I'm so hardworking updating my blog everyday. I have to bring back the spirit of blogging like I used to update blog everyday. (really never realized that I used to update blog everyday.) Now I start to wonder how I thought of new topic everyday for my blog while now I got no idea what I should share. fml.
Had nightmare last night. Guess it is so true that I never sleep without dreams. I dreamt about that I almost missed the flight. I was still at home and after an hour is our departure time but I still haven't pack my clothes. That dream was so damn weird and I got stressed up. I quickly called the car rental on the next morning to confirm everything. (yes I'm so kiasi)
Today a friend of mine came to find me in all sudden (okay, I know he likes me. wtf. ). We chit-chat and then I told him I have one in my heart where I only know him recently. The friend taught me how to court the guy I like, that's sweet of him! Alright, I don't think I will be so good to give something I like most to others unless my mood is super good. (guess he is in good mood too!)
wtf.
Why am I sharing all this here? Lol!!!
Anyway, the convo thingy make me super nervous and don't feel good. Because I start to worry this and that especially when I don't know the way of going here and there in KK. I used to walk there but not drive there!
I heard we are invited to dinner on the night before our convocation but since friends are not going and I haven't find a dress for the night so I don't think I will be going neither.
Recently so many things to be settle down, I mean things that related to my future and my mental. Guess living in 'too free' life is actually causing sickness too, I mean mental sickness. I will always think of unnecessary questions and start to feel emo and then go sleep and then whole day passed like that. Boring...
Now I miss the life where I have to work in the morning and night.
Tired but meaningful.
ps: human never appreciate on what they have. :x
hello wong cai yi!! how are you??
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