish!!!!

Haih!!!  God, please help me… 

How good, if there is somebody who can guide me…..

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C++ Assignment

Is very early in the morning now and I am still in front of my laptop.  But please don’t be misunderstand that I didn’t sleep for whole night, I did sleep just now at 12.30am just now and wait up at 3.30am which I only sleep for 3 hours.  Again… 

I didn’t want to, but I forced to.  No choice, who ask me to be the group member of this group assignment.  What I can do is sigh by my own, and try to solve everything out my own because I have the responsible to make sure my group manage to hand in the assignment in time.

Till now, I haven’t 100% done this assignment, because the printer run out of black ink which I only manage to print most of the pages.  

There three parts of this assignment and I do feel that I have finished all three parts but I don’t mind actually, I least I learnt something from here.  No matter things that I learnt or realized in here is negative or positive, I will always use a very positive thinking.  

Honestly, I do feel jealous on other group.  Even though they finished their game last minute but they manage to finish their reports and slide earlier than our group.  I guess it is just like what he said – team work.  Maybe our group really lack of that point. But, this weakness occurs is not because of the team member, but me, myself.  I didn’t do my part on dividing job to each other and didn’t strict to each other.  What came to my mind was, they will do their best, but I didn’t feel any afford from some of them. Maybe I’m too sensitive on that.  

I really do feel exhausted on this assignment.  I spent a lot of time on this.  I didn’t manage to prepare my presentation on tomorrow and the quiz that comes at this evening.  Maybe I am not really good in managing my time, no point to blame others.  What I can do is learnt everything from the mistake and realizes that I get this time to make myself more stronger in the future

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Busy Life In University

This is the first time I feel that University life is such busy and tiring.  I really very busy and tired for the last week and I only sleep for 3 hours per day. 

I was involved in a carnival and was a committee member of that carnival.  The carnival really drives me crazy and wasting my time, but luckily it ended yesterday night. 

After I back from Program Anak Angkat, I didn’t have time to rest at all.  All the time was full and you can hardly find that I having rest.  There are a lots of things happen also after the Program, and I do feel happier than before and I know that you feel better too.

I was busying for the dancing performance, carnival, assignment C++, English essay presentation and E-commerce.  There are a lot of things to do in that week but I only manage to finish my carnival and part of C++.  It is so tired to do so many things and I have to sacrifice my sleeping time too….

Poor thing….  And worst thing is, I drink coffee which I always rejected to drink because I know that drink coffee is a very bad habit that can cause addicted.   Argh!!!

Still got a month then I can go back home, that’s why I feel energetic even when I didn’t get a good night sleep.  I guess when the days come nearer, I get to have more motivation to stay stronger and stronger here.  I really do miss you all.  I wanted to call all of you when I am free, but I am scare you all not free because final are around the corner and government exams are very near too.

Just now I had just fill in for my foreign language course and guess what I choose??  I have chosen mandarin.  I know that most of you will scold me that I’m stupid to take that language.  I know that it will be a big mistake to take this language, because I really do want to take Japanese too.  But I really don’t want to be so busy and always busy with my Japanese homework only like those seniors now.  I want to be able to skip class to go back home earlier or back to campus later…   I know that this is a very stupid decision and I know that this is a very very immature decision too.

Anyway, just let it be because I have chosen the language and nothing can change it now….

God bless me….

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