Officially A Month

As you know Wednesday is movie day because of the half price of each ticket.  Of course I will never miss this opportunity to watch movie with friends although I was very tired for movie.

2 hours and 44 minutes movie, it consider long to me and I think they talk too much in the movie. wtf.  I watch The Dark Knight few days before I watched this movie, so I still get and understand some of the actors inside.  Anyway, the movie is surprising me at the end of the story.  Worth to watch thou.

From the first day I start my internship, 25 of June, now is official a month already.  Yes, I do feel that I have already been there for three months although it is only a month.  I make new friends there and I also understand and get to all the policy inside.  Now boss asked me whether I want to stay or not since he is leaving.  Leave or not just to inform him.  However, I am scared to face all the masks inside the company but I understand that all this happens in every company, so it is the same even if I want to work in other company.

I still have 2 months left there, so now I'm thinking whether I want to stay or not.  2 months time to think. =D

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Chubby Me

Heading to grandma's house.  It has been almost three months before the last time I went back to grandma's house.

Enjoying the view when I was sitting at the back.  Seriously it has been long time I got to sit at the back because I always am either driver or sit beside driver.  However, it is not comfortable sitting at the back because I prefer the view from the front side.  >.<

I am trying hard to reduce my weight but too bad it is hard for me because I love food so much.  I am not allowed to eat more but I can't resist to have such delicious food.  Like mommy said, food lovers always have the problem of losing weight because it is a super difficult job to lose weight if they don't control what they eat.
Seriously FML.

By the way, I wonder.  Is it shameful or pathetic when a person got no boyfriend before when he or she is already 20+ years old?  I really don't understand why there are people who think that this is pathetic thou.

ps: sometime we don't want to accept a person is because we don't want to hurt that person.  

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After 3 months Please

I don't know why I got the phobia of adding people into my facebook or giving them my blog link especially my colleagues.  Calvin asked me to give him about my blog today so he can follow.  He asked when I asked him whether I can update my blog in the office!  I really feel so regret of asking him such question until he wanna follow mine. >.<

I feel so weird when you meet them everyday and then you post lots of your own feeling in the blog and then he/she comes to read your blog!  Ah... I also don't know how to explain how I feel.  You know some people they tend to share your feeling where you post in public to everybody.  Sometimes you want some one see it but you don't want people to share so publicly.  Do you get what I mean?

Alright, then Calvin ask for my FB account so he can add me.  Now he is in my friend request list and waiting for my approval only.  WHY he didn't want to add me after 3 months?  Why now???! wtf.

Since Calvin's sis (Bi Juan) was my junior, and I so kepo cause I go to find them every time when I free.  I told her about this and she asked my blog link too!  wtf.  I made so many mistake today!  

I added Bi Juan not long ago after I work there but that's because she is my junior!  Plus there isn't any conflict cause she is not in the same department also.  Now someone is trying to threaten me that if I didn't approve his friend request, then my weekly report will remain unsigned.  Walao!

(But I know he is kidding la, he will never be that mean and cruel =p)

ps: hopefully non of them got my blog link yet.  If really got it already, I can see my dead day coming. wtf.

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Zenith Hotel First Annual Dinner 2012

I should say I'm so so so lucky that the annual dinner is held when I am still working there as internship.  Oh of course that it would be super super great if I'm already work there for more than a year too.

Since I'm just so lucky and friends and colleagues asked me to go to enjoy, so I finally decided to go.  (I only can go to eat, I got no door gift or lucky draw because I'm just trainee there.)  I simply wear because I am lazy to find a suitable dress plus I do think that I'm just the extra staff there, so I shouldn't grab all the attention. =p

Simply grab a shirt and a pair of pants that I got online, I'm really lazy to find clothes for this event. :x  (I'm so fat!!!)

 Food we have during the night...  (I didn't eat much because of stomachache...)

Prizes of the night!  I really jealous to that person who got galaxy SIII!!!  I wanted the phone so much and I was so excited when I got to know that the phone is in the list of lucky draw!  But too bad that I wasn't in the list of being the lucky person because I wasn't allowed to have lucky draw!

FML

I thought the whole event will be super grand and I really did look forward to the event, but somehow it disappointed me.  There are so many of them who wore nicely and there are also some of them who purposely rent custom and nice dress from out there just to attend to the event.  I can see they put lots of effort in this event!  Maybe they want to win the prize of the best dresser!  :x

My boss, (he doesn't allow me to put his picture or take his picture, so I ask for his picture of his back! XD) he is super funny guy but of course he is a very strict person too!  (I know I have to be super alert when I need to settle my 'homework') He is super humor and I can see that he is a good father. wtf.  I have been feeling jealous towards those who have superb daddy lately.  >.<
Anyway, he said I was so different with spectacles and without spectacles.  He even told me not to wear spec to work on the next day or else I will be kicked out from the office.  (wtf??)  He somemore said if I still go on with this look, I will become 'lou gu po'.  (meaning that I got no boyfriend or husband when I'm older)

This really make me wonder, do I really look so different when I am with spec and without spec?

It is still the same me!  (I drank! that's why my face is so red!)

Let me ss awhile. wtf.
I think that I'm good to be original, because I don't hope my friends or future partner get to know me because I'm sooooo 'pretty'. wtf.  I just want to be who am I, but of course if there is such event I am willing to make myself look gorgeous to attend the event!  Who doesn't want to be pretty to attend a event?

ps: happy pretty to me =p

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I Become One Step Older =)

I never know this will happen to me.  I have this experience but that was when people confess to me.  I never know that there will be my chance to confess to someone else!  I also never know that I will have this feeling.  They said this is love at the first sight and I think it is. =D

So I confessed to this person and it didn't go well but good thing is we are still friends.  However, that make me so lucky that he didn't accept me because I know it would be weird as we are not close to each other yet! (I don't even know his full name. wtf)  And I am proud of myself for being so brave to bring this step out. =D

I know this is going to make so many people who are reading this feel surprise that I will make this move.  Well, I also feel surprise and I don't know where I got that courage and tell him about this.  So say: Fuck Yeah!
After this I have become one step older because I know that confess to someone is not a stupid thing because it is just about telling a person how you feel towards him or her.  It is not big deal when somebody rejected you, so I don't understand why there are some people will feel sad or depressed when being rejected.

Anyway, I feel if you have something on that person, go ahead and tell him or her about how you feel.  The feeling is not just about you fall into him/her but also feeling that you think he or she is nice.

ps: I know this action is kinda selfish but it is not wrong to tell a person how you feel.  Just don't push that person too much or you will lose him/her.

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